Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 23/06/2026It has now been one day since I last woke up screaming. 030
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 24/05/2026Feeling impulsive today. Might by a motor home or adopt a new kitten. Idk. 040
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 26/02/2026The term; “Feathered Friends” implies the existence of “Feathered Foes” 030
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 17/01/2026The Silent Treatment™️ never works on me. My husband is trying it out right now, and has experienced the fact that I just go dark. 021
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/12/2025That feeling when none of my kids happens to be elite school age athletes. 030
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 05/11/2025My kitten regards me from through the laundry basket after I’ve made several attempts to trim her long hair on the backs of her legs. Attack: 0% Malice: 100% 010
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 16/10/2025I’m so sorry to hear that. Yes, it was valuable. And yes I did offer it in the gifting only group. I look at this kind of people as the small percentage of how we treat each other. The worst kind of people. 000
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 15/10/2025still in shock that I drove out there and really did that. I’m even more in shock at the sheer audacious greed of people. Some of the things she said to me were she didn’t remember THAT rule, tho it’s rule #1. And, “No hard feelings, right?” 010
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 15/10/2025I was shaking. I was so angry, and scared of what they might have tried to do over something they were given FOR FREE, and her boyfriend had kept yelling in my face that is was brand new, never used. Ya, I know it’s new. I bought it new. Now it’s being regifted into the gifting only nexus, and I’m 3 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 15/10/2025I went and took it back. She knew the rules. She admitted she remembers I gifted it to her, and STILL asked if I was gonna pay her for it. Had a friend of her block the road with their truck. Once I explained what she did to the friend, he apologized and moved his truck. Driving away with the item 2 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 15/10/2025I’m a member of gifting fb group, where we can gift unused items to each other and they are never allowed to be resold. Earlier this year, I’d gifted an expensive item to a fellow member. She gave off really sketch vibes, and I left with regrets. Yesterday, she posted it for sale on marketplace 1/ 210
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 19/09/2025…visiting her parents. She likes her parents, so why would I complain that she’s visiting her own parents? I said I liked her parents, too. And I needed my own parents because I’m just a kid. Here’s the cute part: She scoffed, sneered,”Well, at least I HAVE parents”. Wow Becky. Ya, you sure do. 020
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 19/09/2025Grandma and Grandpa were kind enough to say hi, and come on in. My mother, not so much. She was angry and surprised that I deviled her plans. She glared at me, asking why I was there instead of going “home”. I said it’s not much of a home, with nobody raising her kids. She scoffed and said she was 6 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 19/09/2025…I got sick of being home alone. I got off the bus at my grandparents’ road. Can’t remember if my brother and/or sister also did. Walked the mile to their house and confronted her about it. Their house was so nice and clean, and air conditioned. There was food, and th most delicious artesian water5/ 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 19/09/2025…parents. She would visit them, continually preying upon them for more money. She would be sure to visit them when our bus was dropping us off from school, because she said we didn’t need any supervision. But with my brother trying to beat me up, and my sister picking fights and stealing from me, 4/ 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 19/09/2025…a pdf. While this certainly constitutes child endangering on my mother’s part, she was always willing to go the extra mile in self-serving matters. Her parents always had a car for her to use. She always had us kids from which to collect financial assistance. And, she had her own agenda with her 3/ 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 19/09/2025…us if we were friends with any young boys, because he was really interested in young boys. Sad thing is, he had brought his grandson along, and the kid was shaking his head and saying no, don’t bring anyone to the house. His grandfather was a bad person. I was only 14-15, but I suspected he was 2/ 000
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 19/09/2025Malignant Narcissistic Mother Memory of the Day: She moved us ten miles out of town, into a house where we were housesitting under the premise that she would guide “young boys” to hang out for the interest of the landlord. None of us kids knew this, until he showed up one day, and asked each of 1/ 230
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/07/2025help develop a broader social awareness of the reasons driving the thoughts, actions, and triggers of people who are suicidal. Oh, and, I’m allergic to opiate medications, so all I had access to was Tylenol , ibuprofen, and some Rx gabapentin I had on hand. We don’t judge, and we listen. 000
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/07/2025My pain during this deep molar infection was somewhere in the mid 40s. I’m saying all this to help more people understand that when someone feels driven to consider suicide, they’re already past the pain levels that leave you unable to think or to exist in agony. I’m not promoting, but trying to 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/07/2025not also irrational choice when a person is driven to madness where the choices end. I can speak with this clarity because, although I’ve suffered suicidal ideations at numerous points in my life, I’ve not been to the topmost point of the pain chart. I’ve not been in the window of a burning building 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/07/2025It’s not selfish, it’s madness. I felt useless to my family, and a burden. This was 2-3 days of extreme suffering, so only imagine the agony of anyone who has taken their own life as someone who made it out the window. It’s a misunderstood monster, and it’s tragic, but it’s still a very rational, if 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/07/2025When everything is burning you down, you can’t sleep, you can’t eat, your blood pressure is shooting, you’re vomiting until your chest aches and your eyelids bruise, and the pain is driving you out of your mind you can start to feel as if there’s no other choice but to escape the pain. 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/07/2025I remember learning about gimpy gimpy weed when I was young, and a family friend had a horse gotten into some, poor thing thrower itself off a cliff in agonized madness. When people, and in some cases animals, choose to take their own lives, it’s like a jump from a burning building. 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/07/2025extreme pain that drives people to suicidal thoughts. I’ll post the graph I found, but above childbirth were kidney stones and trigeminal neuralgia. I can now equate the deep infection pain to somewhere around those top two, because I’ve borne 5 children, and this was worse. I wanted out. 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/07/2025my dentist to request any available emergency time slot for the day. He got me booked for 3, and that was my light at the end of my tunnel. I spent the rest of the day up until then mentally forcing myself to focus on the outcome. The pain would increase tremendously at random, and I chose to google 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/07/2025Keep the pain meds down. Even alka seltzer wasn’t much help. I was going stark raving mad with pain. I could only type notes in my phone to speak to my husband and children. I relied on each of them to help me with things. I begged my husband to stay home with me on Friday, and to immediately call 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/07/2025don’t feel great. I’m hoping to share some insight as to how extreme pain and suffering can drive a person to thoughts of suicide. I was in constant , excruciatingly nauseating pain for two days straight. I could sleep, eat, or speak. I was vomiting in spite of attempts to drink broth and yogurt to 100
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 21/07/2025Had an emergency root canal the other day, and my dentist and assistant staff were so caring. I had a fully infected molar under a bridge, and the park has been so bad, I suffered ideations of suicide. I’ve had a long run of painkillers the past several days, and one day left of zpak, and still 131
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 07/07/2025The Paris Climate Accords, and the Treaty of Tripoli. I want it to digest all of this information, and it will synthesize the judgements of the people who have wronged these past civic edicts. I wanna watch it burn them down. 030
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 07/07/2025Trickle Down Economics, as he began to further the Fleecing of American taxpayers. I want it to judge, and see that our past several presidents have done nothing to remedy the former wrongdoings. Then, after we’ve caught up with drumpf’s most recent shenanigans, I’m giving it the Geneva Conventions 140
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 07/07/2025Then, it gonna get all the American and American-involved wars, and the actions and reactions. It’s gonna eat all the right and wrong decisions from all of our Presidents, then it’s gonna narrow down to more recent history, Nixon, his pact with Kaiser, Watergate. The crap Reagan pulled with 110
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 07/07/2025I don’t know how to create an AI, but if I did, I’d feed it nothings historical timelines and facts. It’s getting every political uprising recorded from the dawn of history keepers. It’s getting the Declaration of Independence, the Constitution, Bill of Rights, plus all current amendments. 250
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 07/07/2025No more National Weather Service, now it’s Public Ice Warnings. 010
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 23/06/2025Invisible lat syndrome, false pregnancy, impersonation of law enforcement 010
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 22/06/2025I didn’t know the apocalypse would ride in on the idiocracy 010
Niki Hashimoto @savage-echo.bsky.social · 22/06/2025Not u til you give women as many clothes as men 000
