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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I hate myself for being so introverted. I want to have a community, but I can't come up with anything worth building around. MMD is outdated and no one cares about it Software/code requires so much effort that I don't have. It's insanely hard to be impressive in the age of LLMs.

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

sadly, I can't have fun until I learn to love myself and find a good job

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

nothing special, I just like the colors

a 3d render of a hairstyle with curtain bangs and long ponytail

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

I can't find people with similar fandoms at all because most of my favorite animes are from 2011-2015, when liking this wasn't cool at all

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

continuing with requests 🍇 model by Smarkloker (Script Team) #blender3d #Miside #Figurine #Glitch

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

I don't enjoy doing anything in blender anymore. Everything looks terrible #blender3d

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

I feel like shit cause my art is so bad it literally gets ZERO likes. What's the fucking point of getting skills and doing stuff on the internet if nobody fucking cares? I'm so down by the fact that I can't do anything about it - it's better to die at this point

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

bought a new GPU months ago still haven't done anything useful with it sadly, no plans to finish this #blender3d

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

There is no place for me in this world

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

And my montitor is quite old and dirty

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

I suck at modelling bases 😭 I want to do the fun stuff, but I can't overcome the basics of making my own models from scratch.

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

As much as I don't like vroid I guess I have to stick with it because my personal 3D-style sucks

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

I want to give up doing art so badly. I'm so fucking tired of having almost nothing for my effort. I can yap for hours about 3d graphics stuff, but no one cares. Why learn/study/improve anything if nothing matters in the end?

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

Could be a cool idea, but I'm not in the mood to remodel stuff for it to work :c #blender3d #b3d

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tongo @tongonothing.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

cosplayers using hoyo's mikumikudance models to 3d print props and then doing MMD inspired tiktok dances with them

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

Thinking about having a fear of waking up and living life. I'm tired of receiving the worst news 🥀 when I just recovered mentally and physically

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

It's funny that the early models from the early volumes are literally heavily edited versions of TDA Miku. #WIP #3D #Blender3D #b3d #3dcharacter #OC #RWBY

The image showcases a head of a 3D character model: wireframe structure and shaded.

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

uuh, I guess I have to figure out how to make entertaining videos out of stuff that I do. Cause I'm so tired of seeing successful young and beginner artists while rotting for 10+ years with ZERO creative achievements

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

I'm so tired of being unseen, alone and forgotten

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

Guess who enjoyed Deus Ex Invisible War quite a bit #wip #mmd #b3d #blender #oc

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

Back with my obsession with deus ex series, so I quckly made another outfit for my vtuber/sona model. Rendered with malt render in Blender. #blender3d #3d #oc #bnpr #malt3d

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 26/10/2025

From time to time I wonder if a modern iteration of MMD is possible.Just a simple software to pose, animate and make videos with decent shading. It would definitely be a struggle to be fully feature comparable: directX9 shaders,physics(I'm so tired of static juggling on everything) and rigging(SDF)

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 18/10/2025

it feels so awkward doing silly outfits inspired by a very old game. cause no one would care or get it anyway #mmd #3d #oc

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

Given how hard my depression hits after a vacation abroad, I think there is a possibility that most of my mental health issues are caused by the general of life in Russia. I actually feel much better when I know that I can do a lot of great stuff.

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

I finish my glass-like effect github.com/SarinaCFG/Simple-Glass #mmd #mme #3d #mikumikudance #mikumikueffect

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 22/06/2025

Thanks to whoever translated PMX-editor and broke display groups functionality 🙃

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

My relationship with art is terrible - no one cares about what I do; assets that I distriburite for free ignored and any attemts to pivot to something else look horrible I'm soooo jeleaus of people with commisions #3d #mmd #blender #oc

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

I finally got motivation to hustle again and start to do more stuff to earn money. International payment processing is a mess for me, not surprising but depressing—I wish I could earn enough to sustain living in a better place. I don't want luxury; I just want to be happy and helpful to the world.

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SarinaCFG @sarinacfg.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

trying to figure out rigify...

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