iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I'm okay by the way, at least mentally, I think. I'm just attempting to make sense of things at the moment. Life is being so desperately unfair to me, and I don't really know what I did to deserve it.

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I wonder... when will it start to sink in that I'm actually seriously ill...? because I don't feel ill, just... strange.

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Been suffering the worst art block ever, so I decided today was the day I was going to draw something! So I drew #cyno #genshinimpact #myart #wipsandsketches

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

The tests are booked and stuff but yeah. Life right now is... weird.

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

So, I went to the docs today and got refered to hospital in a case of urgency 'cause they suspect I might have cancer I'm putting this here to just kinda get it out? I don't know any facts yet but, ngl, I'm a little bit terrified about that notion right now.

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

So I just got done watching the entirety of Orange is the New Black and just... wow... what a ride that was. 😭

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

Old but still good~ I found this again in my files just now and I really need to go back and finish it~ They're just so good <3

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

I kinda ship #varhen and not just like a little bit and it's sorta making me lose my damned mind.

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

omg noooo, but thank you 😭💕

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Flats don't look bad! Now I just need to render and detail... pray for me

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

lines done for my friends #lohen ita bag charm~ Time to ruin it with colour!!

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Apparently it's a bit late but I wanted to join in on the #FFXIVselfieday so lol My ugly mush~

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

It has taken me way too long to realize that I have a very unhealthy size difference kink... Oki.

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

I've been there before hahaha. I spent so much money on commissions back then lol

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Just here using #lohen to break the good ole frustrating artblock xD

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

That's a crying shame, though. I heart them so much 😭

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

I don't think I'm quite at boiling point just yet lol. But when I get there this place will probably be the first place I'll need to vent xD

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Oh man, you're braver than me hahahaha! I've tried servers so many times and I can never get a foothold xD I am a shy bean 👉👈

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

It kind of makes me happy that I'm not alone 🫂

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Does anyone else have like, a ship they enjoy, but no one else in your friend group does so it just sits there rent-free in your head like some guilty pleasure? lol... help xD

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

I don't want to feel miserable anymore. That's all, just that one smol thing pls

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

I have been in a constant state of fight or flight for months now, and I'm so tired of it. It's given me some serious art block I can't seem to shake, made me pull away from my RP hobby to the point where I just don't want to do ANYTHING at all, and it's been utterly miserable

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

Like I want to RP, I want to draw, maybe play some vidya games. I want to relax and stay cool and just 'be', you know?

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

But I want to also do something that I enjoy today instead of wasting it on doom scrolling and feeling like I'm waiting for the next disaster to strike, because I've been feeling like that A LOT lately.

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

So I want today to be a good day, it's the first day off in a good while where I haven't got many, if any, commitments. I have chores to do, but they're small; I just have to get off my butt and get them done, I guess lol

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

Also I have become so obsessed with #illuhen to such an unhealthy degree that I'm starting to think I need help ;A;

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

When the drive to draw is actually there but the weather is so FREAKSIHLY HOT and my tablet gets a bit warm when it's being used that it's like touching a naked flame. So I'm just going to sit here and be mad about that for a while >:C

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

Art block is the absolute worst :C

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

I haven't really drawn anything for fun for a while, but my friend is utterly obsessed with #lohen right now, so I want to try and surprise them with something a lil sexy~ Because that's what friends do right? #genshinimpact #wipsandsketches

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

My friend and I have said for YEARS that you would boss Hildebrand's voice. I love him so much!

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

They're home, yes. The thing is still ongoing, but it's better at least. A lot of follow-up appointments that I chaperone for. It's... been a test lol.

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

Also, sorry for being so inactive; I've been living in abject misery for a while. Things are looking brighter now though :3

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

I've been ill for the best part of a week now and where most people have cravings for soup, or other comfort foods, I just crave drawing fat dicks. Why am I like this?

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

My friend's back home from hospital. It's been an insanely rough few days (almost 2 weeks actually) but they were stable enough to come home and relax for a while. Driving through the city to the hospital and back every day was absolute torture. But totally worth it to see them happy again.

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 25/05/2026

Defo for sucking, biting, and maybe a lil cheeky pinch here and there?

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 25/05/2026

I'm reading this and just feel so happy that I'm not the only one who thinks about nipples more than I know is healthy 😌

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

The worst thing about having someone you love in hospital, other than the fact that they're sick, is having to leave them there every evening. 😭

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 20/05/2026

He is beautiful. He is also as dumb as rocks xD I love him~

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 20/05/2026

I don't usually post cat pics, but this is my big black boi, Lord Shaxx sitting in my housemates chair. My housemate is in hospital right now, very sick but on the mend, and Shaxx misses them greatly

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

I was forced to get involved in some discourse yesterday and I woke up this morning still SEETHING.

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

Don't you just hate people who make shit up to suit their own narrative so they can look like a fucking hero and a simultaneous victim in front of their clique?

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Now I'm hungry... Man it's been ages since I had a value bucket!!

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Ugh, the urge to draw some hot smut is so damn strong, but I'm working late today so I bet I don't have the energy when I get home tonight. Someone give me some encouragement, tell slogans at me. MAKE ME DO IT!!

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

I haven't drawn a nice dick in a good while... I need to change that soon 🤔🤔

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

I've not heard a thing about it tbh. Just I know PayPal are getting weird about artists being paid for digital commissions.

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

Has anyone got anything good to say about using Stripe instead of Paypal? There's all these different payment methods now and Paypal keeps just getting worse lol

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✨Saphie✨ @saphistar.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

If you have eggs to offer him he will defo beat someone's ass with a barbell weights still on, no problem!!

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