serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 22/02/2026ah! i just logged on and you just commented it must be fate… to be entirely honest ive been going through a lot of mental strain… but recharging by watching a donghua i love… sending luck for the upcoming week! ❤️ 110
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 20/02/2026im making the wangxian fanart i dreamed of making (checks calendar) SEVEN YEARS AGO? 060
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 19/02/2026AWWWE i love love love your pigeon talk on here its so nice 120
Reposted by serenaYuze @yuzepi.bsky.social · 18/02/2026#oc #yuzecomm this absolutely delightful commission of feiyue I got from vanitatorium!!! 27925
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 17/02/2026i was on a bit of a self loathing trip and was deleting works i was dissatisfied with 110
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 17/02/2026it’s true, when i conceptualised my ocs, one was a pilot, so for a placeholder name, i called them “zip”. now, 6 years later, they are a pirate and have kept the name 010
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 17/02/2026people. i feel that my art is no longer mine. all the special feelings of love and warmth i put into it have been replaced and this strong feeling i have is being taken and trampled on by others because they cant fathom that as an artist i'd have those feelings. i dont have any agency. i'm so sad. 130
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 17/02/2026thank you my dear spica. im sorry ive been feeling inferior because of my lack of skill lately. i've wanted to purge posts to soothe this disgust and by doing so i attracted someone who complained about not being able to archive my art even though i had clearly said i would be willing to send it to 120
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 17/02/2026i feel like crying forever. i'm not just a machine who you can prompt for content i am a real person with feelings i'm reserved to protect myself if i feel threatened by myself. when did my art not become mine anymore? i don't know what to do. i want to delete all my accounts i dont know 180
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 17/02/2026i think i’m going to start clearing out this account soon so if anyone wants me to send them like a file of a drawing or something i can do that otherwise i think i will be deleting most things 160
Reposted by serenayuzeburger 🔞🍔 @yuzes.bsky.social · 16/02/2026ok she has been named her name is Itsy Always. And then her tail is A. Goodtime. Itsy and Mr goodtime 1142
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 16/02/2026AWWE i love when characters have companion names….. so cute awwe awwe 010
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 16/02/2026i'm burned by engagement and i'm burned without it but i wish i had it right now because i need money. i am in purgatory 050
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 16/02/2026by "friendly" i dont mean nice and polite i mean treating me very casually and as if we are friends when in fact i am a complete stranger who should not be idolised 150
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 16/02/2026>account gained popularity due to a certain fandom >i get sent hate and death threats. i can ignore this mostly >certain people become overly comfortable and friendly to me. this is uncomfortable and breaches my boundaries. >when i leave fandom that harmed me i get punished 150
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 16/02/2026my self esteem often gets dictated by engagement and ive been getting tossed pennies by a shitty algorithm that hates that i hate it 170
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 16/02/2026they need to invent a way of posting online that doesnt make you want to die 1131
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 16/02/2026literally the last post i saw and commented on before it died its beautiful though.. 120
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 16/02/2026both these sites are so unreliable for me to simply access hmm 030
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 15/02/2026i love the feature here where you can turn off qrts besides the point in general i find qrts on my art rude but also people just love to say anything as if the artist canr see like ???? What happened to decency 020
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 15/02/2026comms on vgen reopening soon, i just needed time to rebuild ❤️thanks for your patience friends! 050
Reposted by serenaspica ☁ @pudica.bsky.social · 14/02/2026a very goro akechi valentines 💌 #VGenComm, tysm! 25325
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 14/02/2026ok i guess tumblr isn't getting that piece since its not loading LOL happy valentines day! 080
serena @saintlyrena.bsky.social · 11/02/2026glad to hear it im okayyy!!! feeling demotivated to draw unfortunately, but hoping to get my groove back 010
Reposted by serenaLemmy @frogcroaks.bsky.social · 10/02/2026shes geen for an amazing reason #sketchbook 311526
