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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

How else am I to express interest in the upcoming hit Super 8!?

Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Massive shot in a dark, but if anyone has any ideas on what could be done: Let me know. I'm admittedly desperate, but obviously don't want to force anyone else to read this, y'know? Take care for now, and stay safe. <3 -Sae (9/09)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

lot to put out online, but I really don't have another outlet for this. Some family in my life know bits and pieces, but never the whole story because they wouldn't believe it. The ones that do know (my sisters) are far too busy to be able to sit down and help me with this. I don't know.- (8/09)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

hitting myself for not figuring out what to do sooner. I just want this to be over, to live a normal life for once, instead of constantly living in fear over if today is going to be the last day I have a roof over my head. Apologies for the rambliness of this all. I'm aware that this is a- (7/09)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

out. Knowing that my parents were right in thinking that I wasn't able to be on my own, all the while the only other option was to leave everything behind and go to a country that was completely foreign and not nearly as accepting on a national level. It's scary, and I'm (metaphorically)- (6/09)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Love her to death, but there's been no progress in a month and it's really starting to stress me out. I know I should be doing more and I know that I could've been out of this by now, but I haven't. That's on me, and honestly: I've been on and off crying for the past few days figuring it- (5/09)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

submitting all of the required info. Because of this, getting a new therapist and medication is currently in limbo until I can. I had to say goodbye to a therapist of over 5 years due to this. On top of that, actually having a place to move with that irl friend has been slow.- (4/09)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

looking for them far earlier. That's my fault, I was trying to get out of the 'living day to day' headspace and foolishly thought I could before job searching. My parent's insurance fully ran out and while I've applied for the Medicaid in my state, they have yet to get back to me after- (3/09)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

out of an investment account set up to me when I was really young. Only issue is that I have to go through my parents to get anything out of it, since it's still in their name for insurance reasons. I've been looking for jobs for the past few days now, although I know I should've been- (2/09)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Alright, so this is admittedly going to be a long series of posts that not many will see, but I still feel as if it's worth putting out there. Shit is bad. Like: Unbelievably bad. Despite spending my money solely on food, gas, and rent, I'm almost out again. I'm going to have to pull money- (1/09)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

> Takes long drag of my imaginary cigarette. > Coughs. > Keeps coughing. > Collapses to the ground. "Yeah."

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

Thankfully, I was already in conversation with one of my irls to move in with them. We'll see if we'll actually figure something out in time. It's just tiring because I'm still trying to get my shit together and here we are lmao. I'll keep you all posted as promise, stay safe y'all.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

Hey so update, I gotta find a new place to live again. Just found out today that they're selling the house as is, when previously someone else was gonna buy it and let the people who are renting out rooms stay. I swear to god, I can't catch a break.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

I just want to thank everyone for donating and spreading the word once again. It really does mean a lot and I feel honored to be given a second chance like this. I'll try my best to keep you all posted. 2/2

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Finally got around to withdrawing the money from the gofundme. Been dragging my feet because of mental illness cropping back up again, been making everything an absolute slog. This is alongside even more shit happening, but for the sake of brevity I won't elaborate here. 1/2

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Seacat08 @seacat08.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

Felt like doing up a Gameboy era Zelda pixel art scene, so I did one! 🤷‍♂️ #art #pixelart #zelda #gameboy

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

Not like the situation is better now, as I still have to have days where I don't eat at all in order to not spend too much on it. In the months before my parents left, I legit lost 20 pounds from just not having the means to get or prepare food. I'm clawing my way back up now, but damn.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

(TW for ED mention.) MFW (my face when) I know that the first year of my transition has been knee capped from being blue-balled with food from when I lived with my parents, alongside recovering from what's most certainly some kind of eating disorder (I don't have a reaction image for this):

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

Funny I mentioned BPD lmao, my online support system (my only current one) just collapsed in under 24 hours lmao. Living the dream lol.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

I'll try to ask about more medical resources specifically, as I haven't yet.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

Yes, I know that they're talking about those who actively don't get help but damn. Saying that people with BPD are 'unlovable and they need to be ran away from' hurt. I'm aware therapists/therapy exists (I'm in it), I just want to try and look outside of the hour sessions I have every week. (2/2)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

BPD is a fucking nightmare to do any research for (actual research, not just TikTok bullshit or whatever), because every time I want to further ways I can properly cope with it: I get bombarded with statements from others saying that anyone who has this are awful people to be around lol. (1/2)

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Digital Poppy Poppy Zone @poppyzone.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

imagine being a xen creature just like vibing in one of those blue pools that heals you and then out of nowhere you're teleported to like a walmart

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

Can't wait for the Tennessee sidekick.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

Love that my graphics card decided to shit the bed right when I moved in. Been having issues with it ever since, and it's been making using my computer for any longer than 5 minutes nigh impossible.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

Who knows lol? I just tend to keep going despite it all, so I'll make it on the other side regardless lol. Keeping you all updated but for now, take care. (3/3)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

I also haven't had the chance to withdraw the money from gofundme, so I paid for it out of my own pocket lol, there's $900 down the drain. As for now, we'll see. As mentioned above, I'm still trying to recover from it all as there was a period where I was crying on and off for 24 hours lol. (2/3)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

Quadruple late update (as I'm still trying to recover from this emotionally lmao), I finally have a place to stay since my parents forced me to rent out a room from a friend. Not complaining about the room itself as it's fine, but I'm still coming to terms with being sidelined by family lol. (1/3)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

If you want to donate or share again, you know the drill. I don't know how much I got left in me though, so we'll see how it goes. I haven't withdrawn the money so far, so if anything happens to me you'll all get your money back in September. Wish you all the best, and take care. <3 (2/2)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

TRIPLE UPDATE (I'm gonna curl up into a ball and cry lol), my parents are kicking me out again, as I've not fulfilled their standards of applying to jobs and rooms for rent in the past few days. This is after I almost got sent to the hospital by my counselor today due to mental health issues. (1/2)

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Bloxxy System | use #tags @bloxxel64colonthree.xyz · 28/05/2026

Please help i will do anything i am capible of

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

As usual, all of the money will be spent for rent of the new place and I'll keep you all posted on how that's getting spent for full transparency. For now though, I'll keep chugging away. (2/2)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

DOUBLE UPDATE (My life is a rollercoaster and I'm gonna hurl), I'm back at my parent's house. I was able to talk with them in order to get an extension while I search for a proper place to live. I'm on a day-by-day system so it's still a bit unstable, but we'll take those. (1/2)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

All of the money will be going towards me finding a room tomorrow, as I just need to rest for tonight. I'm tired, I'm beat, and I feel awful. I'll continue to keep you all posted as much as I can. (2/2)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

UPDATE to this as promised (apologies if it seems like I'm milking this, that's not my intention). My parents are insistent on kicking me out tonight, so I will finish packing my essentials before leaving to crash somewhere for the night. (1/2)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

I'll keep you all posted, whether it's good or bad. All money donated will go towards me getting back up on my feet, so do know that it will be going towards a good cause. Hope anyone who read this far the best, and many thanks once again. -Sae. (4/4)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

Second, I'd like to thank everyone immensely for supporting and sharing the Gofundme. I did not expect for so many people to take notice of it in the first place, nonetheless donate to it. It's meant a lot and it's made the past few days a lot more positive and worth trying. (3/4)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

a hotel room on Memorial Day, since they tend to be fairly expensive. It's still up in the air on where to go, as it's been fairly hard to get up every morning and keep looking. We'll see where I end up. If I have to live in my car for a few days, I will. (2/4)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

An update on this, first on what's going on and then a thank you. The date got moved to Monday, when I previously thought I would be kicked out today. My parents told me that I need to have everything packed by then in order to be out of the house. They also mentioned about snagging (1/4)

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

Heya, I admittedly don't use Bluesky a whole lot, but I just wanted to say that I'm getting kicked out of my home in a few days with no current place to live. I have a fundraiser link attached to this. Even if you cannot donate, sharing it would be much appreciated. www.gofundme.com/f/trans-girl...

gofundme.com

Donate to Trans Girl in need of Financial Help, organized by Sae Zellerhoff

Heya, my name is Sae and I'm a 19 year old trans woman in need of immediate help. … Sae Zellerhoff needs your support for Trans Girl in need of Financial Help

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 20/05/2026

Just wanted to say here, thank you for everyone who has donated to and shared the gofundme link. I cannot express enough gratitude for the traction it's gotten so far, so just know that your actions have meant a lot so far. <3

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

gofundme.com

Donate to Trans Girl in need of Financial Help, organized by Sae Zellerhoff

Heya, my name is Sae and I'm a 19 year old trans woman in need of immediate help. … Sae Zellerhoff needs your support for Trans Girl in need of Financial Help

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

You'll be seeing my lawyer, green dog.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

Finally got a bra for the first time now that I actually have boobs, and it's pretty 'pog' as the kids say.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

If you like anthro animals and furry art, no hate. I'm admittedly just sick of seeing it all the time. I know some people will say "Oh my lobster is too buttery", well mine's not. My lobster is only buttery when I see cute women that are human.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

I find this funny because every time I go back to using Bluesky, I get flashbanged with furry art. It's like, I wanna keep tabs on my friends while not looking at anthro animals all day please. I don't wanna unfollow people, but if I wanna use Bluesky I'm gonna have to lol.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

Women are so cool, I wish they were real.

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Sae @saebye.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

What did he mean by this?

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