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But I don’t know how to tell you that I’d like to talk about it. It’s hard I want to tell you since I trust you and I know you’re okay with me telling you but it’s so hard.

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I don’t know how to feel I wish you’d talk to me about it

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dogtape/olivia @dogtape.net · 14/10/2026

Idk how to ask even though I’d want to cause you seem nice but I don’t feel like I deserve it

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Reposted by Sad Sn0w

> mild inconvenience > "i need to kill myself"

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I hate the fact that I’m still breathing

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I've found peace in different people for entirely different reasons

Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

Ich werd irgendwie ausgeloggt

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Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

I miss him so much and I hope we might get closer again soon

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Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

Don’t say I ain’t told you so

Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

My family thinks I’m pushing through it, but I am not. I’m just not man enough to do it.

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Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Can’t let you see I am suffering

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Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

There is so much I wanted to do with you

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Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I don’t want to cry anymore

Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Irgendwie wäre schon nice wenn ich jemanden für die Rentenversicherung anwerben könnte. Würde einfach 1,5k bekommen. Alter Schwede.

The older I get the more I feel like I have to have my shit together without therapy and not bother anyone with my problems and I think that might have a negative effect on my mental health. But I can’t really help it.

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Sometimes I’d rather be dead

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People who think that guys who are together with a trans woman can’t be straight are just straight up transphobic. Like wtf.

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Werde wahrscheinlich nur als Selbstzahler ne Diagnose bekommen ist das dumm alter. Vielleicht hab ich es dann ja leichter wieder auf ne Warteliste zu kommen. Als mit der „Anpassungsstörung“.

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I go through my photos and so much is deleted but still I remember and it hurts so much.

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WTF was this reaponse back then like bruh. (Just found it in my gallery)

One of my favourite pics of long ago

There were so many times I thought I could reach out to you. I think we could have been great friends now we’ll never know.

Sometimes I wonder if they’d even miss me if I leave

Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Damals bin ich wenigstens noch auf ne Warteliste gekommen. Heutzutage hab ich gar keine Aussicht mehr auf nen Therapieplatz. Ich liebe mein Leben.

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Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

The cruel part is that pain only has to win the argument once

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Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Even though I am not a big fan of telegram I love that for a messenger you can have multiple pics in your profile

Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Advance the judge above the law

Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I tried everything, but my wait on peace won’t die

Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

After 4 years finally something new

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Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Ich liebe wie cryptic Brakence seine neuen Releases ankündigt omg youtu.be/Qu7fUhUgc4s?...

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Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Ich dachte nach 8 Jahren Zahnspange wäre vorbei aber nein jetzt brauch ich wohl eine Schiene.

It was a weird day. I am glad it’s finished even though I am happy for my godfather and his wife.

I guess I am a bit surprised. I know I said I hope he wouldn’t talk to me, but I didn’t really expect that to happen, since we were childhood friends. Tbh he was my first ever friend. But yeah he kinda completely ignored me. But apart from that everything is going okay for now.

I hope I’m ready. (My dad actually took a suit and welp he forgot the pants so now he has to wear jeans)

I didn’t feel much driving through Magdeburg this time. Seemingly it doesn’t affect me anymore.

Doing these exercises is actually quite insightful. And it keeps me busy on the way to the wedding.

Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Gar kein Bock morgen mein ersten besten Freund wieder zu sehen mit dem ich alle meine ersten sexuellen Erfahrungen hatte der nachdem ich mich in ihn verliebt hatte Nix mehr mit mir zu tun haben wollte. Hoffe ich muss nicht mit ihm reden.

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Sad Sn0w @sadsn0w.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don’t know how.