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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle

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Aka Raymond. Akita/GShep. Former particle physicist (PhD) (+salt miner), but now I write software. Using "AI" for science since '05. I make things, enjoy outdoors, and play guitar. (41, male, straight)-ish. SF Bay. Sometimes NSFW

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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 8h
I need to find some way to combine my train ride home with the half hour of lying face down on the bed I seem to require after getting home
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 29/09/2026
well fuck me, the Steam Frame healed itself over the weekend and actually turned on today
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 28/09/2026
the temptation to start over with a fresh fursona and online identity for sharing my creative stuff
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 28/09/2026
scuttlebutt around work is they're going to turn on keylogging and screen recording. I was already planning on looking for a new job next year, but I thought I'd be able to stand it for another 3 months to get my retention bonus. Dunno what I'll do
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 28/09/2026
I've got something like a week of vacation to use up before the end of the year. Can take some long weekends or something but I dunno what I want to do really.
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 28/09/2026
one of these days my routine of not checking the news before leaving for work is going to result in me missing an early opportunity to celebrate
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 27/09/2026
brain: I appreciate that you have this record of every shitty thing ever done to me and every bad decision I made since the age of 13, and can causally tie them to the current sorry state of my life, but we don't need to go over all of that every single fucking day
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 27/09/2026
Finished re-reading Anathem for the n-th time. It's a very cozy read for me. I think its main flaw is that it explains too much and so undermines itself.
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 27/09/2026
brain: it's now autumn, you can stop waking up at 5 AM because you want to get things done before it gets light and hot
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 26/09/2026
I enjoyed Coyote vs Acme! And I cried a little.
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Celanor! @celanor.org · 25/09/2026
Lookit this lil guy! #islandfox #fox #photography
A portrait of an island fox on Santa Cruz Island
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 25/09/2026
"my fursona is an anthropomorphic storage ring particle collider" "because you really like physics?" "no, I want to attract diaper-wearing ferrets"
image from Fermilab of Felicia the Ferret in a tunnel
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 25/09/2026
okay I won't, mysterious and possibly cursed stone
a rock with "PLEASE DO NOT TAKE - Thank you" written on it black marker
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 25/09/2026
it has arrived
the Steam Frame
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Kipper@ASC dealers @kipper.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
finally got to meet my favorite creatures :3
channel island fox climbing down a fig tree. Santa Cruz Island, California
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 23/09/2026
I'm like 40% confident that work is keeping me around as layoff fodder. It's more likely that management just sucks at their job, but also it feels like I don't exist some weeks.
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Return of Agender Wound Man 🔜 Furpoc?!! @knifemilk.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
stepped on a sharp-edged geometric block and need a tetris shot
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 23/09/2026
no I'm not depressed my life just kinda low key sucks
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 22/09/2026
the sharps disposals at work are all full and not getting emptied. Is that because 1. they are overwhelmed by everyone injecting peptides 2. whoever is responsible got laid off and the AI that replaced them can't 3. accommodating employees is DEI and bad ? it's 2026 so who knows
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 22/09/2026
maybe someday science will figure out why I impose arbitrary standards on myself and then feel bad for not meeting them. Nobody cares when I get into work if it's before 11 AM so why did sleeping in for half an hour cause me to be all stressed out this morning?
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 22/09/2026
septENMber art idea: no, it's not the Tiny Desk concert. It's the Tiny Dick concert and all he's got to cover his shame is his guitar
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 22/09/2026
Book review: if you're a leftist, you should read this. It does a good job of explaining historical attempts to establish socialism, and outlines what any transition is going to have to contend with in the coming years. My takeaway is to root for the end of US/EU imperialism, but there's a lot more
cover of "The Long Transition Towards Socialism and the End of Capitalism" by Torkil Lauesen
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 21/09/2026
it would be nice to make it through a day at work without wanting to yeet my laptop at something hard and solid
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 21/09/2026
The FCC's website is janky as fuck. Took me half a dozen tries to renew my ham license because it kept giving me "access denied" errors partway through
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 21/09/2026
I got everything done that I wanted to get done this weekend! Including catching up on the chores skipped to go camping, and putting all the camping stuff away.
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Celanor! @celanor.org · 20/09/2026
Seeing dolphins on the way back to mainland from Santa Cruz Island was so cool, what amazing creatures! #dolphins
A photo of three long-beaked common dolphins swimming beneath the waves in clear blue waterA photo of five long-beaked common dolphins porpoising above blue water. The fins and tails of a few other dolphins, submerged after their own jumps, are visible.A photo of two long-beaked common dolphins porpoising above blue water. The fins and tails of several other dolphins, submerged after their own jumps, are visible.
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 20/09/2026
if I'd known replacing the stupid wheel required completely disassembling the robot I would have procrastinated longer
a disassembled robot vacuum cleaner with parts and tools strewn across the carpeta broken wheel from a robot vacuum cleaner
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 20/09/2026
nerd me is slightly grumpy that the "you're hurting? just get stronger" of so many PE teachers and coaches actually has some truth to it
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 20/09/2026
oh boy it's almost telescope season and I have so many gremlins to expunge
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 19/09/2026
I wish I could fix the miswiring that makes my brain confuse upset stomach for hunger
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 19/09/2026
Steam Frame ordered. Ow my wallet!
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 19/09/2026
reminding myself the correct bar for comparison is the lazy piece of shit version of myself who does nothing, not the perfect idealized version of myself who has the time and energy to do everything anyway I worked out and started some laundry so today could be off to a worse start
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 19/09/2026
sometimes my guitar pick goes on adventures I don't know where it goes but it always returns I like to think it's having a good time but not getting touched by anyone else's grubby paws
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 18/09/2026
I missed out on living in a big house with a half dozen other furries and having random social stuff happening all the time. Living alone sucks
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 18/09/2026
some evenings I think "I could probably convince someone that I actually know how to play guitar" there's tons of stuff I still need to learn, but also there are a few songs and riffs and solos I can play that don't sound terrible
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 17/09/2026
okay chat, unlike the hell percent run, on this route we need to accumulate zero sin. That will let us do a trick called purgatory skip which bypasses the autoscroller and lets us go straight to heaven
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 17/09/2026
thermal camera image of a tree, with the trunk hottest and the leaves cooling, contrasting against a colder sky
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 16/09/2026
What does a fox look like on a thermal camera?
A fox on a thermal camera. The face and paws are the warmest and the tail is poofy and coldAnother image of the fox taken with the thermal camera
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 15/09/2026
Beyond tokenmaxxing, some of what's driving "AI" adoption is "my boss got a stupid idea from the chatbot. I'll have the bot spit something out so I can claim I'm working on it" 1980s USSR: they pretend to pay us so we pretend to work 2020s USA: they pretend to run a business so we pretend to work
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 15/09/2026
Enjoyed a long weekend on Santa Cruz Island. Wish I were still there (instead of having to go into the office). It's an amazing and beautiful place!
Santa Cruz Island's Potation HarborSanta Cruz Island from the northeast corner
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 10/09/2026
I had a good time!
WeezerThe ShinsSilversun Pickups
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 10/09/2026
goin' to a concert tonight
Mordecai from Regular Show holding a blue Weezer CD. Art by Happy Roadkill from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fa-6mb8HNvA
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 08/09/2026
Media often depicts people being bullied to the point where they can't take any more, snap, and fight back. It rarely depicts the people who get bullied to the point where they can't take any more and withdraw from everything that a bully could target.
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 08/09/2026
like 80% of running a journal club is being annoying enough that people would rather sign up for a slot than deal with your stream of "that work sounds interesting, would you want to talk about it in journal club?"
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 08/09/2026
no, I did not want to "summarize with a shake". I dropped my phone
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 08/09/2026
confession: I have not played Ocarina of Time past the first 10 or so minutes
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 08/09/2026
Regardless of any intellectual theft or not, hearing a rumor that someone has solved a problem and aiming a computing firehose at it in order to scoop them is shitty behavior
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 08/09/2026
what if you showed up to the orgy right after they ran out of condoms?
A bunch of bent-wire hooks in a pegboard. They all have little rubber caps on their tips except for one
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 07/09/2026
I am still waiting for VR to get good enough to fill the "pretend to be an animal from the comfort of my bed on a holiday morning" hole in my life that MUCKs used to occupy
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Cosmic Ray-mond Particle @sabertail.org · 06/09/2026
it was a power mac an aluminum tower mac it only had one slow core
an aluminum tower powermac G5 wearing a baseball hat and doing a skateboard trick over a rail
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