iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

When you're writing smut to explore your characters' psyche, but somehow end up discovering something about yourself instead #humbled

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Bro I may never draw nsfw ever again because what the fuck i can't trace a straight line rn this is NOT A DRILL

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Dead went from writing 1k words each day to barely 250 in a week

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

For being someone who never once maintained a relationship I sure am putting all my might into writing one 😮‍💨

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I got SO fucking deep fried by the depths of Ao3 I'm actually BREATHLESS 😩😩😩

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I should take this account more seriously no lie...

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Haven't drawn in so long my whole ass arm is CRACKLING. Not cracking. Full on spasming with teensy tiny pops every single fucking time I crane it beyond a 45° angle. Fear not, this is completely painless! However a hassle regardless. I feel old 💀

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Close to 26k I'm so slow KILL ME NOW

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Oh, shit. How long has it been since I posted anything here—

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Golden retriever-coded characters >>>

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

I'm this close from hitting 20k words again ong

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

Not amount of context would ever save this.

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

My three split personalities have perfectly aligned

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

Asking an extremely architected question only to be met by a half assed answer that makes you feel like you're six again and telling your father you want to be an artist has got to be the most humbling, irritating human experiences I've ever had the misfortune to count on my fucking fingers

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

Guess who stayed up all night to draw furries

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

Shame on me for the times I'd shy away from writing poems that actually rhymed

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Sometimes the wisest thing one can do is lean back, sigh, and block

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

I should have more monster OCs... For, uhm, entertainment purposes only. Of course.

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

I adore drawing outside but I absolutely despise the anxiety souvenirs it gives me

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

The scene I'm writing in my novel turned out to be hilariously difficult

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

Ok I have a serious problem. I can't share what I create—or rather, I struggle to. This is the only app I'm at least a bit comfortable using to post my artworks but the others... It's absurd and it has been going on for almost a month. I also know the reason but if I were to say it out loud to—

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

This NSFW art bs deffo ain't for me tf

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

Looking for the inspiration to write more poems mmmmmmmmmmmmmh. The heat is not helping

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 27/05/2026

I wanted to make this more sexual ngl. #writing

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 25/05/2026

Didn't end up on the naughty list (yet), but I got punished by getting a flu AGAIN

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

I got a wee bit distracted. // 🔞 Ohh I'm on the naughty list 😐

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

Somewhere between underestimating my actual skills cuz wtf #wip #art

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

TW: SH. Zero ounce of whimsy even in a PWP study. Joy's utterly intolerable in this household

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

And when I least expected it the cat distribution system broke and I befriended a young jumping spider

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

Writin' smut with this fucker made me realize that he's got both favorites and also a rage-baiting kink

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

Unhinged tip of the day is writing R18 scenarios of your adult characters as a way to define their personality more thoroughly. Sometimes putting them into a very vulnerable position can help a ton; you start to think how they'd react under certain circumstances and why, etc. Js saved my ass w ts

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

2024: "Ohh he's a gentleman! So demure, so polite—" Congrats! He has now evolved into a crazed junkie with homie-sexual and self destructive tendencies! Toodle-pip n' cheeri-o to you! ><

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

When I'm attempting to write a dirty dialogue for the first time ever, only for me to end up laughing my ass off because of course

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

I'm terrified my scars might all just fade one day and I find this fear kind of poetic

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

Drawing of myself before I could get my curls trimmed #oc #ocart #artwork #myart #traditionalart Need to compensate w all the yaps I subjected u all to 🙏💀

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

My main character went from being a rich sweetheart to a 23yo begging god for early retirement to a borderline sociopath with commitment issues & leftover held grudges bigger than the Taj Mahal That's what I call 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

When u kinda perceptive/intuitive as hell because of ur BPD so it kinda ruins everything

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ryiellan @ryitoxinn.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

Uhh I hate feelings, but sometimes people I trust end up disappointing me and it hurts quite a bit. Like, if you intend to stick around, prove it at least. Everybody's capable of talking. Even worse when I find out these peers were just bearing me out of pity 🤡

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