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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I posted an update on the GoFundMe. But I also wanted to go ahead and thank everyone here for reposting it. I wish I could show my gratitude better and maybe one day I'll be able to. For now thank you for taking the time to help share the GoFundMe post. ~Ryatt

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Started playing more Guild Wars 2 lately.

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Been recently writing down my thoughts when I'm severely depressed. There's a lot of pain behind the entries when I read them the next day but I suppose that's why I'm writing it down rather then keeping it bottled up.

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

Going back home tomorrow. I must continue my WoW playing!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

There's a lot of uncertainty with what is going on with me these days. I'm still around. Just not much to say.

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 26/09/2025

Clearly on my 40th birthday in a few years I should make sure it is a terrible day. When I had my 30th it was a good day but then it all went to shit. The idea is that if I start off my 40s terribly maybe it'll swing back to being a good decade of my life! XD

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 17/09/2025

Perhaps I should stop trying...

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

I could have gone to a con this weekend but wasn't feeling for it a month ago so decided to stay home instead. Still got the days off from work to work on myself personally. So far I've gotten some repairs done on my vehicle, cleaned up my bedroom and slowly working room by room.

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

On a daily basis I keep wondering what keeps me going right now. And I honestly couldn't tell ya! I'm still around I guess.

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

Another day, another rawr!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

Oh boy, only two days in so far this week. Just 3 more days then weekend again! Ugh! XD

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 17/03/2025

Weekend is over. Back to the weekly work grind...

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 16/03/2025

I'm awake which means it is time to rawr! Today's schedule is to be a lazy derg! Rrrhhhhrrawrrrrrrrr!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 15/03/2025

In more recent news. I have gotten my vehicle repaired. Paid absolutely nothing for it! Hopefully it'll be another 10+ years before I have another vehicle accident that isn't my fault!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 15/03/2025

It windy outside! Guess that's my hatchday present! Wiiiind! Weeeeeee!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 12/03/2025

Emotions feel so raw these days. To feel so beaten down and drowning in sorrow. Not exactly sure what keeps me going right now honestly! Surviving, existing... it's all I can do right now...

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

Anxiety attacks are just not fun. I'm just laying in bed and all of sudden I just have this impending doom feeling mixed with anxiousness. Not to mention the dizziness involved. Everything just feels wrong! Usually goes away after 30 minutes however it definitely isn't a great feeling!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

Don't mind me. Just going to rawr loudly!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 15/02/2025

Dreams sure do be weird at times. Then again life can be a bit weird too so guess it lines up!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 13/02/2025

So ready to escape work right now. Running on not much sleep today ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 13/02/2025

Getting my car repaired early next month woo!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

1 week and 6 days later finally got the other auto insurance to admit 100% it is their driver's fault for the accident. Now can move on to picking a shop and getting an appointment set up!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

I would prefer if I didn't dream anymore. A reminder of something I can't change keeps appearing in them. It gets tiring honestly. **Sighs**

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

Well least I got the claim process going for my vehicle damage. Hopefully everything goes smoothly to get it repaired and I get compensated properly.

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

Well this was dumb to happen. I'm alright. Back home now but still just going "All it takes is just the right moment for someone to fuck up." No fault accident.

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

I still can't believe it snowed here last week and actually stuck around for a couple days XD

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 26/01/2025

There'll be one day where I have had enough. And disappear for a good while or even forever. For now I am here.

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 26/01/2025

I got this music stuck on my mind when I wake up in the mornings the past week. youtu.be/lB1YbwNibco?...

youtu.be

Das Malefitz

YouTube video by Faunts - Topic

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

Fell asleep for a few hours. Woke up feeling anxious. Hate when this happens. *Sighs*

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

List of things on my mind at night: Am I just a terrible person? How'd I get in this situation? Will I be dead tomorrow? More work! Am I burned out on video games? Why'd I eat that pizza? I need to make more money somehow! Why doesn't anyone talk to me? It's gotta be because I'm a terrible person!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

Work was hectic today. Shut down for two days and all hell breaks loose! XD

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 22/01/2025

I still can't believe it snowed here! It's just way too strange to see my hometown covered in snow!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

This is so weird to see it like this here! Haha!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

I can't help but keep going outside right now. Probably because I know it's a rare experience here xD

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

Something I rarely see where I live.

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

Yeah work decided to cancel for today due to the incoming winter storm. Will I actually get to see it snowfall here? Guess I'll see in a few hours or so!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

Tomorrow's work day will be interesting. There's a high chance that it'll snow at the airport here. If it does indeed snow...I will take photos! Because for that to happen here in Florida, that is rare! Super rare!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

I've been sleeping on rice cakes! I actually like these things! XD

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 17/01/2025

Have a thing I found on a hood of a vehicle!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 17/01/2025

Wondering if the prediction for chance of snow will happen on Tuesday for me!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 17/01/2025

My dreams lately have really been pushing what I've lost in recent years. Really puts some wear on me mentally is all. Ah well, not much I can do about that but keep moving on!

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Ryatt @ryatt754.bsky.social · 17/01/2025