RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 23/09/2026Its so weird feeling more dominant after a really good session with a sub//like everyone who chats with me just assumes im "just" a btm 🤷🏽♂️ im beginning to think verse/switch guys are a fucking myth or some sort of "gotcha" lol 000
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 22/09/2026The universe is full of irony. I was drooling over these construction dudes on lunch today and this really hot hairy Arab man in a home depot shirt did some really hot stuff to me on the way home. 000
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 20/09/2026Even drawing some portraits of george from old photographs of him has me feeling a lot. I drew my friend Johnny and my friend Fyn this morning george just has me like 😭😢🥹 000
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 20/09/2026These portraits of george dyer by francis bacon are making feel so damn much. He loved him so much. I would have 100% folded over george and spiraled after his death fuck. 011
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 20/09/2026I hate when the season is changing and instead of embracing the beauty of the leaves changing my body and mind slip into this really stupid depressive headspace. I have got to fix this 🙃 everything will be okay 000
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 19/09/2026tidal.com/track/534046... This reminds me of the stuff my grandpa would play on guitar when i was little 😭tidal.comHaruomi Hosono - Humming “Dream of Love”Listen to Humming “Dream of Love” on TIDAL in exceptional sound quality, or on your choice of service 010
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 19/09/2026New boy harsher hits sfm. Idk if its the weather but its so solid. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 000
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 17/09/2026Im so sick of coming on too strong//im gonna fucking dissappear and stop making such an effort to make new friends 🙃 im super grateful for the ppl in my life i just wish yall were cuddling distance 😭🫂 I'll be fine im certain but right now I feel dumb as hell. 000
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 16/09/2026Idek how to articulate half the thoughts/ feelings I have so I'm going to try to draw to figure it out 000
Reposted by RubenLaraGracie12 📎 @gracienlucy.bsky.social · 03/08/2026These signs should be on every hiking trail in Oregon and across the US . 333133012827
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 20/06/2026I need to rewrite this as so autistic tidal.com/track/353727... 020
Reposted by RubenLaraDAPPER DON DHARSHI @dapperdondharshi.bsky.social · 12/06/2026Shoebill Stork I love this bird!! It’s like a living muppet and a real dinosaur 🦕 2076366938
Reposted by RubenLaraBlack Phoenix Alchemy Lab @bpal.bsky.social · 10/06/2026Unfortunately still just as true today as when Oscar Wilde wrote it in 1890. 113106142510
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 10/06/2026David Sedaris drew my friend hugging me in her book bc he does not do hugs 😭🤣 he also drew a yellow bug and a cloud in my books he signed 🤣 000
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 29/05/2026Learned i could use my phone flashlight to decipher which calico critters are in what blindbag. Still ended up with 2 elephants thinking one was a koala :P 010
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 29/05/2026Rubber meet up pt 2 was so wholesome. Im incredible thankful for the men who have encouraged me to mingle/break out of my shyness. 🙏🏽😘 000
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 18/05/2026Its so disappointing/discouraging when people flake** 000
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 18/05/2026There are like 5 things i need to happen and most of them involve being crushed by a man older/larger than myself. 010
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 01/05/2026You can't tell me this isnt someones donated antifertility spell 😭🤣 010
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 26/04/2026Had the weirdest dream madonna was dancing on the corner of 6th across from nordstrom. Then there was like 6 ice skaters (they were using ice skates in the concrete-not inline rollerblades). Watching cabaret gave me really weird dreams lol. 000
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 08/04/2026Dont get me wrong, my confidence fluctuates but I will never ever utilize AI to recreate an image of myself. (I did the stupid ps1 filter way back and it was so stupid) 000
RubenLara @rubenlara.bsky.social · 08/04/2026It makes me incredibly sad to see people make AI generated photos of themselves. It gives me the impression you don't like what you see in the mirror and its so heartbreaking. 000
