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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

Day 133 of trying to fix my life I'm 20 today and everything hurts a little but I am certain everything will turn out to be fine

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

Day 100 of trying to fix my life Today I felt like a normal person for the first time in my life

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

Day 91 of trying to fix my life I've been talking to people more and feeling less of a bother recently it's great Hopefully i can feel better about how i look and sound soon as well

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

Day 85 of trying to fix my life going back to my old hs has made me feel all kinds of nostalgia and sadness but i think ive finally brushed away the latter at least by telling myself times as good as those i had in hs will come soon even though they were actually the best years of my life by far

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

Day 83 of trying to fix my life tomorrow will be better i think

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

Day 82 of trying to fix my life intership starts tomorrow little worried but i think it'll go well regardless been managing my meals better recently as well so that's cool

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

Day 81 of trying to fix my life finally settling in in my mind that i have a reason to live im happy

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

Day 62 of trying to fix my life been doing better at ignoring negative thoughts lately let's lock the fuck in

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

Day 55 of trying to fix my life felt way better today lock in lock inq

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

Day 54 of trying to fix my life Maybe people don't dislike me as much as i thought they did i just need to fix that mindset and suppress behaviour that i feel like makes people hate me lock in

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

Day 53 of trying to fix my life today for the like the 40th day in a row i pussied out of calling for an appointment for hrt gg

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Lily @phasme.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

THE RUPTURE 100%, NEW HARDEST AFTER ALMOST 4 YEARS, 24153 ATTEMPTS WE ARE SO BACK

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 19/01/2026

Day 49 of trying to fix my life absolutely horrible day mentally and physically i hope tomorrow will be better

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 19/01/2026

Day 48 of trying to fix my life pretty bad day tbh but had a nice convo with someone and spotify saved my ass this week will be so productive I am so excited

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

Day 46 of trying to fix my life two days that went decent in a row this has to be a sign for the most miserable first week of a semester known to man (it simply signifies i have been feeling better) I think im starting to finally see a future in myself it's great

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

Day 45 of trying to fix my life cool day today but i need to transition

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

Day 43 of trying to fix my life today i looked at myself in the mirror and i was utterly ashamed of what i look like and spent several hours brainstorming exactly what i hated about my physical appearance so now i know exactly what to do to be able to look at myself without feeling disgust

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

Day 41 of trying to fix my life wasn't much more productive but it's alright it's already too late ill do better next semester

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

Day 40 of trying to fix my life genuinely miserable day but tomorrow will be better i believe

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

Day 37 of trying to fix my life I studied a lot today and learned a bit more of finnish pretty good day but i havent slept and i am about to take two exams but ill be fine xd

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

Day 36 of trying to fix my life have had a good past 2 days hopefully i can study tomorrow and pass the exams which i much more than before believe i have a shot at doing well at

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

Day 34 of trying to fix my life not very productive today but at least it was fine hopefully staying up for the whole night to study

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

Day 33 of trying to fix my life Successfully stuck to over half the goals i set for myself today just need to study a bit more so i can feel like i had a fulfilling day 🤑

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

Day 32 of trying to fix my life full of regrets today i hope i feel better soon

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

Day 31 of trying to fix my life Happy new year everyone this year will be stellar i will do well in uni and improve as a person

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

Day 30 of trying to fix my life I think i can do this

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

Day 27 of trying to fix my life Had a good day today but i still have this lingering feeling of wanting to disappear, not that i want to die or anything im just scared i bother people no matter how close i feel to them i hope that goes away sometime

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

Day 26 of trying to fix my life For christmas i got many awesome gifts i am very thankful for but unfortunately the one miracle i wished for did not happen I hope i can get thinner sometime i really do but idk what to do anymore

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

Day 24 of trying to fix my life Tomorrow i have my theory exam for my drivers license i will be really mad at myself if i fail From now on i think i should set myself one goal per day instead of multiple so i hopefully feel less overwhelmed

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 10/12/2025

Day 12 of trying to fix my life I am 1300 kilometers away from home by myself and ive never felt this much freedom looking out the window

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 09/12/2025

Day 11 of trying to fix my life Today i left at 7 to travel abroad for the first time i am a little scared but it will be okay i believe

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

Day 1 of trying to fix my life today i got up at 7 in the morning and went to the library at my university and studied until 11 later i will go running for half an hour and study for my drivers exam as well as bike to my grandmother's

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rose @rosedash.bsky.social · 08/11/2025