jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 12/12/2025man, the twt dm update where messages are now sorted made me read old gcs from when things were still simple. made me realize what my goal has been from the start and its time to align back to it 010
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 07/12/2025When will it be my turn? The world keeps handing out small wonders — friendships that fit, lucky moments that fall so easily into open hands. And I stand here, quietly hoping, quietly hurting — wondering why love slips past me, and luck never lingers. 010
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 09/10/2025oh, they call that “vibe coding” funny how i don’t really code from scratch anymore, but i love it. my job supports it too. they even got us a license so we can feed data in. makes work lighter. hopefully more companies open up to this kind of change with the right regulation of course. 020
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 07/09/2025omg di ako nakapasok. natakot ako wahaha sayang 000
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 07/09/2025nasa gilid ng pool tapos ayun may pagthrust kitang kita hahaha 😭 110
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 06/09/2025pero nkklk talaga yung nagkantutan sa pool jusq ayaw sa dark room. gusto live show hahaha 310
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 06/09/2025saya sa osoass. ang intense at tagal ng momol namin ni croomf. pinahawak pa titi hahahaha. also highlight talaga makatikim ng japanese. worth it 🤤 170
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 29/08/2025minsan di ko rin alam paano ako nakapasok sa company ko. lahat ng mga referrals ko rejected. alam kong may fave company sila na matic pasado. pero shet magagaling yung mga nirerefer ko tapos wdym rejected agad initial palang. and ang malala sept 8 pa yung isang interview tapos nireject ngayon huh? 060
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 26/08/2025staying up late because i don’t want tomorrow to come. i don’t want to lose our last childhood dog stuart, the one i named. but i know it has to happen. he is suffering and we don’t want him in pain. thank you for keeping us safe. i hope you play with your bro kasmot in dog heaven. run free my love 360
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 26/08/2025i used to hate my body so much. i’d wear sando to hide my chest, always scared of people noticing. now i love and appreciate it more. i also realized i wasn’t alone many gays struggle like this too. i hope none of us have to escape from ourselves again 1102
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 25/08/2025watching sports anime where the senpai graduates made me realize something at a young age. it hit me how quickly things can end and how you won’t always get the chance to do certain things again. it made me value time more, even in the little things 010
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 25/08/2025haha okie lang. i was referring dun sa di ko kilala tapos nag spam like walang tigil 😭 010
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 24/08/2025after a fight i realized i’ve been isolating more these days. maybe it’s cos i’m scared of making new connections. things always get complicated. and i’m just tired of the cycle 140
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 31/07/2025weddings make my heart ache quietly. i imagine me and jami there, dancing while everyone watches, both of us happy. our parents proud, friends cheering, the room full of love meant for us. no rules, no judgment. i keep hoping a day like that becomes real, not just for me but for others like us 0100
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 29/07/2025maybe i just miss playing with people. back when things were still okay. i never wanted anything more than to have fun. how did it all end up like this 270
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 29/07/2025was about to sleep then ended up rewatching all my old tiktoks. man, those were some good times. really glad i made them. haven’t been able to post much lately. gotta start making stuff again. 170
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 27/07/2025im good at remembering people, even just by their usernames, even if we’ve never interacted. makes me wonder if anyone does the same with me 160
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 27/07/2025some choices feel wrong in the moment but make sense in hindsight. i just wasn’t meant to be part of that journey 030
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 15/07/2025remind me why we’re guilt-tripping others to help someone who doesn’t even ask for it. be the hero yourself 030
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 15/07/2025interesting how people can get trauma bonded and suddenly none of the past matters 010
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 04/07/2025i studied hard and became top of the class so he could copy my work. we became friends, end of story. i didn’t even know he was my crush, but back then i always thought about him and wanted to cuddle with him. 180
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 04/07/2025random lore: in high school i thought i was straight but really wanted to get close to this cute chubby guy from another section. in 4th year CAT, students were grouped by last name and we ended up seatmates. 160
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 04/07/2025saw our manager on a call even on july 4, their holiday. they have fewer holidays to begin with. also saw her often updating tasks after shift or on weekends. the client is constantly looking for her. is that still living.. 020
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 04/07/2025seeing rich people buy very expensive stuff makes me wonder: if I were rich, what would I do? life would be easier. no jobs to stress over. freedom to explore the world. focus on what matters while still here on earth. i’m content with my life, but it’s just wild how money lifts so many limits 020
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 19/06/2025ill never get how people find the energy to hate. if it’s not bothering you or someone you love. why even care 030
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 18/06/2025sometimes I wonder how long I can fake it till I make it. being a programmer feels like endless unknowns. grateful for AI, but still scared. and no, I dont want a higher role to avoid coding. it just introduces more stress, meetings, eyes on you. I just want chill, stable work and a fat paycheck 🥺 390
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 16/06/2025my only regret might be thinking love had to be perfect right away. it wasn’t. but all those wrong turns still led me to a happy place. and honestly, i’m grateful 0110
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 07/06/2025every time i see a chub, im reminded how perfect they are. soft belly, bouncy chest, thick thighs, fat ass.. literally all of it. i love being gay so much 1160
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 03/06/2025saw meat defrosting in the sink and got teary-eyed. maybe OA, but little things like that remind me how lucky i am to live with someone i love. i appreciate my bf so much 🥹 1120
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 25/05/2025cant sleep so i went through old convos. crazy how time really flies. ive changed a lot and maybe thats why i feel bad. old me messed up, hurt some people, and never got to say sorry 050
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 25/05/2025i just want AI to advance to the point where no one needs a job just to survive. so we can truly live. spend time with each other. explore. create. feel. focus on what really makes life worth it 010
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 23/05/2025rly sad to hear the news. when I first saw his post in the support group, my heart broke. we never knew each other personally, but ive looked up to them from afar since I was younger. they were the first gay couple I ever knew. you showed me something I didnt know I needed back then. rest in peace. 060
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 20/05/2025living away from my parents for 4+ months made me realize how much they did especially cooking full meals daily while working and raising a family. i cant even get myself to cook breakfast anymore 080
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 19/05/2025that quote about moms being first‑timers at life hit me. and really, all of us are. we’re all winging it, making mistakes, just trying to live. so be gentle with people 080
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 15/05/2025lately more and more people been calling me “kuya ron”. then it just hit me like… oh damn I really am the older one now haha 070
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 15/05/2025back on mmorpgs. been playing multiplayers games solo. its nice opening discord and playing with people again. though i need to speak up more. oh well one step at a time 040
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 10/05/2025i randomly remembered that night at the japanese bear bar in osaka. taiyo using a translator to talk with us, the locals being so kind and funny, even asking who was the top or bottom (its rly a universal thing lol). they took photos of us and with us. i want to feel that again 050
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 09/05/2025love seeing my old classmate vibe with my community friends. knew he had taste when he openly admitted liking this guy from another section I discreetly crushed on 070
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 09/05/2025it’s tough seeing the same story play out again. same patterns, same mistakes. somehow, it’s even more complicated. you can already see how it’ll end 050
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 08/05/2025sometimes i catch myself questioning if any of this is real. like, how did i end up here, in this life. 160
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 04/05/2025lately, ive been feeling everything a little too deeply. i wish i could say whats on my mind, but the words just dont come out. its a quiet kind of sad. 170
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 30/04/2025my “multo” is those late nights on discord. where games turned into memories, and voices behind screens felt like home. i still think about qotd, those simple questions brought out stories, quiet truths, and little pieces of who people really were 3120
jou-ron-al @ronwritingnote.bsky.social · 27/04/2025when I was a kid, I thought doctors were perfect. now, as an adult, it’s unsettling to realize they’re human too. capable of mistakes like anyone else. 050
