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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

i should really just learn to be ok with it tbh. if my survival depends on it. and yet.

quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

there’s more to it than that (having to move in with family whose relationship to me feels undercut constantly by the ‘girl/woman’ assumption, my only friend left being a detrans person who was weird and didn’t really approve of me trying T in the first place) but. POINT BEING this is mandatory

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Sometimes I feel like a big factor into me getting a job AT ALL after getting laid off in the first place is because I wore a dress to that interview. BECAUSE it’s a religious organization and I knew I’d have to play the part to even be considered and I needed to pay rent so I went along with it.

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

and lemme be clear: it is COMPULSORY for me to be a woman where I’m at. My boss treats me better if I’m wearing makeup and a dress and I process donations sometimes that come with prayers for an ‘end to transgenderism’ among other things.

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

like how do i keep going back and forth with myself about this. I’ll be honest: idfk how to be a ‘man’ and don’t think I’d be any good at it anyway. not to mention the frankly horrendous things threatening the people who dare to transition here. but by fucks sake being a woman in my day-to-day…..

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

feeling a lot of feelings about my gender lately.

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Like it’s prolly fujo bait but like “Try to come back in one piece” is so ???

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I was sick today so I spent a bunch of time catching up on WoW midnight. My god rommath and Umbric need to fuck

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

really low key been feeling jealous of gay transmascs lately

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I’m skeptical of the idea that this was *entirely* my fault in retrospect. But. The point still stands that making an effort to maintain emotional regulation is good actually

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

Btw the ramifications of this outburst I had pretty much destroyed my entire friend group and pushed me back into my mom’s house so. Be fucking nice to each other and step back if you feel irritated or distressed folks

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

my crush has led to unprecedented levels where I can tell that I’m no longer thinking straight

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

I wasn’t trying to be mean in that moment but you know what they say about good intentions. Anyways I’m a fuckin asshole

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Deleting yesterday’s post, I think it may have led to karmic retribution onto myself.

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

should i be mad about getting an adult content flag on this pic or is that just to be expected when you draw an elf pussy out just standing there

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

woe naked elf sketch be upon ye

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

I still feel so mixed on this like. Good for them ig for trying out a new toy but one of them KNEW I was downstairs trying to work on something :/

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

Happy Pride to my house mates who just fucked upstairs ig

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

full time employment + the fact that the person I’m prolly most attracted to rn is a real person and I’m not really down to draw nsfw of real people and distribute it

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

I’m ngl I have no idea what kind of stuff to draw for this account anymore

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

Btw I did eventually find the artist (and the comic)

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

Tbf this was something I did as a teenager sometimes though I felt WAY MORE guilty about it at the time

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

I read this comic yesterday on IG about how the author jerks off to music on a regular basis and though it entirely disappeared from me (unfortunately) I will say that she kind of had a point about it esp. if you’re attracted to the singer and/or their voice???

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

I tried doing shrooms one weekend but they must’ve been old or something bc they only made me feel kind of nauseous

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

another update: was talking to a friend (in person) at dinner last night while idly looking through ig and my brain had to do a hard restart bc of a pic I saw of them. I hate this

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

hey just an update: still really fuckin bad this is actually torture this is actually hell can someone PLEASE vacuum up my brain

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

I had a dream about flirting with him at a show like 2 nights ago it’s SO bad

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

Btw Flynn Fairwind and Matthias Shaw is Peak, my ass LOVED watching them interact in BfA

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

The thing about Anduin is that I kind of grew up beside him as a player like one might grow up beside a colleague and though I think I’ve usually been mildly fond of him, I am honestly not used to having any kind of personal input about what his sex life should look like and idk what to do about it

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

Faerin: You enjoyed being taken over by malevolent forces because it meant that you didn’t have to agonize over every little decision you make my perverted ass: I have a suggestion that doesn’t involve killing people

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

I’ve been playing a lot of WoW lately and I gotta say that my main takeaway from that one quest in Hallowfall in the cave is that Anduin NEEDS to be dommed. For mental health reasons

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

they keepin me on for a lil longer lol

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

lil somethin i drew bc @lopkelepke.bsky.social‬ inspired me but i got lazy at the end ha haaaa

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 20/06/2025

I’m getting laid off in a little over a week, I hope this means I’ll be coming back FOR REAL soon

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 12/04/2025

I admittedly don’t have the credentials to position myself as an expert in any of these related fields but like. Sure hormone levels probably affect dog behavior the way they can affect human behavior but that’s not the same thing as having a concept of gender, is it?

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 12/04/2025

I say something like, “I don’t think dogs really have a concept of gender like us” in front of a dog owner and suddenly she’s constructing an argument against it that imho, relies very heavily on human ideas of gender expectations.

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 12/04/2025

every now and then I have to be reminded that apparently ‘dogs probably don’t have the same sense of gender that we do’ is a piping hot take among most people

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jess m. ☕🍂 @jametc.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

this is the woman I keep reposting, I've spoken to her quite a few times, and if anyone deserves help it's her and her adorable kids. They're just normal everyday people trying to keep their heads up. you could get an expensive coffee, or, you could help them out!! It DOES wind up in their hands!

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

also, maybe a bit too self aware but if you have a gender crisis that you cycle through for two years straight and it’s backed up by casual subconscious pondering at least 5 years before that, can you REALLY call it a ‘crisis’ anymore? am I just in the closet shouting out of a crack in the door??

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

guy at my work was afraid of talking about a guy he knows being trans when he’s talked to me about being involved with leather daddy and bear communities and also I’ve been going through a transmasc gender crisis for the past two years. sighs

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

Madame do I LOOK like a male cat to you??? Madame you are well aware that I am like 8 times your size, walk around on two legs, and have neither a penis nor a tail

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

Do you know what it’s like to live with an animal who (by nature of being a non-human animal) has no concept of bestiality and why it’s wrong and is also biologically primed to be constantly horny for days at a time?? I unfortunately do

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

I’m convinced that the person who came up with ABO as a concept came up with it in part because they had to live with a cat in heat for an extended period of time.

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

Tbh I’ve been playing a LOT of BG3 lately. Maybe I’ll do some content related to that (probably nakee Gale)

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

I just downloaded the app onto my phone, hopefully this means I’m back for good 😅

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quill @romancethemachine.bsky.social · 01/10/2023

how embarrassing is it that a drawing of a Pinnochio-nosed guy who someone made up legitimately makes me blush sometimes 😣

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