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everyday i go through the cycle "i dont think i have a personality disorder im just flawed as a person" to the defeated "okay fine i might have bpd for like reals"

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

tempted to dm my friends i see once a year if they wouldn't mind getting tazed with me

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

MY EVIL NEW BOSS IS GETTING RID OF ??? SCRUBS??????????????????????????? AT A HOSPITAL????????????? AT THE PHARMACY???????????????????????/////

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

im so proud of myself for gow accurate i managed to make oliver

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

oliver and the hashtag girls

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

OH MY NEW BOSS IS EVIL EVIL

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

"why does houseflipper stress you out" I DONT KNOW

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

i keep having coughing fits bc thats what happens when i get too emotional

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

clouddrop is one of my favorite songs of all time but it stresses me out so bad

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Jamie paige's music stresses me out in the way house flipper does. think about it

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

can i be honest i had a dream where someone was reselling their copy of oliver and i bought it and the worst thing is that i probably would still do it lucid

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i have far too much pride for someone like me

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

hometown tour where i point out every spot ive created in depth research on how to kill myself

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

hard to tell if ny meds are making me more suicidal or this is my typical levels of suicidal considering its always been consistently daily

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

i have a wall dedicated to every letter or note that i got from friends over the years but it kinda just. wall of instant crying

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

(said really sadly) i might have a personality disorder

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

like what. do you want us to start forcing patients to take MORE meds????? WHAT THE HELL IS ABOVE 100. WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. WE'RE NOT EVEN RESPONSIBLE FOR THE ENTIRE ON-LOCATION HOSPITAL. THE BIGGEST ISSUES IS FROM TECH MALFUNCTION OUTSIDE OF OUR CONTROL

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

no seriously what the fuck does she mean by 101%. its a hospital pharmacy. for a non profit hospital. like. when have we not done the work needed done. what the fuck is 101% supposed to look like. like sure maybe it's not 100% but like. what the fuck is doing more than 100% FOR A HOSPITAL PHARMACY

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

dude i haven't even worked since she's arrived since i work weekends. but literally nothing about her is any good. I ALREADY HEARD PEOPLE HOPING SHE'D DIE. LITERALLY THREATS OF VOODOO? AGAINST HER. THEY LOATHE HER. ITS NOT EVEN DISLIKE OR HATE. honestly impressive

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

she's so fucked man. LIKE OFFHOUR CALLING A FULLTIME WORKER ABOUT A SCHEDULE THAT: A) WAS ALREADY SET B) DENYING PTO THAT WAS APPROVED BEFORE SHE WAS EVEN HIRED (WHO BY THE WAY. ACTUALLY NEEDS TO USE PTO) C) literally ruining any consideration of goodwill from anyone there

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

literally as soon as she was hired people who have worked there for years have joked "oh maybe we should retire already". and these are like. specialized pharmacists. for specific roles. that cannot be replaced. DUDE YOU'RE LITERALLY LOSING A TPN PHARMACIST. THIS YEAR. OF LIKE. 3

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🪳Roach @roachxi.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

LIKE HALF THE PHARMACY HAS DRAMA YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND. BUT THERE ARE (2) THINGS THAT EVERYONE AGREES WITH: - MY SIBLING IS THE BEST TO WORK WITH - THIS NEW BOSS IS TERRIBLE

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