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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 12h

I should be able to do things without consequences.

RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 13/10/2026

The day after a video comes out is full of weird emotions: 1: Constant compulsion to check the stats. 2: Excitement to start the next project. 3: Recognizing that I should be proud and celebrate finishing something but being too frustrated by the stats to be happy about it.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 13/10/2026

FUCK I’M BACK new video :)

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 11/08/2026

30K feels insane to me. This video still brings in views every day despite being a year old!

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 01/05/2026

Think I found the angle but it did delay filming a bit. It’s now a battle with my own inertia.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 29/04/2026

As I sit and think about the script I’m getting ready to shoot this week I’m starting to feel like maybe this idea isn’t actually ready yet. It could just be that I’ve been sitting on it so long that I’ve lost faith in it… after all it’s essentially been in some state of “in the works” for 9 months.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 03/03/2026

ARGs are such a cool and fascinating idea but I feel like I’m not smart enough to even know when they are happening.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 02/02/2026

Starting to think I only play fighting games cause I have a humiliation fetish.

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mando0975 @mando0975.org · 25/01/2026

I am so angry and I feel so helpless. There are so many people that I know who voted for and defend these actions and I just don't understand how they revel in such cruelty. And as cheesy as it sounds, I keep coming back to this. youtu.be/KYnE2Mxayco?...

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Andor Season 2 | Mon Mothma’s Senate Speech | Now Streaming on Disney+

YouTube video by Star Wars

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 18/01/2026

I want to learn the French horn but I would hate for people in my life to have to listen to me learn the French horn.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 17/01/2026

Playing a few low ranked games of Marvel Rivals has me thinking about being human and stuff.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 08/01/2026

It’s here! Finally a new video.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 05/01/2026

Luckily you don’t have to speak Dutch to understand this one!

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 31/12/2025

Filming finally done. Channel might hit 1000 before this video even comes out. It should have been done way before now but I believe someone is paying witches on fiverr to sabotage my efforts.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 21/12/2025

Worm girlfriend: Would you still love me if I was a paramecium?

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 18/12/2025

I think the most amazing thing about my Bunny Girl Senpai video is that no one has commented about my fake Pocari Sweat ad AT ALL.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 01/12/2025

Two more videos before the year ends. That’s my goal.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 23/11/2025

Crazy that I have a video at 20k views. Thank you so much.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 14/11/2025

I’m quickly becoming obsessed with Gachiakuta. This shit RULES.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 15/09/2025

Bunny Girl Video broke 10,000 views yesterday! My first video to do so and the channel is now sitting over 600 subs. In the broader scheme these seem like small milestones but it still feels fucking awesome. Thank you.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 11/09/2025

Thank you Porter for being the only reason I get through this very weird day.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 24/08/2025

Getting really close to that 500. Turnstile video didn’t perform like I hoped but Bunny Girl Senpai one is still cooking so that’s cool.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 20/08/2025

It was a 19 hour day and I’m super beat but the new video is up and I hope it doesn’t suck.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 14/08/2025

I didn’t expect this edit to be so demanding but here we are. Wanted the video out last night but it’ll be a few more days. I desperately miss my 4-day work week. My paycheck next month better be MASSIVE or I’m burning down my place of employment.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 09/08/2025

I’m currently doing a terrible job managing my stress. It’s gonna be awesome having the next few months take a couple years off my lifespan.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 06/08/2025

Video is up to 500 views. Thank you. It’s a relatively small milestone in the grand scheme but things have been less than stellar for the channel for the last few months. I’m trying to celebrate small victories. Also HUGE thank you to @nerflightborn.bsky.social for the Patreon sub. My goat frfr.

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Rivals of Aether II @rivals2.com · 03/08/2025

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 29/07/2025

After a morning spent literally screaming at Need For Speed Heat it is time for me to go finish the next video. I am also dropping NFS Heat. Anyone found any good racing games lately? Feels like the only good one I’ve played in years has been Tokyo Extreme Racer. Might just go back to old ones.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 23/07/2025

Some days the fact that I’m here at all means I won.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 19/07/2025

I want so badly to be able to fall asleep on these nights when I have to work long shifts. But fucking no Too many thoughts soooo much frustration Despite tired also legs hurt?

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 18/07/2025

Look, I know it has been beat to death in my particular echo chambers but… Trump DEFINITELY diddled some kids on that island.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 12/07/2025

While I admit I’m a little shocked by the lack of success this most recent video is experiencing… I’m not terribly beaten up about it. I feel like I was proven wrong in the best possible way. HOWEVER, the video has been shown to no one. Like… it has less impressions than my very meager sub count.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 10/07/2025

Oops I made the mistake of looking at my work schedule for the next week and i’m enraged.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 15/06/2025

It has been a really hard week. On top of the hurt back I had a dramatically increased work scheduled and my wife got in a car accident. She’s fine but we’re still waiting to hear whether or not we need to shop for a new car. I will have two videos done if I can just get fucking ~20 hours to edit.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 08/06/2025

Ended up calling out today. Back is still fucked so I’ll probably be in bed all day. Bro I can’t afford to get injured this fucking womps.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 08/06/2025

It took a bit but I’m back in bed. Y’all I might have to go to a doctor for this one holy shit.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 08/06/2025

I hurt my back tonight. I’m currently dreading standing up from the toilet it took me minutes to crawl to and mount.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 04/06/2025

Projects taking longer to finish than I want feels like an indictment of my character and another piece of the mounting evidence that I am a deadbeat and destined to wind up bald, sad, and broke… a constant disappointment to those that love me most. This thought should be deleted as well.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 04/06/2025

Creating in new media spaces is harrowing for those concerned about the impact of their work beyond monetary gain. Being an egomaniac with a conscience means a brutal state of constant rationalization and cognitive dissonance. This thought has too many big words. I should delete it.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 02/06/2025

Good boys deserve entire cookie cakes to eat by themselves and maybe share with a couple friends but only if they want to and definitely not a lot of friends cause then there won’t be enough cookies cake as they deserve.

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RitualEXE @ritualexe.sunpunks.live · 18/05/2025

Thunderbolts* really pleasantly surprised me. The adaptation of Sentry’s story is handled with care and subtlety that still manages to tackle the comic’s themes despite changes to suit the medium. And you know what? The Marvel comedy really landed in this one. I laughed a lot.

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