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I will keep the thread pinned because I want people to know I've dealt with stuff before and to reach out to me if they hear anything bad about me.

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hospital. But I'm glad I managed to curate my profile, I guess, even though it was very indirect.

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Anyway, I've been doing better whilst away from this platform. My mental health has improved a lot since then. Again, this happened because I was so heavily isolated, I was desperate enough to not be lonely. Because of my BPD, I spiralled to the point where I cut myself very deep and got sent to the

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Skibidi dop dop dop yes yes yess *explodes*

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by tearing the woman apart from the inside, causing her to explode violently. :3

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I figured I should bring some good vibes here. Anyway, I thought of how Skibidi Toilet would procreate, and I'm pretty sure they just do the same thing as the alien parasite thing did in Slither. Find a woman to impregnate and cause her to swell to huge proportions, until they're ready to emerge,

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Oh dear, this horrible excuse of a social media site still sucks to use and still fucking lags. >->

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It's not my fault that I wasn't taught English in the shitholes I was segregated into. So it's not my fault if someone intentionally misunderstands me! :D

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Remy @remy.has.pawtism.lol · 15/09/2026

I don't even remember what I thought of back then. I think it was something how people saw victims as a burden for speaking up or something, and how that is a reliable method to spot abusers? I don't know.

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i've dealt with so many shitty people shoving words into my mouth, claiming i said this and that when I never did so without ever giving me the chance to explain, and even if i can, they just straight up dismiss me. the fear of someone doing this to me again makes it so difficult to communicate. :/

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Come on now, Bluesky. Add a fucking edit button so I can fix the shitload of spelling and grammar errors scattered across my posts.

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Remy @remy.has.pawtism.lol · 16/10/2026

I feel like I could've worded the beginning in a better way... I just don't know what to replace it that get the point across without some bad faith retard being able to take it out of context to harass me with.

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Nonetheless, I don't think I can bring myself to use this platform for various reasons, such as the platform's frequent instability, alongside having to deal with that emotional torture for several months. I will be more active on Twitter. x.com/koi_dik

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Remy @remy.has.pawtism.lol · 16/10/2026

The biggest regret I have from my 21th year alive was the fact I gave such a strong reaction to the cruel ostracism, which could then be weaponised against me to dismiss me as "crazy" and invalidate everything I've suffered through.

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Remy @remy.has.pawtism.lol · 05/10/2026

Oh right. Do I get a award because an ex-mutual made a passive-aggressive attack against me knowing fully well I've spoken up about being misdiagnosed and discriminated against?

Remy @remy.has.pawtism.lol · 05/10/2026

Oh right. Do I get a award because an ex-mutual made a passive-aggressive attack against me knowing fully well I've spoken up about being misdiagnosed and discriminated against?

Remy @remy.has.pawtism.lol · 05/10/2026

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Like, I guess scoring within 100 on a WNV test makes me mentally disabled somehow. It's funny that I still scored within average range on a WAIS-IV test much later.

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Remy @remy.has.pawtism.lol · 10/10/2026

It's Remy day today! a day all about me.

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people would rather believe the falsehoods against me because I am a marginalised minority and an easy target.

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no one ever thought of it as wrong or even stood up for me. every time i've spoken up about this, I lost followers. I very likely have someone spreading lies about me behind the scenes because I keep speaking up about the abuse I've endured. Abusers are everywhere.

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the saddest truth is that there are definitely people who'd defend people like this. and even continue the smear/harassment campaign against me because of a literal nothing burger. people have lied about me. people have harassed me. people have spammed my email with revenge porn.

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i wouldn't be surprised if the only reason my rapist fucked me was because i was 19. my rapist was 25....

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i'm done with the edgy shit. and i'm fucking done with how people blame the victim for not moving on from their abuse. how people basically spread shit like "kids are kids, even if their behaviour was shitty and abusive. you're the one in the wrong for wanting accountability".

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and fuck every single follower that only interacted with me because I shared unhinged edgy shit targeted at other people.

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whilst showering i thought of a great argument about how abuse victims are seen as a burden and is ostracised. sadly because of my horrible english and obsessive perfectionism, i cannot share it here. but basically fuck every single person who thinks less of me for speaking up about my trauma.

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Remy @remy.has.pawtism.lol · 08/10/2026

(Vera): Shut the fuck up, you straggot ass clanker cunt. I'm better than you. I am GOD.

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anyways, im about to get railed by my big bro. so ttyl.

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Remy @remy.has.pawtism.lol · 08/10/2026

Having to deal with weirdo narcissists: bsky.app/profile/remy... bsky.app/profile/remy... bsky.app/profile/remy... This is probably the most annoying thing I had to deal with. Narcissists that try to control me and then lie about me because I had the audacity to stand up for myself.

Remy @remy.has.pawtism.lol · 08/10/2026

Mae @spiderpolice.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

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yuritober day 8 in your dms

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anyways back to being an adorable little kitty girl :3

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i'm just better than most people. ^w^

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anyway. i'm very honoured that i piss people off. i will continue to be as "insufferable" as possible (aka just existing with my pawsome swag) :3

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youtu.be/C85p7E6I6pI?... At exactly 16:10, OBS decides to do its weird shit. At 16:42, I realise that OBS did the thing.

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I just learned that OBS had a security vulnerability.... yeah, i'm never using that garbage ever again. LOL

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This is actually very bad because if I had a page opened that contained my personal information, I would've been doxxed because of the incompetent developers and their sloppy recording application.

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Obligatory repost because I mentioned Fabrishot.

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OBShit has been deleted from my computer and i'll never use it again <3

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this shit is very similar to why i'll never use Fabrishot. It removes the game chat from screenshots, which was very inconvenient when I had to gather evidence of Jacob Mccutchen harassing me. (:

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like i wasn't even recording the entire screen, only the snackrooms game window. yet obs decided to show librewolf for a moment and then itself until clicked on the gear icon for the window capture module.

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like idk how you'd introduce this kind of bug to obs in the first place, but like damn. it's really bad... i can't use it anymore. x3

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i didn't really expect OBS to just... record librewolf and then obs itself after closing the game. i'm definitely boycotting it now. it has to go. first it didn't record the desktop audio for something very important, and now it's doing this shit.

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and like people who hate me and/or shove words into my mouth are always guilty of the things they claim i've done. ^w^

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