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@regardsalxndra.bsky.social
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Married 🏳️‍🌈 | Fanfic Writer | Raconteuse| Elder Millennial | Sometimes Artist | Pen, Paper, Notebook Collector | Multi-fandom/Multi-Ships ✨ She/Her AO3: regardsalxndra

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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 10/12/2025
Movie you've watched more than six times with a gif. Hard mode: no Stars, LOTR, or Marvel.
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a woman in front of a flag says it 's a fact
ALT: a woman in front of a flag says it 's a fact
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 10/12/2025
Hey, happy #Wednesday100
“I've always come back to you,” he tells her quietly. 

She feels her lip curl slightly as she shakes her head, heart pounding, “No, not always.”

The confusion is etched across his face. 

He reaches for her, “Olivia?”

“No. You didn't always come back to me.” 

The truth of the statement takes a moment to sink in. He didn't come back, once. He fucked up; he had no idea. He wonders if she's going to eviscerate him, instead, she closes her eyes and shakes her head, allowing silence to fill the space for a few seconds. 

“But you do now.”
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 08/10/2025
Happy Wednesday. I keep forgetting I can post this here. #wednesday100 #eofic #bensler
She heads towards the precinct, after dropping Noah off, listening to the news radio station, the dulcet tones of the reporter turning into nothing more than a buzz in the background. 

Her eyes lose focus as she stares at her knuckles while she turns the wheel. 

He'd run his thumb over the thin skin and bones last night – Elliot had; his palm resting over the back of her left hand, her stomach had swooped as her mouth had gone dry and she had stared at the place where they'd been touching.

He touches her easily, now, and she wants more.
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Summer @xsummerchildx.bsky.social · 26/09/2025
#EO 5 hugs / 26 years
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Leah @rahleeyah.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
Had to write something about Cragen dying so. New one shot is up: archiveofourown.org/works/71432766
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We all go the same way home - rahleeyah - Law & Order: SVU [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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maris crane @earlsofrisk.bsky.social · 28/09/2025
a little post premiere #eofic (one shot, fluff, tropey) archiveofourown.org/works/71485671
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Vitals - nimblewordplay - Law & Order: SVU [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 15/08/2025
ISO: My will to do anything other than want to sleep for the foreseeable future.
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Oh4FoxSake @oh4foxsake.bsky.social · 08/08/2025
Nothing says weekend like 16K ridiculous words of nonsensical EO angst and smut, right? archiveofourown.org/works/608979...
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cathy @somuchwhatever.bsky.social · 07/08/2025
Rude to call me out like this.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 07/08/2025
I love words as presents. 💜
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 06/08/2025
My #wednesday100 was sparked by a chat with friends and was originally handwritten. It's a list examining how to tell if something's platonic or romantic. Pretend that our protagonist is writing a list on her scratchpad calendar. #eofic
How to tell if something’s romantic:

If they are or were the most important person in your life and you constantly hear their voice in your head during the important moments…
If you drink from the same cup
If you get a sandwich and split it in half
If they rush to your side because they're afraid they lost you and seem genuinely frightened 
If you're concerned for them but can't stay near them because the temptation is too strong…
If the lines are too blurry to even yourself. 
If they're your person
If they feel like HOME…

It's love.
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shiverydug.bsky.social @shiverydug.bsky.social · 25/07/2025
Back to the fog and phantom trees slowly emerging from the eerie atmosphere of Scottish weather. Visually this kind of scene makes me feel like I am a stranger suddenly entering another land.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 23/07/2025
Okay but Lizzie Stabler being a journalist.
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kath 🪐 @livviestabler.bsky.social · 23/07/2025
“And you might still be searching every face for one you can't forget…” — Chapter thirty-two of Where We Belong is now up! 🌼 #eo #eofic archiveofourown.org/works/639690...
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where we belong - Chapter 32 - requiembeforesunset - Law & Order: SVU [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 19/07/2025
Updated a thing. archiveofourown.org/works/611074...
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 18/07/2025
The fact is, the kid was born in November 2007. It was a date card. You can't just ignore date cards. I know SORAS is a thing, but jfc. Give the kid a super soaker and let him enjoy his Senior Year.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 16/07/2025
#wednesday100 #eofic
She holds him here, between the cradle of her thighs with her fingers digging into the flesh of his ass. If he doesn't have half-moon marks there and she doesn't have to put bandaids on his cheek, she thinks it'll be a miracle. But she needs him to just… stay. 

She's trying to gather the courage to nod her head against the pillow and tell him he can finally move but it's taken so much out of her to get them here in this place she never thought she'd ever have him. 

Her fingers squeeze harder as she nods, “Okay.”
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
#wednesday100 (part two) because my muse only likes bite-sized at the moment.
She thinks there's been a mistake, as she stares down at the line once more. NYPD liaison: Det. Elliot Stabler. 

She can hear the blood pumping through her veins. She feels like her whole body is vibrating with every beat of her heart. She presses her palm there, in the middle of her sternum, willing and wishing for the violence of the beats to subside. Her eyes look up and out of the blinds, to the empty squad room. 

She feels the tears prick the corner of her eyes as she finally sucks in a breath. 

What the actual fuck?
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
#Wednesday100 #PreROTPS #InspiredByTS #EOFic
Don't read the last page.

In all the years she's been handed a report, she has never found herself in the position where someone has written a postscript on a sticky note and underlined it; she can't not be curious about what's on that last page that one of her subordinates didn't want her to read. 

But it's not just anyone who wrote the note, it's Fin. Fin had taken over this case when she suddenly found herself in the middle of something pressing. 

She flips to the last page. 

Follow-ups to NYPD liaison: Det. Elliot Stabler. 

She can't breathe.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 20/06/2025
If I can just get this chapter to work for me I might post a twofer after not updating for...over a year on it.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 20/06/2025
I said this in my comment but I stg, your pillow better always be cool, Leah.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 18/06/2025
#wednesday100 #oliviabenson
“What could you possibly know about heartache, Captain?” 

When wolves are injured, they lash out and bare their teeth at people who try to help them. Olivia takes a steadying breath. 

She needs to connect with this young woman to get answers, and she's not new to this game she's been playing for longer than this woman has been alive. 

“Well, Shyla, more than most,” she pauses, “but we're not here to talk about me right now. We're here so I can figure out what happened to you.”

“Well, I think it's pretty obvious what happened to me, Captain Benson.”
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
Part 3.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
Part two
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
100 words are actually easily forming today. I wish people didn't talk to me at home, I think I could probably write today. #Wednesday100 #fic
When Noah was younger, they used to whisper in one another's ears when they wanted to discuss something and didn't want anyone else to hear, or when Noah was uncomfortable.

Now, her son is a teenager and doesn't whisper in her ear anymore. But he does text her occasionally, important questions that he's too scared to talk about out loud. 

Sometimes he'll add in an abbreviation for how he wants her answer, IP for in-person or TX for texts. 

Today's question has her baffled as to what to say. 

I know you're happy, mom, but could you be happier? IP
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
I'm back here again, Sam.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
5/28 #Wednesday100 #EOFic A missing scene from 05x02 of OC
“So, you gonna go start the truck for me?” He asks again, as she stands there with her chin tilted up slightly, dark eyes roaming over his chest that he'd just stripped the gown off of. 

“In a minute, I believe you asked me if I was going to ‘stand there and watch you get naked’.”

He freezes for a moment. 

Was she… was she serious?

“I already put on my pants, y'know.”

She rolls her eyes, pulling her keys free from her pocket.

“Maybe next time, then.”

“Next time?”

“When your dumb ass does something to land back here…inevitably.”
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
I just realized I have a few backlogged Wednesday 100s I didn't post here. 🤐
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
#Wednesday100 #EOFic
Sometimes, when she sits in the quiet of the apartment with her glass of red wine at the end of the night while her son is tucked away safely beneath his covers in his room behind his closed door, she stares at her fridge. 

It feels like everywhere she goes lately, she's seeing ghosts. Maybe not ghosts, maybe they're more like… shades of parallel universes coexisting with her own. 

She takes a sip. 

Sometimes she wonders how she got here, to this point, where she's sitting alone at night, still. 

She stares, asking herself what if it could work out?
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Merriam-Webster @merriam-webster.com · 08/05/2025
(Lin-Manuel Miranda voice)

Top Lookups Right Now
1 provost
Next refresh: 5 seconds
2 polyglot
3 dicastery
4 synodal
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 09/05/2025
Lately my writing muse has just been hiding... I wish she'd come back. I miss putting words on pages.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 09/05/2025
At least #OneChicago is serving satisfying storylines. #thisisabouttelevisionshows
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cathy @somuchwhatever.bsky.social · 07/05/2025
Law and Order: Sausagefest Virtually Unequaled Bump Curry up to full cast, please.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 07/05/2025
Have some Philadelphia Era 100 words. #wednesday100 #eoficlet
She has no idea why or how Elliot has tracked her all the way to Jersey, but the fact that he'd pulled his gun and gotten in the back seat and backed her play reminds her and annoys her that he's in her business. 

She can only imagine the rip she's going to get and she was trying to save him from the same fate by telling him to back off. 

I'm your partner.

He'd actually had the nerve to tell her that, as though being her partner suddenly gave him the right to insert himself into her personal life.
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Lauren @mldritsme.bsky.social · 05/05/2025
Be Prepared to Bleed, chapter 26 archiveofourown.org/works/622703...
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EO Ficlets @eoficletprompts.bsky.social · 05/05/2025
Weekly EO Prompt May 5 - May 11. #eo #eofic
“Let’s go away together.”
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ClassicTVJunkie @classictvjunkie.bsky.social · 23/04/2025
My first #Wednesday100 as requested by @youhaveamerryheart.bsky.social
Notes screenshot of the following text:

Twice in one week she was looking at a nearly naked Elliot in a hospital gown. 

The first was after the car accident. This time after a nail to the gut.

He gave her a headache. 

Especially when he was trying to pull his own boxers on under the gown while still hopped up on sedatives.

“Elliot,” she chided.

“I got it,” he grumbled, twisting to put his back to her and slide a foot through the hole.

What he failed to account for was open-backed gown.

The sides split apart. The full moon came out.

Not a bad view.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 05/05/2025
Yep, Eli Stabler is the personification of an accident looking for a place to happen since conception. #looc
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SAM 🥂🧭🫶 @samwrites99.bsky.social · 27/04/2025
#EO: ##OLIVIABENSON X #ELLIOTSTABLER yall know this song
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SAM 🥂🧭🫶 @samwrites99.bsky.social · 05/05/2025
shoutout @regardsalxndra.bsky.social for the song recommendation!! 🫶🫶🫡🫡
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ao3 tags @ao3struggles.bsky.social · 26/04/2025
This was supposed to be 6 chapters. something happened
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 30/04/2025
#Wednesday100 I'm definitely (most likely) going to turn this into something (eventually).
Escape.

It's a voice that whispers as she hears her mother stumbling around after polishing off the bottle of vodka that was sitting on the coffee table when she walked in the door after studying with Laurie at the library. 

Escape. 

The voice whispers as her mother snarls that no one else can have her. 

Escape.

She's standing in the interrogation room, hand flat against the concrete wall. She can't breathe, he's gone. He's gone, he escaped. She needs to escape. 

Escape. 

She's against the fridge, shaking her head. It's too much, too soon, it's too big to fuck up.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 13/02/2025
Introduce yourself as a TV character.
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a woman sitting at a desk with a sign that says if it 's wrong make it right on it
ALT: a woman sitting at a desk with a sign that says if it 's wrong make it right on it
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 13/02/2025
If you see this, and you're in the mood for this kind of thing, quote post with a beach photo from your gallery.
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 12/02/2025
I just want to say I miss Febuwhump from ABFA this year.
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kat @humanveil.bsky.social · 29/01/2025
after six hundred million years, i have posted it <3 #eo #eofic 📍 archiveofourown.org/works/62607415
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 24/01/2025
So we're all going to act completely normal about this episode title, right?
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 22/01/2025
#Wednesday100 #Eofic
The brown envelope arrives on a Friday afternoon via interoffice communication and as she flips the thing over, she's surprised to find it's from OCCB. Surely if they had a case to consult over, he would've just called, right? 

She pulls the folder out, surprised to see how old and weathered it looks but then the post-it on the front catches her attention. 

‘Read this, then call me. We need to talk…’ is written on the bright pink piece of paper. 

She flips the cover open and by the time she reaches the last page she’s reaching for her keys
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 17/01/2025
This from the review. Because the thing about it is no one looked in her face after her traumas and told her to wake up. She'd have retreated further. So many mental health messages to people WHO HAVE dealt with traumatic experiences lately are sooooo problematic. Are they blind to the issue?
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Alex @regardsalxndra.bsky.social · 16/01/2025
I'm doing a Criminal Minds rewatch, and I have to say, baby Reid and JJ have my heart.
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