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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

- I hung it up yesterday. When little man was napping. I can take it down if you want me to do that.

Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

- of Junior that was on the wall across from the bed. He was about four in the photo.] you look like you’ve seen a ghost or something. That’s my godson, and technically my nephew. Well, not officially. I was never adopted by the family, but it’s only pieces of paper. He’s about four in that photo. -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

[When he settled back on the bed, I smiled, almost laughing, when he said I wanted privacy with Lexi.] Babe, if you want to stay here when she’s here, that’s fine. I just didn't want you to feel the you had to stay if it was going to be weird for you. [I noticed that he was looking at the picture -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

- hear that mess. [I stepped closer to him, tilting my head slightly.] I don’t know why, but I feel a strong pull to you. I know that sounds crazy too. I promise, I’m not. [I chewed my bottom lip, standing on the balls of my feet to get a better look at his face.] So do you trust me with those -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

- somewhere else with that noise. Cheating-ass bitch. [This time I turned off my phone.] GOD! He needs to fuck off. [I locked eyes with the man in my shop.] Sorry about that. As I was saying, I can do it. I swear I’m not a crazy woman; he just knows how to irk my last nerve. You didn’t need to -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

- this fucker will not go away. I’m so sorry. [I don’t know what it was, but I was feeling drawn to this man. I swiped my thumb over my screen and put my phone to my ear.] WHAT? I’M WORKING! [He gave me the same bullshit he always did, and I didn’t want to hear it anymore.] Take your tiny ass dick -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

[I was embarrassed by my behavior, but this guy was cute. I smiled slowly, looking him over.] Yeah, I do. Do you know exactly what you want, or do you want me to see what I can do for you? I cut my brothers’ hair and my dad’s. Not new to men’s hair. [I growled when my phone rang again.] Hang on, -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

I just need food first, and then I’ll be working on words

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Replies are coming, I swear. Now that everything is settled. Once I eat, words will drop.

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Britnee Ramos @bookishsass.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Britnee Raquel Ramos Bookwoom. Candy Addict. Foodie. Horror flim junkie. Shy. Small town Mamita Assistant at J3 Publishing for my flirt of a boss @ofchaoticcharm.bsky.social but I love it. Mature Content Triggers MDNI Lauguage Sex Drugs Alcohol. 21+ RP Fandomless Ink of #Gomez

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

- come in. My phone started to ring again, and I rolled my eyes putting the broom down.] Look, hijo de puta I already told you. I don’t have time for your shit. So please fuck off. [I turned off my phone and turned around noticing the guy in the doorway watching me closely.] Shit. I am so sorry. -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

- when they but considering I had only been open a couple of months, getting the word out that I was here was hard sometimes. I was yelling at Oscar in Spanish now because he wasn’t listening to me. I got fed up enough that I hung up on him. I didn’t even hear the door alert me that someone had -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

- He simply wanted me home when he wanted me home. Truth be told I was miserable in this relationship, but I didn’t know how to get out of it either. What started a normal phone call quickly escalated into screaming match. I was still open, but the salon was empty at the moment. I took walk-ins -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

A Clean Cut [I had almost finished cleaning the floor when my phone rang. I already knew it was Oscar trying to figure out where I was. I don’t know how many times I’ve explained to this man that I had a business now it wasn’t like when I worked at the ice cream parlor. He didn’t seem to care. -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

- I can also give you a list if you want to go to the store yourself.

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

- this postpartum shit is no joke. I feel like I sleep for a year still. My sister said it does go away eventually I just need to be patient. I’m not used to just sitting around and watching TV. I’m used to doing hair and running a business I am so lost right now. Do I need to order any groceries? -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

- scrubbed a hand down my face. I really want to see my godchildren, but I haven’t had the energy. One of them is big enough to drive. The other one is only six. Junior will come see me if I ask I know that but Gracie will get angry if she doesn’t get to see me too. She loves me doing her hair. -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

- back home. She was going to be there when I had many, but he came earlier than we thought he would so she didn’t get to come and help me through that. She hasn’t officially met him either. She’s just happy. I’m away from Oscar. I didn’t think I ever would get away even though I was trying. [I -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

[The way Vinny was with me melted my heart. I couldn’t have picked the better man to have a baby with. Our relationship was not conventional but nothing about my life ever is. I smiled when he asked what time Lexi was arriving.] She will probably be here around eleven thirty or so. She just moved -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Firecracker with an army of dogs. Owns Velvet & Vesper Salon. Happily @disorderlycharm.bsky.social's queen. An unapologetic loud-ass. Mama. Godmama. Martinez by luck and love. Foster care warrior. Sweets queen. Mature Content Triggers. Sex. Drugs. Language. Gore. MDNI Ink of #Gomez 21+ RP

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

- stared at it for a minute. Lexi had said of course, and then she had just gotten up to pee. She would call me later and she loved me. I laughed, putting the phone down and curling back into Vinny like it was nothing.] My sister will be by later.

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

- time with her, but I also didn’t want to stress her out. I grabbed my phone even though it was almost 4 o’clock in the morning and texted her.] hey if you aren’t busy this afternoon, do you think you can come by? I miss you. [I sent the message not expecting an instant reply. When I got one I -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

- extra discomfort. In a way I was trying my best to do this as flawlessly as possible. Due to the lack of sleep, I had I was pretty much a zombie. I fell into a routine with Vinny that I wasn’t expecting either. I was hoping now with Lexi home she could come by during the day and I could spend -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

- tonight that I found that deep restful sleep, I was searching for. I rolled onto my side and slowly opened my eyes, looking at Vinny.] does he need to eat? [I was barely awake, but if my son needed something I would manage. I finally figured out the best way to feed him without causing myself -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

[I had always been told the six weeks after having a baby were exhausting, but I didn’t really understand it until I experienced it myself. I was exhausted most of the time but sleep wasn’t really coming so easily for me. Once I moved in with Vinny. I slept a little easier, but it wasn’t until -

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Roman Parker @rhapsodicbeats.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

𝘙𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘗𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘦𝘳 𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙴 Libra. Beat maker. DJ. Song writer. Influencer. Loyal to those who deserve it. Shameless flirt. Nerd. Jokester. Protector. Lover. Forever my muse @alyricalmuse.bsky.social RP. OC. Mature & triggering content. Sex. Drugs. Violence. Abuse. Language. MDNI. Ramblings of #Riven

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

- I heard the little squeak from the carrier and I knew that my little boy was fighting sleep inside it. “ for being so tiny he is heavy as hell.” I looked up at Manny and shook my head before swatting his arm.] it would help if you carried him the right way dumbass. Is that why your twin is doing -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

- I knew no matter what I said in this moment, nothing would make him stop doing that. It was a family thing. His sister would be ten times worse than this. I was actually surprised the whole family hadn’t followed him through the door. Especially Rocky being as he’s the only father I ever had. -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

- this way. When they finally got to me and actually saw what I looked like with the lights on, they were at war themselves. I didn’t say anything because I knew better. I could have that conversation with them at home but not here. Manny was scanning the area of me like the threat was still here. -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

[The relief that washed over me when he said Rio had our son was heavy. I hated hospitals and it was probably obvious, but now this place was crowded, which was not helping. I heard my name and I turned my head in the direction of it. The twins as the family affectionately calls them were headed -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

- painkillers. That’s not me. I don’t do that sort of thing but of course because of my injuries they think this is all fake. At least that woman did.

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

- was brought back to the main wedding area with paperwork and the first thing I saw was Vinny.] it will be a while. It’s packed back there so they will probably take a while to get to me. Unless of course I pull a few strings with my brothers. The stupid nurses think I’m only here for the -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

- to punch the nurse that brought me back to the x-ray area, but I refrained. Rocky raised all of us better than that so I was trying to do what he would want me to do and not what I really wanted. It took forever for them to bring me back to have the x-rays done, but once they were finished, I -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

[I hated the idea of x-rays, but I knew that they were necessary. When Vinny promised that he would stay, I was a little shocked.] don’t be surprised if my dad shows up in a panic because I’m sure someone will alert him. I call him my daddy never officially could adopt me so he’s my dad. [I wanted -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

- and it was getting worse every time I tried to hide it.] I really fucking missed you if it matters.

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

- made a face as more pain ran through my body.] I was afraid he was gonna hurt the baby. He was so fucking angry and I didn't even know why. I knew the baby wasn't his, but it wasn't like I knew how to get a hold of you either. [I played with Vinny’s fingers. I smiled even though I was in pain -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

[I really hated the idea of going to the hospital, but everything in my body hurt. I looked at Vinny and tried to smile, even though it hurt like hell to even move.] I fought back so that’s probably why I look really bad. I hate hospitals, but I know my godson will tell me the same thing. [I -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

- him to find out like that, but I knew he was smart. He had probably put the pieces together already before I even said it.] Don’t worry I don’t expect anything from you or anything like that. I’m basically a Martinez just not on paper. I can manage on my own if you wanted to dip.

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

- as I don’t know. My hair maybe. healing from childbirth is painful as shit. But that might be because David is a dickhead and did not care that I was in pain. oh totally not the way I wanted you to find out, but since I know you’re not dumb and you can do math, you have a son. [I didn’t want -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

- head.] You didn’t do it. He was mad because I was sleeping. He was mad because he found out my two-week-old son is not his. [I winced. Not only was I still healing from the baby, but had used me as a punching bag.] I think you’re easier question would be where don’t I hurt? The answer to that -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

- okay, Nan.” Rio. He didn’t even say anything else. He just exchanged a look with Vinny and quietly walked out of the bathroom. The thing was I knew he was pissed just as badly as his twin brother. The thing that nobody realizes is, he is the deadlier of the two. I looked at Vinny and shook my -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

[I didn’t even realize what was happening at first. I knew Manny was going to go into the protective big brother he always has been at this point. I didn’t even care what happened to David. I just want my son safe. I heard the bathroom door open, and I immediately tried to hide. “It's me. You're -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

- explain anything I just wrapped my arms around one of the men I’ve considered my brother since I could talk.] he’s at the apartment. You have to go get him just please don’t tell David where I am

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

- I had no idea how bad the damage was. I was just more concerned about Manny at this point. When I pulled open door I crashed into a solid chest. My eyes lifted even with blurry vision. I could tell it was Manny. “ Nan, where is the baby and what the hell happened to you?” I didn’t even know how -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

- to sit up, but he immediately knocked me back down. “ that’s not my kid and you have me thinking he is!” I don’t know what came over me, but I was able to push David off of me and run. If I could get out of the apartment and make it to the Lucky’s, I could get help. I tasted blood on my tongue -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

- back to Detroit she would bring the brothers and they would get me out of here. I was in a nice deep sleep when I felt asleep across my cheek. “Who the hell is this?” I was still in shock and trying to wake up enough to understand what he was yelling about. Then I saw the picture. Vinny. I tried -

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Nanette Ariza (Carter) @recklessdaydream.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

- but he was a control freak. The only way I was able to even let Lexi know that I had Manny was because I was able to use the hospital phone when David wasn’t there. She told me she was going to pack up the house because of some shit that went down and she would be moving anyway. Once she got -

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