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[ holly. ] every now and then i think about an au where jophry were all born and raised at the same time and in the same place because the idea of little shitbaby mary and sophie being friends bc of their moms sharing a name amuses me greatly

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that's been my life's goal since i was like. 7. to traumatize someone when i die.

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and like, violently. it's gonna suck. i'm gonna traumatize someone when i go out.

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they're going to kill me for my crimes, you know.

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[ holly. ] rips off shirt to reveal t-shirt underneath that, in shitty jpeg compressed arial, reads "i ❤️ jophry "

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[ ..sat out front with a cigarette in her fingers and barely any life behind her eyes. Staring out into the stars, with the kind of focus that implies she's looking for.. /something/. ]

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[ holly. ] also marginally unrelated thought but. internally referring to sophmary as just sophry is really funny. because it feels unfair to keep the whole mary when it's all three- and my brain said jophry was the stupidest sounding solution it could think of which. of course. implies sophry

[ holly. ] i need to properly tap back into marybrain istg.

which is probably both partially because and a partial cause OF how much she slept around. the only way she feels like she can even remotely express affection is sex and even then it feels more like Basic Appreciation at this point so even THAT feels wrong to her. she's normal

it doesn't quite come naturally and so she just keeps bouncing between methods because she's terrified that she's seeming disinterested and that she's going to get dropped because she's broken and "can't love right", in her mind

aaand for a. slightly less light thought i think she's admittedly just bad at showing her affection in. basically any way?

it easily comes off that way, yes, but her intent is ultimately to cling on and stay close as a way of reminding herself that "they aren't going anywhere. you can stop worrying. this isn't one of those. it isn't weird. stop fucking whining."

[ holly. ] sorry i got forced to Thimk (scary) but. okay well. for the semi-lighter thought- i think mary is very physically /clingy/ when she admits things to herself- but not especially physically /affectionate/.

Jenny Letterson. @e08jenny.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Reposted by mary s.

{{ Change da world... My final message... Goodbye

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[ holly. ] ... I know what I have to do

[ holly. ] okay well i have to brush my teeth and such but yes. holly bedtime

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[ holly. ] this actually kind of works for me. was going to stay up for the same reason even though i have therapy and my nanna's and the fair tomorrow

... [ ..evil fucked up creature experiences remorse but doesn't really know what to do about it so she just. silently and slightly uncomfortably starts trying to slink away ]

[ visibly debating on it for like 10 seconds before just pulling on her eyelid and sticking out her tongue without actually emoting or making any sound ]

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i'd do it again, honestly. [ Smiling to herself. Glancing off thoughtfully in such a way that it's clear she's doing this on purpose. ]

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"right now". case and point.

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it's not that bad, actually. a little cramped, but.. i mean, when you're used to motel beds, you're used to cramped. some of them made good use of it, too. it was nice.

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..that's how it was BEFORE i got here-

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... ..yeah? some of them wanted another go. what about it.

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okay. [ ???? AUDIBLY DISAPPOINTED??? ]

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[ ..cocking her head. ] ..i wasn't judging. i've been there.

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that's just fucking in the shower.

? two people isn't a group.

... [ ..crossing her arms. Shifting slightly on her feet. ] ..sausage is cheap. it's not that hard to make. i kinda like it. i got used to it. same difference.

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[ ... immediately tucking most of her face under her sweater. averting her eyes with an embarrassed scowl. ]

..i think if it's edible, i'll make it work. that's about it.

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i used to eat microwave dinners at 4 am. pussy

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... ..i- /can/ eat. i /am/ eating. i'm just saying i don't care what. [ ? Averting her eyes. ]

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they're both too.. bready. idont know.

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"pancakes or waffles" i still don't feel like i'm going to be alive in the morning i do not care

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, [ freezing like a startled cat. ... glancing off and back before slowly inching away in a way that implies she intends to run as fast as her body will physically let her ]

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Reposted by mary s.

sometimes i think about my roommate and i just get filled with violent urges because she's gorgeous and it pisses me off.

Reposted by mary s.

..both of them, honestly. it pisses me off. why the fuck are you just walking around like that. what am i supposed to do about it.

..both of them, honestly. it pisses me off. why the fuck are you just walking around like that. what am i supposed to do about it.

sometimes i think about my roommate and i just get filled with violent urges because she's gorgeous and it pisses me off.

mary s. @rcttedout.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

[ holly. ] understandable.. take as long as you need, alright? you should be the priority, 'nd such..