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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 9h

I don't know how to be anything other than miserable. My disposition demands it

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 10h

That's some Crazy Work 🤣🤦

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

but whut about by a doctor with a gun ?!?

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Well he is a pedophile. As he admitted on the Howard Stern show during early 2k. "He thinks their bodies are amazing". His head would be first on the chopping block seeing that he's actually acted on such urges As if barging in on dressing rooms to peep on adolescent bodies wasn't sick enough

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Hey ole chap. I'm the hanging in there. And hope all is well with you 💜✊🏾

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Ahhh I forgot to look it up in my YouTube history. It was like the 10 most disturbing science experiments done on children In mass. And yeah on second thought you were may wanna pass as it seems we are both well aware

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Them files is long distroyed At this point it's like...

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I never considered that. But you are likely definitely correct. 🤣✊🏾💜🤦

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Ohhh I just seen the news and I now understand the who, the what, where & why

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

With adults that's purchased shock collars for pets.... I've no doubt more kids have willfully tested shock collars on themselves (and or on their siblings) than adults will ever need too. And the results will likely reveal. Unless the shock is at a harmful level. The kids will have fun

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Ohh that sounds soo inhuman. (Shock collar in children). But no doubt. It's been attempted

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Agreed If you are still spanking a child after like 6/7 needing to use weapons (such as belts and things ( & i would never)). Trying to assert dominance with violence is indeed only teaching that . Hitting is the solution when one doesn't get their way.addressing bad behavior with bad behavior

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Yes of course. They don't call me "da HitMan" for nothing 🤷.but indeed She was no critical threat to my wellbeing Relatively small injuries busted lips & bloodied nose. afterwards she'd always be sorry and patch me up. Promising not to do it again... But it kept happening until I fed up & left

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

P10 Ohh yeah you gotta read this backwards in blue sky start with the bottom comment P1 and work your way to part 10 for my story to have contenuity and make sense

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

No you are not. We cannot control our thoughts. We are sexual beings with desires. But we do have to control our actions. And you as a 2nd grader wouldn't have been able to and you would had let her. But as the adult it would be up to the teacher to not let it get to such situation.

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

P9 on the fanny to correct them. And id be the one sitting in a dark corner crying feeling like a terrible person because I spanked a child 🤣🤦 I guess some people can do it. But I just can't My apologies for the long winded dissertation. And moreso if it was TMI 💜✊🏾

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

P8 went to HS with heard. They were so surprised. I was known as The HitMan. I was the badass that prevailed any and every bout with other men. And my best friend she was surprised id let that woman beat on me. But I'm the type of guy that occasionally had to spank my young step children

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

P7 i decided that I had to get out of this relationship before she did do something stupid and did make me hit her. I just don't have it in me. I'm a man and I don't wish to harm women especially ones weaker than me. I loved her. But geez I'm such a bitch (when my peers girls i went to HS

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

P6. But Jervae ran into me at my sister's home when I was visiting my home state. And she gave a heartfelt apology for the way she treated me. And she thanked me that I never hit her back. Saying most men would had. But No I never wanted to. And after it happening again and again. I d-

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

P5 when I was 16 she was 27 and we were together. For nearly 5 years. But i will never forget. years later after she got drunk and I think it was accidental . But she did grab a knife and she cut me. And I had enough and was old enough to leave. By time i was 21 seeing clearly -

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

P4 And so. Id imagine whatever therapeutic tactics would help teach provokers such empathy would also be similar for both men and women. But that's just my theory. I've no idea as I've never had the propensity to want to assault a woman so I have no idea how that other angle goes 🤷

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

P3 That accepted me in. And though I hate being referred to as "a survivor" as those other women were survivors. And I'm more of a war torn vet.... Suffering Shell Shock. The same therapy helped me (a male) kinda get over the regret, self disgust & same of my abuses as what helped the women a-

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

P2 Adult women whilst in highschool my main woman tended to get drunk and violent with me. And so I guess that checks another box But when my past came crashing down on my mental health. My therapist knew of no male groups that delt with My miriad of issues. And she found a woman's group tha-

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

P1 Yes Id think it would basically revolve around the sentiment of. "don't think one is entitled to use others without that person's consent... For ones own desires" oddly due to my childhood SA experience, and my teenage years (i don't feel i was exploited) but I had relationships with adul-

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

My male cousin and I were SA'd over several months by a female caretaker. Evidently everyone need be required to take such classes. Just in case they might be rapists As apparently Any & Everyone is capable of atrocities 🤔IJS🤷

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Evidently.... Got rid of the Angles & any trace of Heaven !

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

the cashier looking down again my purchased items: a block of PEPPER JACK cheese, ice cream, fruit on the bottom Yogurt cups... A bag of beef jerky and peanut butter M&M's (And though I'm pretty sure I appear male) even Still she looked up at me and seriously asked 🤨 Are You Pregnant ?!? 🤨

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Typo 🤦 that should've been. 💩 Hill or Turd Mountain

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

💩 hill or... Tues Mountain

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Ryan C Smith @rcs129.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Sam Harris for told it first... t®ump would be "the Most Powerful Clown

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