razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 18/09/2026rn my recent familial revelations have me going "What do you MEAN granny left me her OCD in the will?!" 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 18/09/2026So I discovered that OCD runs in my family cuz 3 people in my cousin's immediate family all have OCD. My mom blames a branch of her fam for our mental health problems, but I didn't take her seriously until now. Damn, never stood a chance cuz it's etched into my genes. My own DNA cursed me. 200
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 17/09/2026Copied this from Tumblr user jessiewithaj: "hey questioning, near-to-cracking eggs that follow me, if you're in the US there's a pretty good chance you can get a gender-affirming care appointment at your local planned parenthood and get started on HRT by the end of the week." 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 16/09/2026My alarm's in 10 minutes I just straight up am not sleeping at all huh 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 16/09/2026Mmmm hate the specific anxiety filled dread insomnia the night before a long trip Ughhhhhhhhhh I gotta drive 8 hours tomorrow but ughhhh need to be asleep already but ughhh wide awake 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 15/09/2026Let's play the game of is the high pitched ringing in my ears just my tinnitus flairing up or is there some far off construction thing happening outside that is making that noise Or possibly even both 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 14/09/2026So my playlist loving ass put together a Doctrine Overwatch Themed playlist, on my Deezer! link.deezer.com/s/34ovYKGTk2...link.deezer.comDoctrine - Fate answers to me!Playlist for Doctrine the vampire themed Overwatch hero 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 14/09/2026After 500 years I finally got through writing the next chapter of my transfemme polytrix fic A Fever You Can't Sweat Out! Hope y'all Enjoy! #RazzWrites #ao3fic #fanfic #polytrix archiveofourown.org/works/695290...archiveofourown.orgA Fever You Can’t Sweat Out - Chapter 10 - Arorumi (Razzberrydazz) - KPop Demon Hunters (2025) [Archive of Our Own]An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works 200
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 14/09/2026I am brute forcing my way through finishing writing a chapter dammit I wanna finish this chapter pleeeeeeeaaaase 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 13/09/2026Wow these mini cards are indeed tiny. Comparison to the regular size card in third pic 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 13/09/2026Zee needs help!@pinkmonstercan.bsky.social@pinkmonstercan.bsky.social💸💕 $350/$500 no donations for a while , anything helps! 🦋💜🦄 PayPal.me/zlewwis99 DM for Venmo #bipocMA #helpsky 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 13/09/2026Doctrine Overwatch has all the drip and charisma and the suave intelligence omfg the design and kit are so good, he has the SAUCE!!!! AND he's from Zimbabwe and is at least 70 years old but uses his evil mad scientist inventions to siphon life force to reinvigorate himself? FUCK YES THIS IS COOL 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 12/09/2026Junkrat getting a music collab skin instead of Lucio is a hatecrime imo, give my frog DJ a music skin dammit!!! 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 11/09/2026Me turning to the page in my hardback copy of kpdh artbook featuring concept art Celine to stare at her lovingly 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 11/09/2026Listen, Crank 2 by Slayyyyter somehow also feels like a spiritual successor to Ode to the Bouncer by Studio Killers along with being a literal sequel to Crank also by Slayyyter 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 11/09/2026Once again I am plagued by thoughts of Jessica Jones and Trish Walker and all the fuck ass bullshit Trish pulled in season 2 and 3 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 11/09/2026Do people proposing hypotheticals to cis (perisex) people of 'what if you were forced to medically transition' as hypothetical of why barring trans people from choice of medical care is bad... Do they know that intersex people DO get forcibly medically transitioned by the healthcare system already? 200
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 11/09/2026Does anyone else watch guitarists and bassists get so in the zone with their stank face and posture and the way they grip their guitar and feel kind of envious of that guitar neck from how it's being gripped so surely, so confidently 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 11/09/2026Hhhhhah Ahahahaha OCD Rumination spiral got hands 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 11/09/2026If you (Gillian Anderson) are free later this month would you (Gillian Anderson) maybe be willing to give a late 20s fat lil nonbinary person a chance and go out to dinner— 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 11/09/2026Trying to find decent trans porn is such a minefield cuz so much of it is transphobic fetishizing of trans bodies and uses what constitute slurs that reduce trans people to their genitals. So much of it is tagged with shit like f*ta c*ntboy and other degrading objectifying terms and it's gross 200
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 11/09/2026Sobbing cuz I tried giving my mom this garlic butter rice dish but she didn't like it so I ate it and then I got nauseous from eating too fast and ended up barfing half of it back up 😭 hell is having a body 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 11/09/2026executive dysfunction so bad I can't write or draw no matter how badly I want to drawing is hard I wanna draw so bad I wish drawing was real 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 10/09/2026Someone on Tumblr made an edit of this image and I need to share and save it because it's so incredibly relevant 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 10/09/2026wow twt really is such a hellsite, it decided to suspend my throwaway on there because I happened to like a few too many posts in a short time-frame and its vibecoded fuck ass automated system flagged it as spam. Gods forbid you be a person that enjoys things and therefore wants to like posts 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 10/09/2026okay I'm full sending it now in terms of being incredibly put off and disappointed by shen's latest comic series because of the very strong transmisogynistic vibes going on all up in that. like. that is not sending the message ya think it is. it leaves a bad taste in my mouth. 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 08/09/2026Does anyone else ever stick their finger into their cat's mouth when the cat yawns cuz it's funny to watch the cat's confusion at sudden fingie in their mouth? 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 08/09/2026I'm being subjected to watching Supernatural today 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 07/09/2026Dealing with argumentative people is exhausting especially when you just like talking and explaining things related to your interests but you explaining things gets taken as being argumentative 😔 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 05/09/2026I've lived in a town where there are more Black people than white people in our population my whole life, and honestly, part of why I'm reluctant to move away is cuz I don't wanna deal with other white people who aren't used to living in integrated/de-segregated areas. 200
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 04/09/2026Mmm wanna make some rent lowering gunshot style statements that would likely have people being outta pocket to me but also hnnng these thoughts won't go away and are Bothering Meeee ugh OCD struggle how do you tell the difference between a compulsion and a soothing coping mechanism 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 03/09/2026Would y'all hate me if I went back into one of my fics I've been putting off updating and edit one of the existing chapters 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 03/09/2026Be proud of me I finished my series of fics for MiCe (Miyeong/Celine) Week 2026! You can see all 8 fics here: archiveofourown.org/series/6492776 #RazzWritesarchiveofourown.org 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 03/09/2026Got the idea to draw myself as a korok #RazzdazzArt 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 03/09/2026Jessica Jones character arc where she gets forced to go to AA and after several headache-inducing mandatory meetings she realizes something is fishy and through her sleuthing uncovers a massive conspiracy where the people running the local 12 Step Program are in cahoots with a drug cartel. 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 03/09/2026thinking about Jessica Jones and Jeri Hogarth lezzing out once again 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 02/09/2026"draw fanart to build an audience" bold of you to assume there are enough people in my circles who care about the fanart I actually want to make, my Jessica Jones stuff gets far less attention than [insert popular thing here] draw what you want to draw especially if it's niche and weird. 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 02/09/2026First attempts at drawing fanart of Jessica Jones and Jeri Hogarth You give me broody alcoholic private eye and toxic older lawyer lesbian in a semi-adversarial relationship and expect me to NOT want them to lezz out? I wanted them to lezz out, this is the toxic yuri I desire #RazzdazzArt #fanart 200
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 02/09/2026discovered there's a robot chicken parody of Jessica Jones featuring an intervention about her alcoholism, amazing 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 01/09/2026FINALLY Have a decent enough concept refsheet for this new character I'm developing. Meet Malika "Jackie" Sky, a girl from NOLA with freckles that glow like constellations in the night sky. Been doing a lot of art studies to feel confident enough to draw her. #RazzdazzArt #RazzOCMalika 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 01/09/2026I have a lotta thoughts and struggle to articulate them in a way that doesn't put my foot in my mouth at times, so it's refreshing to have someone else able to articulate a lot of the thoughts I have far better than I ever could. Kat Blaque is someone whose takes I admire youtu.be/RSIFRt9XYiQ?...youtu.be#fyp #interracialdating #blackwomen #bwwm #lowracialselfesteemYouTube video by Blaque in the City 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 01/09/2026I really should probably try to schedule a sleep study and get my sleep apnea addressed cuz what do you mean I've been sleeping on and off All Damn Day and I'm still so fucking tired and I wake up with my mouth bone dry cuz I snore a lil bit 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 31/08/2026Kinda wish it was Clue that became Tim Curry's best known role instead of RHPS cuz I feel it does a disservice to plaster images of him in drag from a movie that is fundamentally transmisogynistic as his memorial instead of any of his other work. Like. Sure, RHPS is iconic but it also has Problems— 200
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 31/08/2026My partner has never seen the Clue movie that Tim Curry is in and so ofc I wanna watch it with them for our next movie night AND include the multiple different endings I think about that shot of the maid Yvette breasting boobly down the stairs semi-frequently It's such a fun movie frfr 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 30/08/2026Contemplating making my oc Malika have a spiderman or other superhero iteration, hmmm 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 30/08/2026In today's pokemon dnd antics, my trainer got bitten by a seviper and when we finally got first aid, got treated by two chanceys and a happiny shoving medical herbs into the wound while my trainer bit down on a leather belt to muffle his screams cuz no anaesthesia 200
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 29/08/2026I have some Strong Opinions that my OCD wants me to express but I know doing so will be swinging a bat at a hornet's nest in terms of dealing with other white people showing their ass and being racist so instead I'm just internally screaming 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 29/08/2026Gotta say it's really funny (sarcasm) timing that my shrink is moving to a new office next month and the current one is closing after my Third appointment ever with this place And the psychiatrist I had Just got is going to work at a place I STOPPED going to because it's too pricey ffs 200
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 29/08/2026I know I'm supposed to 'ride the urge' in terms of the obsessions and intrusive thoughts but if I ride the wave through its full course today I WON'T GET ANY GODDAMN SLEEP OCD ADHD cocktail is Unpleasant dear gods I just wanna sleeeeep 000
razzdazz.northsky.social @razzdazz.northsky.social · 29/08/2026My OCD rumination and my BPD anger issues and my ADHD rejection sensitive dysphoria: FIGHT All three are fighting me and curb stomping me in tandem I wanna be asleep rn but my brain won't stop obsessing over a fumbled social interaction and spiking my heartrate over it 000