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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 10/02/2026

Sorry for the rant, it's just a feeling that has been persistently part of me now that I can't shake off, and I can't stand it. I just can't see myself as anything more than a horrible person anymore.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 10/02/2026

Since the second half of 2025, I'd been so guilt-ridden that I barely felt like I was in control of my thoughts. I blamed myself endlessly for being so flawed, so fake, being a bad friend and lowkey for even existing. No matter what I do, I can't forget that feeling and it scares me so much.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 03/02/2026

Saying 67 ironically has ruined me because I can't even count normally anymore 😭😭

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 01/02/2026

I didn't know I could open PDF files using Apex Legends.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

Turns out I was not overthinking and in fact I was doing the exact amount of thinking I needed and I still got hurt even though I preempted it :D

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 26/09/2025

TGIF!!! What are everyone's plans this weekend?

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

It hurts so much to try and maintain and salvage a connection that's not meant to be. I'm so tired. I'm done. It hurts so so much, but at some point I just have to say "thanks for everything" and move on.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

Do you all ever get executive dysfunction from being lonely? I constantly have the feeling that"I need to get this done but there's no one here chatting or hanging out with me and that somehow prevents me from getting this done."

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

I appreciate that bunni!! At this point I hope I can catch a break and have something go my way for once xD

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

I don't mean it in like a "oh no woe is me I'm depressed" kinda way.. I mean it in a "every time my body gets a sense of what happiness could feel like, something bad comes along and make sure I know my place" kinda way.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

I sometimes feel like the universe is telling me I don't deserve to be happy. Or rather, it's like it wants me to be terrified of my own happiness. It's telling me that I should be forbidden from wishing to be happy.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

Every time I think about my crush, my heart beats so intensely fast I feel it might burst at any time. I've been feeling this way for the past half a year now. Recently I came to understand something called limerence and everything clicked all of a sudden. 😭

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

What the fuck do you mean I took 3 lessons, two small naps, ate food, did laundry and my weekends are over??

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 19/06/2025

What do I have to do to become a girl? The gender envy I've been getting these past few years has been unbearable. If I wake up one more day as a male I think I'm going to go feral..

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 17/05/2025

Mentally fighting between "If they really care about you they'd put in the effort" and "They have their own life to live, they're busy and you're not entitled to their time" sucks soo badd. It makes you feel like your worth is so insignificant.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

You guys ever attached all your self worth onto one person or one thing and then things end up not working out and then you're left feeling like you don't deserve to exist? Asking for a friend.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

I think it's the zoomies hahaha, I'm so conditioned to doing things quickly and settling things fast, that's why that tends to happen a lot xD

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 06/04/2025

Recently I've been pretty self-conscious about how unmindful I am. Casually dropping things on the floor, making careless mistakes, knocking my head on things, being forgetful.. My brain feels so tiny..

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

Honestly, being a confused closeted 🏳️‍⚧️ and having a crush on someone is a really garbage feeling because it feels like true happiness will never be available to you either way.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

Caught a cold from overexertion, I'm in so much pain aaaa

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

Instructions unclear, now I bring myself down and put others on a pedestal.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

To be honest, a lot of times people need to realise that they don't need to bring others down to raise themselves up.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 16/03/2025

Is it just me or has Twitter become more like Facebook 10 years ago within the last month or so?

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

This Tuesday makes me want to cry.

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kelpcheep @kelpcheep.bsky.social · 28/02/2025

cyndaquil's trip through time

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

Siri, how do I confess my feelings?

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

Fuck this Tuesday in particular

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

What do you mean it's Monday what happened to my weekendssss

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

就这样触电一直甜蜜触电直到爆炸

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

I've been listening to Platinum Disco all my life and I'm today-years-old when I learned what a "discotheque" is. I always thought it was "disco-tic" LOL

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

Something something Valentine's Day

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 13/02/2025

Sometimes I ask myself what I should do to make myself more approachable. I think there's no reason for people to reach out to me if they can't get anything out of me. The question then becomes, what can I offer to people so they'll want to reach out to me? It's really weird.

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Yuppy／ゆっぴー＠Japanese Teacher @co10ba.bsky.social · 06/02/2025

「首」を使った日本語の慣用句・ことわざを5つ、意味と使いかた・注意点と共に紹介しています。パート1 We're showcasing five #Japanese #idioms using "neck" along with their meanings, usage, and points of caution. Part 1. 意外と日本人でも知らないのがあるかも！ There might be some that even Japanese people don't know! #LearnJapanese #LangSky #日本語 #慣用句

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

Omg I'm so low on energy today I don't wanna go to work aaa

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Oddy @oddylotl.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

too tired to piss too full of piss to sleep

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 01/02/2025

Chat someone captured my heart, am I cooked?

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

Feeling a little down today.. I feel like a major part of what's important in my life is a complete derailed train wreck right now and I can't do enough to salvage it.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

Okay I expected to fail JLPT but I didn't expect to fail it THAT badly.

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 26/01/2025

Get well soon Swan!! Ask Raz to make you soup!

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 26/01/2025

To be honest I don't think I'm strong enough to start my life anew. I have too many regrets and too many unfulfilled things chaining me down mentally every day. It's like a ghost haunting me. Every step I take, my brain reminds me: "Hey, remember you're a failure."

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 26/01/2025

One day I'll have enough followers that I can post "Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, yeah. Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, yeah. Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, yeah" with someone replying "Let me be with you"

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Razorie💕🌟 @razorie.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

I always see you streaming on Twitch even though I can't watch because of work. I see how much effort you put into your streams and shiny hunts!!

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