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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Can all of the people in the 30% approval group just fucking die?

Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Final rep update: she did call, and she was almost crying at the end but I wasn't mean to her, I swear - she's probably getting a LOT of upset STMs so she's overwhelmed. She was transparent about some staffing things which shone light on the situation, but if the FO can't even properly staff? Bad.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

So if anyone's curious: ticket rep update. I called her a week and a half ago and sent an email... she sends a reply today. She's also insisting that she wants to talk on the phone and said she will call next Tuesday. If she doesn't call then I am DEFINITELY going to make her cry.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Having to outside to do adult errands and I’m reminded why I never leave my apartment anymore. People just instill massive rage in me now.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

At this point I don’t even know if I want to go to any remaining matches this year. I’ll go on Decision Day solely because maybe (MAYBE) they’ll put Stef in goal one last time. But this is no longer the team that I fell in love with and is no longer the team that saved my fucking life.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Sorry for the post storm, but holy shit I could just feel Adrian’s derision coming through in the posts. I’m seeing so much red. I’m probably going to make my ticket rep cry when I call her on Monday and I don’t feel a slight bit of guilt about it.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Oh, I don’t know, maybe it’s because Starfire is in fucking RENTON with NO GOOD PUBLIC TRANSIT???

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Read this to my husband and he just went DING DING DING.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Put my tickets for today’s match up for resale. I just don’t know if I can do anything in public anymore… the thought of going there was giving me a panic attack. (Not that anyone gives a fuck but still)

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

*scrolls and sees a post calling me a “spoiled dummy” for wanting Waibel out* Yeah… that’s enough internet for me today.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Various poppers (what kind of poppers I mean is up to your interpretation)

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

I swear... Sounders rep: I'd really love to talk more with you about why you're so unhappy. Me: *calls a few times, gets voicemail each time, sends a followup email* Rep's OoO response: oh I'm out the 14th through the 22nd. PUT THAT ON YOUR FUCKING VOICEMAIL MESSAGE. Almost laughable at this point

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

You know what sucks? Feeling like you can’t talk to **anyone** about how you’re feeling right now. Because you’d be told you’re making it about you, or that it’s not the right time, or that no one would even care. It’s… discouraging, is what it is.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

"Panic is a psy-op" "Fear is a luxury" "Despair is privilege." I beg. SHUT THE FUCK UP.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

So it’s probably a bad sign when my TikTok FYP is showing all the mental health/“please stay” videos at all hours of the day, not just 2 in the morning, eh?

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

I mean, if you don’t think 20 year old Martin would absolutely DESPISE current me then you just don’t know me at all at this point.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

What scene makes you emotional no matter how many times you see it? (I couldn't find a GIF of it but from the same episode, when Leela says "I want to see how it ends" - I'm literally tearing up now just thinking about it)

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Alt: A GIF from the Futurama episode The Devil's Hands are Idle Playthings

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Okay this is almost laughable at this point. There's gotta be a systemic problem somewhere.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST THE WRONG PEOPLE ARE STILL ALIVE

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Still feeling a lot of feelings. One being anger, and not in the way you’d think.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I’m feeling feelings that I really don’t want to be feeling right now.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

How the fuck am I still getting the Sunday scaries when I've been unemployed for years?

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Props to Sounder at Heart for giving me a reasonable renewal discount offer when I tried to cancel. $[REDUCED] for a membership for seasons I don't even think I'll be here for is more reasonable than $80 for seasons I don't think I'll be here for.

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Wario64 @wario64.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

LMAO - sent an email to my Sounders rep on Tuesday. A few moments ago during my beginning of stream yap session I mentioned it and how I haven't received a followup... not ten minutes later and she calls. I manifest the most random shit.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

That last bit between JMo and Horvath sparking 74 new fanfics

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Drafting up an email to my (soon to be ex-) Sounders rep and I get to use the word "milquetoast" in it, which I feel is a fairly decent accomplishment.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Since everyone is posting this... having spent 17 years living in downstate NY followed by 13 in Western NY before coming here to Seattle, this makes perfect sense.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

The fun thing about giving up on life is knowing that getting all up in the transfer discourse would be pointless.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Not a win but a brace from the debutante? I’ll allow it.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Okay, Sounders. You came through with a belated birthday gift a few months ago. My anniversary was yesterday. You know what to do.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

If god exists (and he doesn’t), then he has the worst sense of humor.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Hope is a currency and I'm cashing in my last bit on this.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

*claps* biti zdrava, biti zdrava, biti zdrava… bit-bit-bit-biti zdrava

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

If you told 2016 Martin that he’d be giving up on the team in ten years he’d tell you you’re a fucking liar. But I’m done. And let that sink in. You’re losing **ME**.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

Nope. I said it once before but it bears repeating: years of being kind has now turned me into an asshole.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Introduce yourself as what almost killed you: Hi, I’m Martin.

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Fumes. Running. Drain. Circling. @ravegreenmartin.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

Don’t ask me why but I initially read this as “You Can’t Dive in the Deep End, Charlie Brown!” and now I’m giggling.

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