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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸

@RationalizedInsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy

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This profile is a short form writing project by someone odd, and a place to post my creative endeavors. I suffer from - Tourettes, ADHD, OCD and PTSD […] 🌉 bridged from ⁂ mastodon.social/@RationalizedInsani…, follow @ap.brid.gy to interact

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 20/06/2026

The #internet has turned into a complete cesspool of nonsense, and false information. How do I know this? Half of the people on it suddenly have #autism to their knowledge. The math doesn't math right when only about 1 in 50 are, and I recently noticed that #actuallyautistic is now a tag on […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 20/06/2026

I think I need a #neuroscience degree.

RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 20/06/2026

Lately I haven't posted much. The main reason is that I just got done living through a #life so horrifying that I can't even fully comprehend it. Processing everything in retrospect is difficult, and while I'm happy most of the time, it's almost like I'm in a state of shock sometimes. I'm […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 19/06/2026

If you don't know what #looksmaxxing is, congratulations- you aren't a degenerate. But they have a King named Clavicular who is very controversial. I realized something about him, and their "beauty" standards. They are standards usually applied to women, and he kinda looks like a beautiful […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 25/05/2026

Huh, so that explains why I act like a war veteran. I mean other than the nightmare that was being homeless for five years. #ptsd #cptsd #mentalhealth

RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 22/05/2026

I not only think #trump should be removed, and imprisoned immediately, I believe every single person who profits from him being in power should be as well. Corruption is a #crime and people have suffered for long enough. Look at your #gasprices. Look at #food and the #housingcrisis […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 22/05/2026

It actually feels like I am living in the country that is going to get invaded by the rest of the #world when WW3 begins. I really hope that doesn't happen, because I'm the exact group that would get targeted and killed off if another #holocaust ever started: half #jewish #autistic and […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 19/05/2026

I'm #writing a #horror short #story and some of my search history for descriptions has definitely been interesting. Stuff like "Audio of flesh being torn apart," and "does a person still make facial expressions after decapitation?" being amongst them. Good thing I'm not a criminal because that […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 18/05/2026

Why the fuck is #trump still president?

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 15/05/2026

#trump is visibly dying in front of us. Even compared to the beginning of his presidency - which was insane enough to never be president - he is not doing well. He doesn't even know the difference between #iran and #taiwan during a recent public interview when he landed from #china which was […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 15/05/2026

How to be stupid 101: 1. Support #trump and then complain about 90% of people no longer wanting anything to do with you, like many are currently. 2. Blame the people avoiding you instead of taking any personal responsibility whatsoever. #uspol #humor #writing

RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 14/05/2026

I've lived a life so traumatic that I don't even really have the capacity to wrap my head around it. It's almost like my mind protects me from it, as if I was to consider it all too deeply, I would lose any semblance of sanity. It did for a while, and took #drugs to cope with it all before I […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 13/05/2026

Root canals suck. I have nothing more to say, my entire face hurts and I mumble when I write. #heath

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 09/05/2026

I have been lifting weights almost every day, and I now have one of those ol' timey strong man bods going on. Basically the ultimate dad bod, and I am sort of into it. Also with how many times I have been drugged, assaulted and almost killed in my life, my goal was simply to look like someone […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 09/05/2026

Well I just discovered my own brother has been stalking me. If I go missing - Zachary Stears was involved. Possibly in a gang. I probably won't because he is a manipulative coward, but I figured I would put this here just in case. #writing #crime #losangeles

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 28/04/2026

I feel lucky to have a free apartment that is more nice than any I've rented before, and many would be envious of. Then I remember that I had to almost die like 20 times to get it, and suffered homeless for half a decade mostly because of disabilities I did not fully understand, and the […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 27/04/2026

I identified a really stupid idea: The medical recovery facility I stayed at until recently somehow had people getting drugs into the building all the time regardless of who got kicked out. It shared a fence with an addiction recovery center, which are notorious in #losangeles for being pretty […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 26/04/2026

I have really good genetics for building muscle. Recently there has been a trend with young men and women using steroids, even as far as #trenbolon which is used for cattle before slaughter. I have been lifting weights every day, and my arms already look bigger with ZERO drugs of any kind than […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 26/04/2026

Hey guys, I finally made a #Bluesky cuz most other social media is dumb and I hate it. Follow me if you happen to be there as well! I'll post most things on both, still however and then link to my Instagram for #video content as I think my #scoopz days are over. It was good practice, time to […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 26/04/2026

Huh. I just got followed by the actual #EricBaldwin on #instagram. I dunno wtf that means but that is pretty cool. Nice to have some good news for once instead of almost dying about 70 damn times in half a decade. #writing #life #losangeles

RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 23/04/2026

Plus side to my week- Apartment. Downside- 4 fillings and a root canal after being homeless for several years. Pain. Food is pain. How rude Universe, that is one of my favorites. #writing #humor #medicine #life

RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 22/04/2026

Hey everyone - I just got a free apartment. Anyway, happy days!

RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 20/04/2026

I don't often do fundraising for myself but I'll make an exception because I find myself in a garbage situation - I am staying at a shelter for medical recovery after almost dying and, and I will definitely have an apartment in about a month. Until then I am not sure what to do as I lost my […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 18/04/2026

Yea I definitely went #viral in #losangeles somehow and dunno how yet. I have all of 7 random posts on #instagram and I am not a verified creator, and I have accumulated 1400 followers in four days. Exceeding both my #scoopz and #mastodon profiles. Also everyone I know who is a creator who […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 17/04/2026

I think I just accidentally joined a band. Turns out scaring an entire gang of Nazis is super metal and a metal band needed an editor and cinematographer/photographer who knows some music too. #music #metal #losangeles

RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 17/04/2026

Well if anyone would like to follow my #instagram you can find it linked to this post. My videos will be going there from now on. I am finally making an attempt to get back onto social media, and video making. #scoopz was interesting practice, but I don't see much real widespread potential. I […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 14/04/2026

Well #scoopz has kinda died. So off to #instagram reels and #youtube shorts too. I have a hell of a story and I am now engagement farming. To start: A dumbass video about a Lego dude I made and sorry guys, he ate me O.o #reels #funny #video #funny […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 08/04/2026

Nobody ever go to Southern California Hospital in Culver city, or anywhere. They all seem like they have matching gang tattoos from a Mexican cartel, it seemed like the zombie apocalypse up in that ER-bullshit, and they tried to steal my stuff. So I beat one of them up and they didn't call the […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 08/04/2026

Everything I use is impractical on purpose, and looks amazing. Like a watch that only tells the time and nothing else, but looks amazing while doing so and has rose gold accents. Or trying to use an actual map cuz it's fun to figure out. An MP3 player cuz fuck the Internet, I'm taking a […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 05/04/2026

My brain... ...Is complicated. So I have finally pieced the whole thing together and I am essentially the person they point to for #neuroscience curiosity. I have: #epilepsy (probably, temporal seizures, working diagnosis). #tourettes #adhd #autism #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #cptsd and […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 05/04/2026

I discovered Holy Water the other day. I was staying at a house that had a water supply contaminated with hydrogen sulfide, which is common in rotten, still and polluted water. Especially wells. The symptoms make you delusional and crazy sometimes. "Demons!" I thought, and realized hydrogen […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 05/04/2026

Ever try to describe some shit that actually happened rationally, and then realize it's so fucking wild that nobody would ever believe you without a pile of proof? Hell even with the pile of proof, we're gonna be here for a while as a parse together how messed up the past month was for me. Oh […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 05/04/2026

Hey guys.... ...Did you know if an entire gang of bikers tries to intimate me after I blow the whistle on like 3 trap houses, I turn into a Spetnaz in my head and scare an entire gang out of a neighborhood in #losangeles? I could write a book about how my last month went and I almost died like […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 07/03/2026

Sorry to those who like seeing me post. I am currently about to file a #lawsuit against someone so I have been keeping my online activity to a minimum. I will be back after a while as I can't really talk about it yet. But I may be significantly more wealthy by the time I make another post […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 20/02/2026

I just thought everyone should know that there is apartment complex in #hongkong called the Wang Fuk Court Apartments. Which I found out about cuz my brain loves disaster documentaries, and it was involved in one. That's already in #joke form, I don't really have to do much. #writing […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 18/02/2026

I'm about to get a creepy #trump supporter thrown in jail who was recording me in a bedroom I rented for a few days before moving into my new apartment cuz I got tired of sober living house rules. He tried to black mail me by saying he'd give it to people, so I sicked the government […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 10/02/2026

I used to be afraid of crowds and while that's still true at times, I find if I am familiar with somewhere or around people I know then I am not so bothered. Good thing I have healed in this way since I now work somewhere within walking distance of where the Grammy Ceremony was held, and I have […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 09/02/2026

I promise I'm alive, I've just been feeling very introverted and wanted a break from essentially all technology as I focused on a new job. Working in the center of downtown #losangeles especially when you've been traumatized there several times takes a lot of getting used to. However I can now […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 18/01/2026

Well I finally started tuning back into #politics as it was all I was thinking about for a while, and needed to take a break, and that break is now over when I'm walking by gigantic protests on my way to work in #losangeles and the #usa may actually invade #greenland. Oh and #trump basically […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 18/01/2026

While I do enjoy my new job, downtown #losangeles sure does like trying to give me a heart attack. I was walking to the grocery store before work yesterday and stopped within 10 feet of a homeless guy that I didn't notice had a pipe, who then randomly threatened me with it and accused me of […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 17/01/2026

This is the scheduling platform for my new restaurant job. They divide the hosts into 3 different roles because the restaurant is huge. Though with the way this one is titled, I can officially say I'm an escort in downtown #losangeles this weekend. Not a […] [Original post on mastodon.social]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 13/01/2026

I am grateful I am #sober and responsible now, and I have given the management for the sober living house I stay at a kind impression after getting attacked earlier. Violent people will always throw the victim under the bus to save themselves, and he told both the #police and owner I had put my […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 12/01/2026

#violence is something I hate with a passion as it's the core of my #cptsd and #anxiety issues. Yet with severe #tourettesyndrome it can follow you when you can't help what you say, and shout when you're scared. This morning I caught someone stealing from me, which resulted in an argument with […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 11/01/2026

There was a point I could barely walk to the grocery store and back, my #health was absolutely terrible for a while at the tail end of my #addiction and beginning of #sobriety a few years ago. Last night I got lost and missed the last bus home after closing for a new job, and decided I didn't […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 10/01/2026

New #jobs are scary. Especially when I happen to be working somewhere all of about a quarter mile from a place where a guy tried to mug me, and I ended up in an emergency room with a broken nose, and bleeding face. They really don't warn you how much they glue stings when they seal your […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 06/01/2026

One of these days someone will produce some non-slip restaurant shoes that aren't both ugly and garbage. Their labeling literally gaslights you- it'll talk up and down about how comfortable they are, lying to you the entire time as they'll definitely be the worst shoes you own. They're also […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 29/12/2025

Ever hear someone snore so loudly you wonder how the hell they don't wake themselves up? I'm glad I am second on a list of apartment vouchers because while I generally like the house I live in, I still have to share a room with someone. A new person moved in with the most horrifying sleep […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 29/12/2025

#neildegrassetyson must have fallen off a bit. I live with an old man who does nothing but watch #foxnews and smoke cigarettes, and I saw Neil on there the other night. I would stay away from Fox with all my willpower if I was a popular scientist, as that sounds like suicide for your […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 29/12/2025

Every now and again I'll remember that my ears suck, and like to slowly get clogged with wax because nothing about my body works 100% like it should. Then one day it will completely block and I'll be deaf in one ear for a while, and go buy a cleaning kit since I'll definitely lose the other one […]

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RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸 @rationalizedinsanity.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 25/12/2025

I don't usually like watching people get hurt, but seeing Jake Paul get the delusions about him being a good boxer literally beaten out of him by a real boxer really made my #christmas better, because that guy is the definition of "fucking obnoxious". #humor #socialmedia #sports #youtube