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There is nothing deeper than the stunted sense of entitlement. The powertripping. The mundane lack of empathy. You knew it was wrong and you did it anyway, like a child. And like a child, you’re mad when you get caught. The way you rehabilitate a rapist IS ostracism. Fix your heart or die.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

The rehabilitation is we let you live, you piece of shit. Your therapy is living with our awareness of what you chose to do. It should change you. If it doesn’t, you deserve the ostracism. There is no psychological mystery to raping someone. There is nothing to unravel.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I think some people forget that deplatforming, firing, public shaming, and other social punishments for rape are the compromise. Justice demands dismemberment. Revenge deserves blood. It’s so fucking easy not to be a rapist. When you choose to become one, you decide to be reviled. That simple.

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鳥住ヨモ @birdmofu.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

🦅 #OC

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

TEN THOUSAND DAYS. YES. YESSS YES YESSS. 🤝

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

so many of my dear friendships have felt like grasping in the dark and finally finding a warm, steadying hand. i am so lucky to have the friends that i do. i cannot think of anything holier than this.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

crucially, the irl resonance relies on the fact that north american society is not made to foster genuine connection or for people with my neurology. so there remains this idol of commodified connection where we know the real thing IS good, but remain gaslit about how to achieve it.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

one reason i am so fixated on fictional theologies where the god(s) are distant/silent/non-responsive but retain their identity as loving/just/omniscient is because this ache for connection to a fake god is how it feels looking for connection to real people most of the time.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Right? I may have to cite it in my OOC guidelines for RP, eloquent af

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

yep. minor edits for clarity? sure. but i had an old fc member who i confronted for chronic shit behavior delete every single one of their messages in our private conversation so i did not have receipts to show others they would later target. i keep all my receipts now, prompt and crisp.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

“It’s consensual by default because it’s already pretend.” This. A thousand times this.

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Calvinball Congress @emericanjezebel.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

“I want my rapist to get better!” cool, babe, I want mine torn apart by alligators. don’t speak for me.

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bun brained pao ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @gildedblood.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

late night mod posting for the homies. the amount of times I had to redo this modpack and the material shaders was too damn high #kettenmods www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/170030

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

now, when i’m scared, i imagine the externalization of my soul sauntering striped and liquid beside me, the white flash of careless fang, and i try to match his yellow stare. i did this while walking the night streets alone in seattle. it seemed to work, since i’m still here.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

when i was a kid i devoured the Dark Materials series. when they made the movie (RIP) they released a quiz to tell you what daemon you had. mine was a tiger. naturally, i was thrilled.

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laney @saltmalk.in · 28/12/2025

tigers

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B A R S U K @barssuk.bsky.social · 26/11/2024

Werewolf

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

juror. the word for the thing is juror. corporate america is rotting my brain

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I think it would be fun to be a professional jury member. I have all these opinions motivated by empathy-centric convictions please let me make that everyone’s legal problem

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

our society rewards meanness and mediocrity and this place is proof.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

the business system simply refuses to open. not for everyone. but not for me. god is gifting me OT during the busiest week of the month and i do not want it

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

dunno, just. when the reasonable, relatable, normal fucking response to Absurd Intolerable Mundane Evil is what makes someone into the very thing they rejected, i love it. i never get sick of it. it’s so easy to forget that we all have this latent beastliness in common, and we should be kind to it.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i see a child enraged at the absurdity of what is allowed to occur and i want them to get everything they want, especially if it drives them insane or turns them into a monster speaking of, how could i forget: johan monster

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i love stories where a formative thing happens to character as a child and they never let it go. griffith berserk thorfinn vinland saga ryo devilman crybaby eren attack on titan zenos ffxiv bonus if this formative event is tied to the madness of being in the world as it is.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

That’s what I get for looking at the internet before a cup of coffee

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Crazy take that ai is somehow made ethical if no environmental footprint when it is a slop behemoth marinating in stolen human work. categorically, it can never be ethical.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

trying not to lose my actual shit today at work it is barely 10am holy fuck death to capitalism death to excel death to this senseless corporate ass sucking

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

i insist the fetid sphincter of summer cease gaping already.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

i must remember that when feeling Bad i should: eat; bathe; sleep; rest; kiss the cats; and also /read/. there are countless authors who write better than i ever will. if i despair at lack of inspiration then it is my own fault.

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kill ghost @willjobst.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

truly tickled by this recommendation for “things that feel like elden ring”

Looking for books, worlds with expansive lore, dark but also immensely beautiful gothic vibes. Deeply sad/ melancholic undertones and wildly bizarre and exciting creatures and aesthetics
There's something incredibly beautiful and romantic, but deeply unsettling about the entirety of the Elden Ring universe and I would love to read something like that
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Ima be 100 percent Honest. The Old Testament bro

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rook @mintparades.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

If you make an alt to covertly RP with people who don’t like you you’re a freak and you won’t see the gates of heaven

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

When I write I am trying to reach this state of prayer with friends and strangers. No, I will not be able to let it go. I will never try to.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

When Simone Weil wrote, “Attention, taken to its highest degree, is the same thing as prayer. It presupposes faith and love. Absolutely unmixed attention is prayer.” I felt this:

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

THIS. Tbh I love exploring the ethical implications of pokemon existing and seeming to replace most (or all?) animals with sentient youkai-like creatures. It’s delightfully troublesome and makes for fun storytelling. You may pet that dog, but you may not eat that dog, yes he is a pastry

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

what is the preferred method of sharing writing these days with minimal risk of ai thievery. ellipses?

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

fuck you brainrot job i will win i will escape you and spit on your corpse.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

loose plan to improve intellectual circumstances: 1) get promoted to salary for base 70k CA pay 2) pay shit off + rebuild savings 3) ~2-3 years after promotion, go back to school for Thing that will pay if not better, then a workable wage and is intellectually stimulating 4) in the meantime, READ.

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WOLFSKULLJACK @wolfskulljack.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Girlhood

My art from 2020, a female werewolf eating meat

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

everyone got treats as an apology of course. i forgot to include myself in that but i prob should. no more making appointments while burnt tf out at the end of a hellish week.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

🤝 Men like that are animals. Best we can do is treat them like the beasts they insist on being— never alone with them, always at a distance, always ready to run or worst case, fight. Unlike animals, they know better. Being that way is a choice they’re making. It’s sick.

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《 murder barbie raphael 》 @raphaelien.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

packed up my cats for annual checkup + vaccinations and they were like your appointment is on october third. ok. going back to bed now.

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YUE @yueart.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

過去絵　絵墨

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くろいぽっぽ @kuroipoppo.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

あんまり絵がないし古い

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