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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

My problem is that I always expect people to be kind and genuine and honest and 95% of the time I end up shocked and devastated and idk how much more of it I can take.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Didn't know I could be so violently wrong about a person.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

"At what point do you think you'll stop being so trusting and full of love? Because every time you tell me a story, it's some of the most 'what the fuck did you do to deserve that' shit I've ever heard." Bruh, I wish I knew. But who am I without my enormous heart?

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

I woke up this morning with a tickle in my sinuses and I stg if I am falling ill this close to Dragon Con, I will enact the curse.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

"You look different today. Something's different." Idk what to tell you, I haven't changed anything. "You made out with a MAN recently, didn't you?" Oh, what the fuck, Joe, how could you possibly know that? 🤣

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Accidentally slept for almost 13 hours. I can't remember the last time I did that, but I guess my body really needed it.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

I've been getting migraines lately and this morning after a migraine started setting in, I got a nose bleed. So if I die, plz remember me not only as hot and sexy, but also funny.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

I love being able to feel the exact moment that my sleep meds start hitting. Like, yessss, lets gooooo, goodnight ☺️✌🏻😴

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I am so tired of losing friends, you guys. I am so easy to talk to. Why won't people just talk to me about stuff.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

I have the blood pressure of a small prey animal.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

Oops I almost forgot who the fuck I was for a second ✨️

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

My new mantra: I do not want people who do not want me. This goes for friendships, relationships, family, everything. If they do not want me, then I will not break myself into pieces trying to make them or understand why. I do not want to be where I am not wanted, so I'll leave.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

"You really are just a little gay boy inside, aren't you?" Yes.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

I'm having a bad day. "Tamaki Amajiki would be so proud of you. He would kiss you on the mouth and say, 'That's a good bunny.'" Absolutely insane thing to say to me. "Do you feel better, though?" .....a little, actually, yes.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

UPDATE: MY INTUITION IS NEVER WRONG.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

I hate that my brain always plans for the worst case scenario. Someone's tone slightly changes and my brain goes, "you should start distancing yourself so that it hurts less when they inevitably leave you." Like. Dude. Maybe they just have a lot goin on. Chill.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

I am in my loverbaby era, so somebody better come fall in love with me right now. I'm talking yearning. I want poetry. I want to surprise each other with grand romantic gestures. I want someone to be stupid in love with me and I'll be just as obsessed with them.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

I told myself I would post all of my unfiltered shit here and yet I still censor myself. I have a backlog of posts I sent to the drafts because I wasn't sure how they'd go over. Fug it, I'm posting my drafts. No one ask me if I'm okay.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

Starting a new series called Things My Friends Say where I offer no context or explanation on the unhinged things my friends say. My first submission: "My husband won't let me peg him. Damn it, I've been banned from Dave and Butthole."

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

"I know Rainy's big three!" "Yeah, so do I. Tamaki Amajiki sun, Bakugou moon, and Akaza rising." DAMN. Clocked.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

When I was in school, I was also working 3 jobs and one day while I was working at Starbucks, I answered the drive thru by saying, "thank you for calling *insert other job here* how can I.... I'm so sorry. This is Starbucks." And I still have stress dreams about that.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

Last night I was woken up by a loud thunder boom. In my half asleep state, I thought it was a bomb and my mind calmly went, "ah, yes. World War Three." A few moments later, I heard the rain and went, "oh. That makes sense, too." And went back to sleep.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

There's a psych study that shows that if you use someone's name a lot in conversation, it makes them like you more. A lot of people in sales/business use this to their advantage. However. I am here to tell you that consistently calling someone the WRONG name has THE OPPOSITE EFFECT. LEARN MY GD NAME

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

Just found out my ex, who cheated on me and left me for someone else, has been using my personal information to shop at stores exclusively for people with my specific license. Who the fuck does that. And then acts like they didn't know better. I hate people.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

I am having disproportionate emotional reactions to things today and now I am SAD and ANXIOUS 🥰

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

"You and I are very R2 and C3PO coded. You're R2, obviously. I'm stylish as hell and you've never known a god, you chaos gremlin." You know what. You're not wrong.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

I told my friend that they were raising my cortisol levels ONE TIME and now whenever any of my friends stress me out, they go, "oh, no! Your cortisol!"

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

"How am I supposed to 'Boots to the Puss' in these conditions?" -Starkillinit

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 06/03/2026

Told someone today that they hurt my feelings. They're my friend and I told them because I wanted to work through it and fix it and they basically said "fuck you, I did nothing wrong, you have no right to be mad, have a good life." So there's that.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

Some days at work are so slow that I feel like I'm being paid to sit in a cage and do nothing all day. I want to work on cosplay stuff. I'm just gnawing at the bars like:

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

Happy birthday, Suneater!! Feat. one of my favorite pictures ever

Cosplay of Tamaki Amajiki, aka Suneater, from My Hero Academia, crouched on the ground, covering their mouth and smiling

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

My coworker just asked me if I was straight. I responded with, "no? I'm very queer." And he says, "....I meant are you okay." OOPS.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

People have been drinking their dumb bitch juice this week, I stg. No one is using their brain. This is why they have critical thinking questions on tests.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 09/02/2026

Saw a post the other day that said, "I'm hyper independent because my parents were forgetting to pick me up from school in kindergarten and that taught me I can't rely on anyone." And I was SHOOK, because same. I knew it was parental issues, but I guess I didn't realize how early that shit started.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

I can't stop thinking about that little boy in his little blue bunny hat and his too-big Spiderman backpack.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 19/01/2026

My boss is out of the office this week and I have no work to do. I feel like a Regency lady like, "With all this free time, I suppose I could catch up on my correspondence." And by correspondence, I mean my Instagram messages.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 18/01/2026

Dating as a cosplayer can be tough because they'll be like, "just come over after your photoshoot!" Meanwhile, I'm sitting here like:

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

"Oh, you're cosplaying from Attack on Titan? Who is it? Mikasa? Hange? Historia? NO. IT'S THE TWINK FUCK." At least I'm consistent.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

"They could make a video game with you as an actual character. Just a 1 to 1 version of you in the sickest outfit. Perfect for cosplay. And you would still say, 'that's cool. I'm gonna cosplay the twink character instead.'" Correct.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

I don't want to be fabulously wealthy. I don't need a huge house or fancy cars. I just want to have enough money to not be filled with anxiety over checking my bank account.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

"The bitch that shits in me sees, honors, recognizes, and respects the bitch that shits in you."

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

I work in a small office with my best friend, Tommy. He just walked over to my desk and this conversation ensued: T: "Hey, which of these slang terms for cvm is the grossest to you as an asexual?" Me: "We need an HR department."

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

Oops, I accidentally let someone see the vulnerable, unhealed, messy side of me and now I want to disintegrate into the abyss.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

15 years ago, when I was 16, the local strip club, known for the large breasted women that worked there, shut down. My mother remarked how sad it was that my career was over before it even started. Everyone always knew I would turn out this way.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 11/12/2025

Plz send money for therapy. Or a gym membership. If I can't make peace with my demons, I'd at least like to be able to outrun them.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 30/11/2025

"Here's your tree, little lady! Do you have someone to help you get it inside?" No. It's just me. But that's okay. I do it alone every year. "Well. That makes me very sad." Me, too, Christmas Tree Man. Me, too.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 10/11/2025

"What if we went to play mini golf and laser tag and then we get food and binge the first half of the new My Hero Academia season? And what if we did all of that in My Hero cosplays?" Is this.... sexual attraction?

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

Sometimes I really hate that I care as much as I do. I remember everything. I ask how people's doctor's appointments went and if they ever got their car fixed and how's your wife doing, I know she just had surgery. And no one ever asks about me or remembers the things I say. It just feels lonely.

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RainyDayRoses @rainydayroses.bsky.social · 02/10/2025

I love ordering things late at night when I'm half asleep because I completely forget that I did it and then when it comes in the mail it's like a little surprise present from me to me.

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