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Changed my first diaper today :'3 what a milestone

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turns out, getting funds over here is not hard per se but incredibly obnoxious

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finally got the funds from substar. my god. this has been a huge pain in my ass

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and like!!! If you indulge in it, it's fine!!! By all means enjoy your whimsy don't let me kill it, it's just so much noise on socials and I can't deal with it all

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fuck ME dude as an artist that can do the bare minimum it is EXHAUSTING that -every- goddamn month there's this fad or this trend or this theme I'm aware of the passage of time but bitch wants a fucking break from it all

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kinktober this locktober that inktober and weretober, voretober donktober I'm sICK AND TIRED IT'S JUST OCTOBER

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no it's not about the magic of opening booster packs, this is because hasbro is forcing you to bend over and get railed so you can make more money, this entire thing sucks

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I only said ''hey to whoever is in charge of this, this fucking sucks actually'' didn't knew you weren't allowed to swear lmao oh well. it's fine. I'm just watching the game that I love die in real time

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Raddums 🇦🇷 @raddums.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I'm struggling to get my hands on funds from substar and I got some bills I gotta pay -today- would anyone be willing to give me a hand? I've been running errands with the bank all day with nothing to show for it ;;

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the monthly ko-fi repost. I'm behind on bills, rent, everything, and the repairs from last month have been kinda brutal... art soon, I promise. been under a lot of stress 😥 ko-fi.com/raddums

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I guess it's close to that feeling of warmth and safety that you get in the womb. Not sure. I've always done this, playing it out in my head, safe, under the covers. Safe from all. From everything that hurt. It's one of my happy places. Maybe it's just cope. Anyways, rain is cool asf and I love it

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A fantasy that I always had as a kid, when my family used the shower, or when it rained, was hiding under the covers in my bed, pretending that I was a creature in a cave, while it was raining outside. Safe, and warm. When everything is overwhelming to me I just put on some rain, and hide in bed.

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after some consideration I decided to slap on one of the simple ultras I had left. will report later. see if it helps.

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Haha I'm already under SRIIs but I get what you mean though. If it's any consolation...I decided to put one on.

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No no, you're right, and I have been talking with my doctors about this. Perhaps it wasn't a fair question to ask, I'm sorry. I guess I'm just letting off some steam and wanted to see if others connected with what I'm going through...

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What can I do about it, though? I feel like I have no desire to do things anymore. I'm heartbroken. I feel real empty inside sometimes and I barely got any spoons to do things that I like..

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Did I lose interest in the thing that I love or am I just, very, very depressed? :(

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Raddums 🇦🇷 @raddums.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I haven't worn a diaper in months. They're in my drawer, sitting there. I feel like if I bring myself to do it I'd be forcing myself. Idk what to do. How disinterested I've become to it. It makes me feel real sad. There's no playtime anymore. What can I do? Just do it? What if I feel bad though

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the monthly ko-fi repost. I'm behind on bills, rent, everything, and the repairs from last month have been kinda brutal... art soon, I promise. been under a lot of stress 😥 ko-fi.com/raddums

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Earl Grey Screams Club @earlgreymemes.club · 01/10/2026

she darmok on my jalad until tanagra

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Raddums 🇦🇷 @raddums.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

art stream but the only background noise in it it's a 8 hour stream of someone driving in the rain

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grown ass man intimidated by the color of the empty canvas, desperately tries to change it to feel less scawwed of the emptwy canvwas get a grip man and draw some asses

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subsequently, 2 coffees no lunch can be energizing but you need to remember the mental debuff it gives you

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do not trust your brain with an empty stomach or light breakfast

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can I eat my way out of problems? no. will I feel better after having food? most definitely. and feeling good is half the battle ig

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