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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 26m

I am not ungrateful, knowing is huge, but this has distorted everything I thought I knew about my own life in ways I couldn't have anticipated. Day 5 of existential dissolving. I can't even call this crisis. I'm absolutely disintegrating.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 26m

I'm mourning the self I'll never know with a healthy mind. I'm mourning who I could have already become if my own parents had just bothered to care for more than their own reputation and pocketbook. I'm mourning a Self I'll never be because I got support so damn late.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 26m

This song is almost a decade old. The amount of grief posted in the comments under it finds no end. But there's comfort in not being alone. I'm mourning my dead friends, having my child ripped away from me illegally, losing my best friend to deep betrayal (all of them ever)…but there's a new sorrow

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 26m

『Will you breathe through me? And calm the storm inside Just breathe through me We'll keep the fires alight I'll face down the world with you』

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CLANN - I Hold You

YouTube video by CLANN

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 8h

I have misplaced my keys so I'll have to pay to get new ones if I don't find them sharpish, but I will check this on Thursday morning

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 8h

Grateful to live in California. They just TELL US they sent it. 🫰🏾

Ss of the SOS office sending me my ballot info

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 8h

It makes me so happy she got such a global upbringing. I can see it in her art.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 8h

She's from SF originally didja know?

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 18h

Now that you're sufficiently horrified please look at what is happening with section 504. They're trying to bring back ugly laws.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 18h

I told you, at some point violence must be obvious. It works. I hate that it works but it does. It's the only language some people understand. Violence or silence. It SUCKS. I HATE IT. But it works. :/

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 18h

Everyone can grow. Not doing it is a choice.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 18h

I find alliteration effective: gooner goggles

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 18h

Don't assume I'm always gonna be around online. Back to homework, but first we dance.

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ULTRA SUNN - Night Is Mine

YouTube video by ULTRA SUNN

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 18h

I'd love to but they don't listen super well. Had one fully embarrass themselves last Wed in person. I felt my temper rising. I walked away. Went full disappointed Mom mode. They seem to be getting it but I'm done lol

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 18h

Unfortunately some also do all of them. They can grow tho

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 19h

Seems this allergic reaction is so severe my old cat scratch scar is flaring. Allergies are assholes.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 19h

Dr. Manhattan was the most relatable being in that series. I swear his experience gave him space autism or something.

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Linotype Pilgrim @symbo1ics.bsky.social · 19h

Tired man meme, a cyan man, naked, sits on a purple boulder on a pink, cratered planet. A starry, night sky spreads out behind him, and in the sky is a thought bubble:

TIRED OF LANGUAGE, TIRED OF MODELS, TIRED OF PARTY TRICKS THAT BURN UP THE WORLD

The man's left hand rests on his left knee, and his right hand is resting on his right thigh with hand hanging into his crotch. His legs are spread apart. It is a comfortable pose, but his gaze at the viewer forces us to consider his tiredness. He seems to not need oxygen. The locked gaze could last one thousand years, like his ennui.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 19h

Happy to help. Hope you can get some sleep.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 19h

Tuesdays are evil this bird's face is correct.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 19h

My cat used to LITERALLY yell at me lol

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 19h

I downloaded this vid from the Goddess Boys and intend to turn it into a ringtone so I can set a reminder timer. I'm doing homework or I'd be asleep already.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 19h

If you don't like them that's ok. I do. I have tabi socks already bc I own a kimono. I love how effing weird they are

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 20h

Knowing I was the low score on that stat spread is depressing

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 20h

Is a bail the loop holding the pendant?

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 20h

All of the DJs I listen to are cuties

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 20h

Rewriting dystopian fiction by setting it in my hometown (we all jokingly call it Vacahell and this so is my paper titled) for a very late English assignment to this

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2026 house mix | DANCE NOW :)

YouTube video by KIRA X

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 23h

Never imagined Rebecca Black would be controversial again in 2026 and yet… Anyway this was a weird break from homework I'm just gonna go back to doing that. I have things to look forward to including over 200 photos of my landlord's 1st fam reunion in 3 decades. Enjoy your misery, people. Byeeeee~

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Marin Kitagawa Waving

Alt: Marin Kitagawa Waving

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 23h

Well aren't you a ray of sunshine yourself. Birds of a feather I suppose… Good luck with whatever is clearly haunting you.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 23h

I actually can't finish the sandwich, bread is too powerful so here, have a bite. Open up! It's really good.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 23h

Friend it's nothing to do with bravery, I just genuinely don't care. Thick skin.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 23h

I had a really nice salad and a sun butter jam and apricot preserves sandwich for dinner. I hope everyone who is clearly backed up can enjoy a nice meal so they can poop comfortably! If that isn't an option there's always Dulcolax. 🫰🏾

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Marin Kitagawa My Dress Up Darling

Alt: Marin lookin smug as

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 23h

I'm honestly unflapped it'd be funny if she realized how ironic it was. Clearly mad about something else and I can't be phased this feels like a dew drop after the month I've had. Irrelevant and I'll forget it by tomorrow.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 23h

Some of you need to eat more fiber. It's pretty clear you're constipated from how you talk to other people.

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Happy Marin Kitagawa Nods

Alt: Happy Marin Kitagawa Nods

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 23h

Not really. Some of us actually like it. Katie clearly doesn't. I don't like Sophie's music but I understand why other people do. Guess Katie's just unable to have that kind of respect for differences of opinion. And that's fine. She is allowed to both dislike RB and think I'm an idiot. It's w/e.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 23h

I actually prefer Michael but this is also good.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 23h

Maybe you're just remembering Friday bc she's moved WAY past that at this point.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 23h

Well that's lame. Rebecca Black is one of a kind.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 05/10/2026

This may seem like a minor thing but confusing people about my age through strategically placed makeup and making them even MORE confused about my gender by wearing makeup while dressed like a teenage boy most of the time is one of my few thrills currently.

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Ari is not actually here tbh @raantuva.blacksky.app · 04/10/2026

You guys I can't read my bday is on a Wed this year not a tuesday I have fucking chem lab on my bday I have to spend my bday with people half my age and my same age professor Please fucking kill me this SUCKS. I can't even wear makeup p sure that's enthalpy day.

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