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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

this was a lot. that was all a lot i think the PDS goes down tomorrow when i get up. im well past the point of a public breakdown

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

every time you tell someone to read the dbt skills workbook a trans woman with bpd successfully kills themselves

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

seriously get that shit away from me. even if it could help me you fucking pricks only ever use it as a cudgel with your fucking prick therapyspeak

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

just know that the dbt workbook in particular is always insulting. may actually give the other one a chance

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

ill read the dbt skills workbook or children of emotionally immature parents or whatever it is but you still want me out of your life. i get it. it's because i'm exhausting

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

i dont want or need to be the next one to disappear with no trace

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

that's going to be me i've been having premonitions and i can't take it at all

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

every time It happens i know exactly What Transpired

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

everyone you love secretly hates you and will leave you and you will become homeless and make a choice between sex work or death on the streets

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

literally the worst thing you can be in the world is a tgirl with an attachment disorder

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

it all sounds like a big fat fucking joke doesn't it

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

it would be better than having mcdonalds delivered every night because i live in a space where i am actively barred from making food that's started up again

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

i wish i could starve to death

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

it wasn't the same without you, kit.

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freon @r-12.net · 15/09/2026

she's dead and a year on there is nothing. no tribute, no remembrance, she doesn't exist anymore. that should have been me.

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

well, time to stop having any semblance of an enjoyable life with adult-tier autonomy. i may as well kill myself

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

what fucking ever. i didn't see it coming, but all the signs were there

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

we barely speak for like 2 weeks and then you block me out of the blue. what the hell was i supposed to say? i'm still not over that

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

i love being unhealthy and having a breakdown when someone i care about mutes me (unhealthy, obsessive, parasocial behavior)

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

they made buying a steam frame a raffle dawg. we're cooked

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

as expected, post-con blues

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

how it feels when youre down to your last gram

donald duck looking wistfully at two paper thin slices of bread

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

Ok, we just made our awesome open source android keyboard app. what should we call it? guy who's about to make a generational fumble:

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

(recognized from last year)

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

its funny just how extroverted i become when surrounded within the right people

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

night striker jacket guy, im sorry i might have startled you by running up to you shouting "night striker jacket guy!!!". keep being awesome

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

shoutouts to macross shirt guy, night striker jacket guy, psikyo shirt guy, among many, many many other guys

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freon @r-12.net · 14/09/2026

theres going to be a gundam base at mall of america lets fucking go

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freon @r-12.net · 13/09/2026

oh and that i had to scrounge wires from the free pile on the other side of the convention hall. good times

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freon @r-12.net · 13/09/2026

but finding out they were pre-charged was both a pleasant surprise and also holy shit how did that not explode. did i mention i had ZERO flux. none. besides what was in the solder

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freon @r-12.net · 13/09/2026

i topped the high scores by a landslide. unfortunately, poopy did not return.

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freon @r-12.net · 13/09/2026

so this fucking boss killed me again when i tried for a 1cc on real hardware (shoutouts to kokoscript) and i didn't even get the gratification of killing it back. i love and hate you, cho ren sha.

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freon @r-12.net · 13/09/2026

as in. i soldered. directly. TO batteries. NiMh, to be fair. i would not even attempt this with lithium anything.

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freon @r-12.net · 13/09/2026

i also, somehow while stripping wires without a proper size stripper, soldered new batteries into their xtreme and it booted right up.

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freon @r-12.net · 13/09/2026

will get the pics from my mavica later tonight. saw so many other ppl with mavicas this year so glad to see we are on the same page

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freon @r-12.net · 13/09/2026

just wish it could be longer than a weekend sometimes.

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freon @r-12.net · 13/09/2026

VCFMW was a fuckin blast. thanks to all oomfs who attended and i met up with.

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freon @r-12.net · 13/09/2026

@modula-t.org's cybiko classic transferring a game (lost labyrinth, 72kb) to my cybiko xtreme. though it took so agonizingly long that i had to cancel it because their lyft arrived.

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freon @r-12.net · 13/09/2026

i will NEVER be able to think about the ruby spears mega man cartoon without having a giggling fit ever again. i will not elaborate

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freon @r-12.net · 12/09/2026

we are barley kirk, we carry the ooze

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freon @r-12.net · 12/09/2026

Im crine super mario can NOT be this serious bro 😭😭 (footage of super mario bros 2 (FDS))

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freon @r-12.net · 12/09/2026

most important thing i saw at table setup today

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freon @r-12.net · 11/09/2026

about to head out to VCFMW. my hotel, at least

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freon @r-12.net · 11/09/2026

no matter. the battery indicator rises once more. im gonna have to figure out the VM situation once im in the hotel.

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freon @r-12.net · 11/09/2026

fixed dem keys. but cutting power in the process means it has to "charge" again. i wonder what the quickest way to drain a pair of AAAs is.

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freon @r-12.net · 11/09/2026

that explains no updates since june

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freon @r-12.net · 11/09/2026

its really weird for the first time that ive upgraded to a phone with a genuinely worse camera oneplus 6 too good

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freon @r-12.net · 11/09/2026

its fully charged now only orders of business now are to see if i can fix the corroded Z and X keys, the instances of phantom key spam (likely also corrosion), and set up an XP VM to load shit onto it

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