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Ojalá tener alguien cercano con quien poder compartir todas estas ideas, no hubo peor momento para que mi mejor amiga decidiera cortar relación, ella me habría ayudado un montón con esto ;-; Igual debería ir a terapia pero no se me da bien abrirme a extraños

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Obvio no quiero que parezca que siento que los trans la tienen más fácil porque obvio no, de hecho al menos yo no tengo una disforia que me haga mierda a diario, pero el no tener las cosas nada claras es re molesto también

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Ser bigénero es re agotador dale ojalá poder estar al 100% en un lado o el otro (igual si fuese trans medio que daría bastante miedo tomar la decisión de transicionar sobre todo con una vida medio asentada)

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Mucho sacar skins para videojuegos saquen una skin para poder verme como mujer cuando se me canteeeee

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I would like to draw (can't really draw) an OC that represents the bigender me and maybe even do a manga of some kind (has no idea how to draw manga), so that way I could put out some of my bigender side into the world since I have no one to talk about it in real life

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

No sé si me tiembla la cola o hay un mini mini terremoto

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I wish I had someone in my life I could open up about this whole being bigender thing

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Day off wearing a skirt and tights is truly a blessing ☺️✌️ (especially considering it's about to be incredibly hot for the next 3 months ugh)

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

Third earthquake in Japan in a span of about a week (I'm fine)

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A couple of new outifts I've been using at home (I wish I could use wear them outside but there's no way I would pass)

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I got a new bra that I can put the breast forms directly in, so much more comfortable than having to wear a regular bra on top of the bra with the forms

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Some days I want to transition so bad but at the same time male self is like nah we good, being bigender is kind of annoying in that sense

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I want to do laser body hair removal so bad, I was shaving my legs and ass before and it took forever smh

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Btw happy pride month to everyone! (even if it's about to end 😂) I've been out too long huh

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

I'm back I've been feeling very lonely lately and I've decided that maybe I could try to connect with other people online, perhaps people with similar interests or who are lgbtq+ friendly. I wish I had people to share my thoughts with or even ask them how they've dealt with their own experiences

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Truth be told, I don't even know that I want to transition since I'm bigender. Maybe my subconcious wanted to tell me somthing?👀

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

I had a dream where my cousin asked me in the middle of a family meeting if I wanted to transition, and by only being able to answer "why'd you ask that" after a silence I made it obvious. I was only thinking how the hell did he find out It was just a dream but being outed was terrifying

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 13/08/2025

I wish I could have two bodies and change between them at will. Being bigender is a bit of a curse at times

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 11/08/2025

Instead of buying a Blåhaj I bought the wearable version (? So cuuuute 👉👈 Also the foxies 😭😭 I love the color, it's so perfect for autumn 😭 (I guess the left one matches the summer, but good luck wearing that in this furnace smh)

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

I don't feel gender dysphoria with my body, but I know I would feel euphoria if I transitioned, but oc transitioning isn't to be taken lightly.

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

A part of me wants to transition, but another one feels just fine, I guess it's the problem with being bigender 🙃

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

And like I said, she had been supporting me with all this before... I have nobody irl to talk to about all of this anymore... Who was my best friend for years couldn't care less about me anymore...

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

would've understood what we were saying), so I texted her telling her about it and... She ghosted me again... Three years we've been friends, close friends most of that time... She's discarded me entirely, I didn't want to believe she would even do that to me... I feel so alone I could die...

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

I ran into her at the station and I was so excited but... Even if we talked for a couple of minutes I didn't feel like she felt very happy to see me... She mentioned my longer hair and asked if it was bc of the whole femboy thing, but I didn't want to say that I'm bigender in public (even tho nobody

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

I don't think I'm entitled to having her let me know what happened if she doesn't want to talk to me again, but feeling discarded by your best friend for the past 3 years is a massive blow... Don't I mean anything to anyone?

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

I may not be the best person ever, I may not be the most sociable person but... Do I deserve to die alone?

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qwerty fb 🏳️‍🌈 @qwertyfb.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

I confirmed that my irl friend isn't talking to me... She was the main pillar for me, I feel so depressed... She never even said what happened, and she knows I've had that happen to me in the past and how much having no closure hurt me...

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You'd imagine I could just ask, if she is/used to be a close friend, there shouldn't be a problem with that. But... I just fear that having that conversation will push her away definetevely and I'll lose her forever. It's that fear that stops me from adressing what might otherwise be a normal issue

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I haven't met her in three months too, at first we were both busy after starting our new jobs, but even after that, she doesn't seem to be interested in spending time with me anymore... It might all be my imagination, but it doesn't feel that way at all...

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I'm definetely not good at making friends, but even when I find people that I resonate with, at one point or another they just be getting fed up with me I guess... Truth is I don't even need that many friends to be happy, but living abroad and losing your closest friend is making me feel so lonely..

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I'm not entirely sure what is wrong with me, but one way or another I've wound up having most people wanting to leave my side, even friends that I'd been close to for years...

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She's been my closest friend for almost three years, but these past couple of months I feel like she is avoiding me, and I need her in my life. I'd like to ask her directly to see what she feels like, but I am afraid of pushing her away for good...

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I don't have any other irls I'd feel comfortable discussing this topic with, plus she already knows how I've been feeling about myself and that I was dressing up as a femboy and all that, and she was very supportive, but I don't want to annoy her by approaching her when she might not want me to...

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