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cy 🪽 yaoi satan

@queerscara.bsky.social
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 27/10/2025
is anyone still active here i made a new alt
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
and when im not feeling hollow as shit the only thing i feel is sadness and anger thats really all i cant stop crying and when that stops i just feel like a knife twisted into my heart cuz geez
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
i feel so empty i want to kill myself life sucks theres nothing good out there for me
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 29/08/2025
TWO OOMFS . FUCKKKK
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 29/08/2025
oomf likes r/nin..... and called him hot I CANT SAY ANTYHING I ODNT WANT TO BE MEAN I CANT
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 28/08/2025
i need to die mylife is horribleeeeee
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 21/08/2025
flins being two of my oomfs fav characters,,, what if i killed myself right now
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 20/08/2025
IM SELECTIVE SHARING BUT LIKE UAGHHH I WISH I WASNT SO SENSITIVE ABOUT OTHERS LIKING MY FAVE CHARACTERS
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 20/08/2025
too many oomfs likes flins ,,,, very uncomfy of that cuz they're talking abt him sexually and romantically euheuehe
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 17/08/2025
why r people so comfy of telling others shit im only telling them its so embarassing lmfao .....
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 03/08/2025
if one more thing goes wrong in my life im going to kill myself
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 03/08/2025
ihate being clingy i was telling my bf about how much i miss him like full on spamming and then like just saying im a bother im sorry for being like that then avoiding him again then he had to comfort me i hate the feeling of being comforted its so eughhhhhhhhh 💔💔
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 02/08/2025
iwanna shove like a bunchhh of meds down my throat and shoot myself with a gun then maybe i can feel something
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 26/07/2025
dedication, time, & effort > paying money to get a character because i want to earn them not buy them
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 24/07/2025
switching between wanting to give love and wanting to push away
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 23/07/2025
dni kei i have met 2 keis in my life and they fucked me over so badly
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 20/07/2025
imso tired w life bro just kill me atp
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 20/07/2025
cried last night becuz of flashbacks i miss my ex kind of i miss how we played games tgt honestly but me suiciding kind of ruined it all why was my mental health so shit to the point he just randomly blocked me then shit talked behind my back
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 19/07/2025
nevermind my head hurts plans ruined life sucks
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 19/07/2025
life is becoming good again huzzah i might take my bf on a date :)
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 15/07/2025
everythings getting worse hashagdghagdsahjaewfgvcda
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
i need someone to feed into my ego i wish i had like a speaking robot that just glazes me every second of my day
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 28/06/2025
my bf's cousins are over and i went down to bring down my plate bc i eat anywhere but the dining table then immediately i went down the stairs his cousins started to talk about my eyes since im blind and how do i even function as a human being due to my illnesses :(
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 25/06/2025
am i even real
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 25/06/2025
nobody is real everyone is just on this huge plan to act human so they can trick me into thinking they are real im the only real one everyone else is just robots am i living in a simulation
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 25/06/2025
i think im in a coma what if i died at 11 from my attempt and this is what my life would've been
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 24/06/2025
even worse i gained this phobia ever since i was 5yrs old. it only ever gotten worse ohhh this is so painful i hate this but i gotta tuff it out as i check my pulse for the 6th time in 30 mins
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 24/06/2025
i cant stop thinking about it im going to start crying why am i so scared about smth so stupid
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 24/06/2025
ijm so scared i hate this
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 24/06/2025
can this bitch stop complaining that i opened the car door too big and hit the wall??? YOU GAVE ME 0 SPACE TO WORK WITH. ITS GOING TO CLOSE ON ME???? ohmygod i need her to kys now one day i'll kill her but i dont wanna go to jail
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 23/06/2025
the light feels weird i feel like my scalp should be ripped off from how weird it feels too i can feel every atom touching me and my whole body is itchy
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 23/06/2025
like bro my irl just told me she has a friend with a VERY similar name to my oc and she likes gri*fer too (my oc x canon btw.) like ok.... if u wanna be me so badly u can just say it 🤣🤣🤣🤣
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 23/06/2025
ijust think ppl who like the same interests as me or any of my fav characters are just copycats bc they wanna be me lowk #glazing myself
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 22/06/2025
(someone does something sarcastic in a mean way, so i be sarcastic in a mean way too) "you really need to learn manners!" i tell them im being sarcastic bc they were being sarcastic they say they were being srs NO U WERE NOT!!!! YOU'RE JUST AS RUDE AS ME GO JUMP OFF A BRIDGE NOW!
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 22/06/2025
AND CLOWNZY!!!!!! a little longer than parfies but like both is so yum
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 22/06/2025
parfies is my new interest i love them so much holyshittt
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 22/06/2025
oughhh 12k+ screenshots 6k+ h*yv pictures that i didnt know was 6k. 2k+ photos i find funny 7k+ of everythinf else ouuhhh what the hell!!!!!!
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 22/06/2025
mycomputer that i had for 6 years plz plz plz if u die on me im actually going to stab someone IT HAS 20K+ FILES ON THERE I ACNT LOSE IT!!!!
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 22/06/2025
ifeel so empty this is actually makinf me so frustrated i want feel angry but i cant i think about it but nothing is in my body only an emptiness i cant get rid of i feel tears that i want to cry out yet no matter how hard i try nothing is coming out ts so funny 🤣🤣🤣🤣
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 21/06/2025
this song is so good.... i lovr it so much if i can kin a song i would kin this
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 21/06/2025
honeymoon is everlasting need to know our love's not passing oh i hope the world has fashion long after we drink the passion cmon cmon cmon cuz i like what i like oh i need it on my body and i need it tonight cmon cmon cmon cuz i like what i like idc about forever i just want it tonight !!!!! /lyr
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 21/06/2025
imjoypilled right now because imnworking o ny oc im nof joypoleld because uhm i have work to do hahahahahahahahahaha
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 21/06/2025
ithink everyone hates me but thats okay because i am not living past 20 the opps win 🤫🤫🤫🙏🙏🙏
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 21/06/2025
im getting so overwhelmed and everything ppl r talking to me and im already irritated one wrong word and i might fucking kill myself
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 21/06/2025
i need one of em anger rooms but theres like a human like statue there where theres like red liquid inside to represent blood so when i absolutely destroy it i can see the blood i need that rn so i cna pretend im killing my irl when im not
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 21/06/2025
now im crying because of some bitch that wont HURRY THE FUCK UP IF I SHARE YOU MY FOOD (which i wont anymore because everyone is actually irritating me so badly) THEN EATING IT SO SLOWLY?????? IDGAF IF ITS HOT. BURN YOUR FUCKING TONGUE OFF THEN nobody wants to hear you speak anyways!
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 21/06/2025
IMSO FUCKING PISSED AT EVERYTHING FOR MONTHS NOW imlashing out too much i scream at people for no reason they get mad because i have "no manners" YOU'RE PISSING ME OFF BY DOING NOTHING GO JUMP IM GOING TO PUNCH MYSELF IN FRONT OF YOU THEN KILL YOU
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 20/06/2025
i might try blood art again one day but uaghh what if it dries up too fast and becomes brown dawg thats so UGLY
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 20/06/2025
i actually need to send a knife up into my irl's head and watch as the blood gush out but i dont think thats enough for me i desperately need something to die right now to relieve my anger
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cy 🪽 yaoi satan @queerscara.bsky.social · 20/06/2025
im returning back to altsky because tw/t isnt a good enough place for me to rant and lash out my anger at something or someone or me
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