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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Latest That Time on Murder She Wrote got like 3 claims on it so it’s currently in review, but if you’re a patron you can watch it a full week early without ads and your pledges will go to buying my angel baby cat new treats! www.patreon.com/PushingUpRoses

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

No joke, I was in the middle of writing a video about his roles in video games, and was struggling to finish it. I will definitely finish it now.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Oh, Tim. You were my favorite. Thank you for your amazing characters and for giving us a memorable Gabriel Knight. Heartbroken.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

…did I just say I cut the cheese. That wasn’t intentional. What is wrong with my brain.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

I just spent an hour trying to figure out which words were restricted in a message I wrote on OF about BDD - I could NOT figure it out and the site doesn’t tell you which words you can’t use. Finally managed to chop it up enough to send it out. Maybe it was “cheese”, cause I cut that and it worked.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

Despite my health insurance not covering mental health care, it DOES cover my endometriosis care. So even though I am insane, I will at least have pain management. So there’s that.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

Seriously. Still kinda fuming about it. But: <3

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

I finally found a doctor who listened and took me seriously when I described my pain. Everyone else was like “Ah okay, well you got heavy periods, it happens.”

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

It’s so weird, I feel like I’ve been telling doctors the SAME thing since I was 15, but it took this long to get a diagnosis? I just… what? I thought all this pain was NORMAL.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Sorry for the rambling, friends. I’m still upset over the EMB procedure and the fact that I am THIS OLD getting an endometriosis diagnosis, reflecting on “So this all could have been better way earlier on?” I’ll stop whining and deal.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

The last biopsy I had, the doctor said to my face “Yeah we usually do this under anesthesia.” I’m sorry, what?

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Leading up to getting an endometriosis diagnosis, I had to get ton of tests to rule out cancer, despite it NEVER being cancer, and every test was absolutely horrible. Sticking, poking, scraping, and not in the fun way. Fucking hell, we need better pain management for this shit.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

Actually I think this might knock some other things out, so maybe this means there’s a few LESS?

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

I would rather get both of my kneecaps tattooed at the same time for 5 hours than do that procedure again.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

Maybe she’s born with it… maybe it’s ✨endometriosis✨ Yep. After all this time, that’s what it is and I’ve just been ignoring it. Also: endometrial biopsy? Why do we just let women SUFFER? I am traumatized, that was the worst pain I have EVER HAD.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

Here is my piece dried and painted a little more. Curious as to how it makes you feel? What you see?

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

Today someone left a shitty comment on one of my friend’s pieces saying it didn’t look intentional, and that art cannot be accidental. Which is… the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard. Of course it can be accidental - Bob Ross made happy accidents in his pieces all the time.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

You really just need to burn it all down sometimes.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

Here is my latest piece. It’s called Mass Destruction.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Also, it is always extremely scary to post things like this on my socials, but I do it anyway. Because I am a badass (if I keep telling myself that, it’s true). Anyway, be chill. <3

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

What time is it? It’s UNFLATTERING PHOTOS TIME. Yes, every now and then I talk about BDD on here while posting extremely not good pics of my face, because believe it or not, it’s a method that helps. ENJOY MY DOUBLE CHINS. onlyfans.com/2587468920/p... Also featured: Pink underwear.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

(I don’t know if you knew but I am from Chicago) (also it’s not real but I kinda wish it was)

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Netflix: “Here’s a documentary you might like! <3 <3” (Maternal Instinct pops up) Me: Oh! Okay then. Two hours later: …I… wish I hadn’t watched that.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Aww thank you! It’s really interesting finding out you’re “good” at something later in life.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Here’s where I am: I am considering chopping her head off.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Let me say this with my full chest: This is difficult. Struggling, but it’s also my first figure. Really trying with the help of my instructor, but damn. If I walk away with anything even SORT of cool/evocative, I will be happy.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

They’re not feet as much as they are galoshes. Maybe she’s sitting in a rain puddle.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

I like my maquette more than the actual sculpture that’s happening. Ceramics and clay have changed my entire life and I love it but wtf are those feet.

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Rocked @rocked.net · 29/06/2026

Pride representation is more common in heavy music than you’d think. This video looks at 10 LGBTQ+ Rock & Metal Musicians. Watch here: youtu.be/MLd2LrPPGMY

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

Hi, yes, I am here. Thank y’all for all the MSW ep recs, I do document all of them. Since I truly love the show and have seen all the episodes, I always go by suggestions for my youtube reviews.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

Lulz I’m learning figure sculpture. My maquette is fine, larger piece is… okay. It’ll come together. My stuff is so ugly until it not.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

How is so much AI slop ending up on Steam? The fuck is going on?

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

In case you missed it the other day! If you’ve ever wanted to see Mrs. Brady sing country songs, this is the episode for you.

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Mykael Wyvern — 🔮🧙🏻‍♂️🐉 @wyvern.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

that accent is pretty bad

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

Perfect Tides: Station to Station might be the most well written game I’ve ever played.

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

New video is now up! This Murder She Wrote episode seriously has one of the WORST detectives I've ever seen, he's so irritating. Consider liking, sharing, commenting, and everything else if you liked it. :) www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tCc...

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

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PushingUpRoses 🦇 @pushinguproses.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

Sorry for the radio silence. My BiL passed the other week and I’ve been spiraling in and out of grief. I did get a video done though, and it will go public tomorrow morning on my youtube channel.

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Rigil Paix 🏳️‍⚧️ @rigilpaix.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

Paging @pushinguproses.bsky.social to the wacky novelty chicken lamp… phone

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