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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I wasn't so sure about getting this jumbo Snoopy, however: A) He makes me feel very smol, being roughly the scale to my current size as the one that occupied my crib as a baby. B) I have multiple Snoopy shirts/outfits yet to be shot C) Look how excited Lucky is to have a big brother!

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I wasn't sure if I should go blue (accurate) or pink (embarrassing) for my new cage, so I followed my heart and landed on white. I'm a proper virgin, both front and back, and intend to remain as such. In the end, white is the correct color for a diaper-boy with no other intentions.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

The vinyl mattress protector in my crib is in that ideal state where it's stiff & crinkly but not brittle enough to break and I'm hoping it lasts for at least another month. I could get a waterproof cloth protector that'd last, but the $18 it costs a few times a year is nothing relative to diapers.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

One trend I'll never understand is PJs/rompers/etc with a thin little collar that's somehow always cut too wide. Give me a thick, ribbed collar that sits at my actual neckline or no sale.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Just got manager approval to work from of Japan for a whole month of next year. No idea what'll be happening with the company by then (I'm still freelance, but working full time) or if I'll commit to 4 full weeks away from my nursery, but the option is exciting.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Air conditioner in the nursery just died in the middle of the worst heat wave of the year. I could make my landlord replace it, but would rather A) not wait and B) avoid the conversation with the handyman, so it was off to Home Depot. 3 very sweaty, frustrating hours later and I'm up and running.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

I live in an apartment in the heart of a major urban center, I'm about as far from living near a dock as you can get (well, I am 30 mins from the beach, but I'll never make enough to properly access it.) Given that, I don't need these $130 Cookie Monster dock boots, right? Like = buy them anyways.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I've had an open adoption form for a long time - what I've learned from 3-4 very close attempts is that guys interested in diapering/babying a boy in a purely parental nature do exist - but most are far too close to their families to commit to a kink lifestyle. Break the stigma, problem solved.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

If more boys in their 20s have a proactive caregiver these days, it's likely due to my generation stepping up to the plate and slowly breaking the cycle of the no-strings attached hook-up culture that too many of the old guard refuse to let go of.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Don't get me wrong, I'm totally into the concept of using your diaper for everything... but without a sub/dom context, count me out. If you're super into messy diapers sans context, go enjoy, but please don't take it personally if I unfollow. We're just from different sides of changing table.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

"Aww, sorry buddy, but now that the sun is going down earlier, Mickey wants to be in bed at 6:30 sharp. You're welcome to stay up later, but he'll be awfully lonely stuck in the crib all by himself... so what'll it be? That's what I thought, let's go get your PJs on"

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

Benefits of having a Mickey Mouse obsessed boy: Self-identified boyscout. Very easy to shop for. “What would Mickey think of that?” stops most bad behavior. Will eat anything served in Mickey bowl/plates or cut into ear shapes. Will accept whatever “Mickey’s” nap/bedtime is to avoid separation.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Don't forget guys, a proper BDF starts on Thursday night. NRU Tinimals + 2 Sunkiss boosters + Northshore 2XL booster = I'm probably not changing until mid/late afternoon tomorrow.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

"Serving Tray" or "Adult Sized Toddler Plate?" A rose by any other name would smell as sweet.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Tonight's homework assignment, sorting out how to get these new fist mittens on/off without assistance for the next photo set I've got planned. If my hands were bigger, I don't think I could do it. Were the clips locked or my hands unable to touch, these would be pretty much inescapable.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

A grownup saying "use your words" not because you're acting up, but because you said "stomach" and not "tummy."

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Do you guys think discovering you're working in the largest way-station for adult baby diapers in the USA is part of the the Niles, IL FedEx warehouse training, or just something you find out from a coworker/broken box?

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

12 new shirts professionally hemmed to diaper level are shipping out today and I'm very excited. Seamstress got them on Monday, had them ready by Weds, asked zero questions about the designs. Got a lot more work headed her way.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Please go wash/vacuum your stuffies and don't let them get all matted and discolored - I've had the same group of Pooh friends for at least 15 years and I've even loved most of the stripes off my Tigger, but they're still going strong.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

Stupid summer being all dumb and hot when my new Tigger playsuit is super soft and cuddly and all I wanna do is bounce around with Roo (Eeyore one arrives today, Pooh/Piglet later this week.)

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

Rational Brain: I should get a Fitbit to help track my activity. ABDL Brain/Internal Parent: You're wearing a cheap boy's Mickey Mouse digital watch with a pedometer feature all day, every day, and that's final!

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

I want to only be allowed garbage technology that's been poorly reskinned with popular cartoon characters, and I want to be DESPERATE to access it. An hour in the car with my Paw Patrol: The Movie themed VTech Learning Tablet, with it's bad 90s-programmed MIDI music and 400 pixel screen? WOW!!!!!!!

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

It doesn't matter if I'm carrying this backpack or a caregiver is, I don't think anyone will be left wondering exactly who and what it's for.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Go wait in the corner, buddy, Pooh and I will be with you shortly.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

"Too hot for diapers? Not as hot as your little bottom is gonna be if I don't find you waiting on the changing table, under at least 3 layers of diapers ready for me to tape up in 5 minutes. Plastic-backed only. Since you're so warm, I guess that's all you'll need for game night with the fellas."

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Diapers are EVERYTHING. Not just everything to me, they're literally everything, depending on context. Clean/dirty, comforting/humiliating, square/round, convenient/cumbersome, blessing/curse, desired/forced, perfumed/disgusting. Diapers are embracing the dichotomy of life, the ying and yang.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Keeping a boy babied is the best way to enhance all aspects of your life. The bathroom is a luxury when seeing someone is stuck packing his Pampers daily. You didn't consider solid foods decadent until seeing baby eat his mush. Big-boy sex is way hotter when a house member only humps his Huggies.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Life hack - use a stocking clip to keep your shirt from rising up when wearing shortalls/overalls. Got that nice onesie look/tightness without modification.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

Good boy outfits take way more effort for me than sissy outfits. Girl clothes? You just need a good eye, order it and send measurements, add a petticoat - done. Boy clothes? I need to find the top here, jacket there, pray there is a matching bottom recent enough to get 2nd hand, then sock/shoes...

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

To say that I love these new Pooh jeans would be an understatement. The high waist makes room for a boosted diaper, the flat front hides things pretty well, while the back really accentuates a nice square bottom. Stretchy denim, little boy dressed my a millennial mom cut/wash. Buying more for sure.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Randomly threw the bow tie I was wearing on my Simba the other week when putting my bib on for dinner and this is just his look now - my dapper little lion.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Spiking your date's drink with a synthesized version of the chemicals released in a parent's brain when they hold their newborn child for the first time and quietly waiting for them to start fussing over you.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

In other "why didn't I do this sooner?" news, I finally added a Mickey mobile to the crib that matches the footboard art.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

Why did it take me so long to figure out my wimpy little wrists are small enough to fit a child's watch? I'm not even at the widest size, there are still 3 eyelets left.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

Computer, show me the perfect padlock for my crib - Mickey's ears should sit precisely between the bracket and it should have a white base to match the paint. (Gotta get another for the other side of the rail, thankfully they're easy to find.)

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

If you dig really deep into over 100 pages of Mickey designs on Amazon, eventually you reach the ones made for preschoolers in adult sizes - I have a ridiculously large cart built up right now.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

"Aww, baby boy, I know we agreed that chastity was one of your hard limits, but look how pokey your little solider gets whenever I bring it up! You'd better enjoy it while it lasts..."

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

The inexplicable desire to have so many diapers that you can't open a cabinet in your home without a comical level of padding falling onto you like a poorly written 90s sitcom.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Shout out to the booster in my nighttime diaper for breaking open this morning and taking me out of the moment right before I was a naughty little boy, thank you for your service 🫡

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Have you ever dreamed of an ideal object, only to search online and find that it actually exists in the real world? I have. 2 down, 2 more left to find. Very glad my brain latched onto Mickey at an early age, this kind of thing would be almost impossible with another character.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

3 continuous weeks in diapers with no stickies has me 🫠 right now, but I'm pretty committed to this plan.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

I'm starting a 3 month contract at work (normally hourly at a decent rate, now 40 hrs at same price) which is likely to be renewed indefinitely. As such, I'm setting a new rule: when under contract, there must ALWAYS be diapers in transit to me. Not just ordered, not out for delivery - in transit.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

Potty training is the ultimate necessary evil. Yes, I'd still be attracted to diapers if I'd never been out of them, but going BACK into diapers - as in "Sure, we said these were bad & gross once, but you're just too incapable and/or too cute to not be in Huggies" - pushes my buttons so much harder.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

I was worried the red leather would turn out too dark, but it's just the right middle ground between the maroon decal on the side and the brighter red harness and pretty clearly Mickey Mouse colors. The slick patent leather really gives it a "easy clean up for mealtime" vibe.

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

My little side has pretty much refused to eat off anything other than these melamine Mickey plates ever since I got them two years ago (to the point where I bought 2 extra sets) and now they've made matching bowls! I predict a slight decline in solid foods coming up...

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Pudge (Behind The Scenes) @pudgeafterdark.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

🎵It’s a diaper-cuck life, for us🎵 🎵It’s a diaper-cuck life, for us🎵 🎶Instead of potty, we get pamps🎶 🎶When we piddle, we get damp🎶 🎵It’s a diaper-cuck life, for us🎵 🎵It’s a diaper-cuck life, for us🎵

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