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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Damn. Took four loads in my ass and two down my throat tonight. But am up waaaaaay too late because of it.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Someone finally let me record them getting their dick sucked by me. Video to come later.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Why is enough never enough for me?

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Having roommates as a slut can be such a bummer sometimes.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Y'all. I have tipped over into the dark side of board gaming: I've now played four different variations (out of like 200+) of a system of train company operation and stock manipulation simulation games. I'm operating at peak nerd shit these days.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

This cute fun little nerdy punk cub just fucked me for like an hour straight. hashtagblessed

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

God I love getting fucked outside at night. And sucking dick in the dark. And getting six dicks in one night.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Absolutely could never date anyone who watches vertical video with the sound on their phone speaker in public. Red line.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I've been getting fucked so much recently and I love that.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I'd do just about anything to eat cum off a cute fat guy's hole right about now.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Leaning into my grumpy elder slut era. Get in my holes or get off my lawn!

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

I just wanna find a cute chubby guy who would like to spend time reading, watching movies, and/or playing games together, and also wants their dick sucked for hours and hours on the regular.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Who the fuck can actually afford a Grindr plus subscription? Those prices are absolutely wild.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Sucked off three big bears in the past 24 hours, ate one out (possibly for his first time?) and got railed by a massive dick (that I'm definitely out of practice for, but I power(-botttomed) through). A bright future awaits. Life uhh... finds a way. But also. MORE DICK.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

Well. Guess he has to be a prick about absolutely everything.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

MTV True Life: I Left My House To Suck A Dick And My Parking Spot Was Still There When I Got Home

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

Still just utterly stunned by how terrible people are to each other on the apps. Just no conception of another human on the other end. And just how many people this applies too. Stop wasting people's time, show up or use your words to cancel, get to the point, be honest with others and yourself.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

Went to one of the gay campgrounds that I hadn't been to nearby yesterday for a day trip during bear weekend. Kind of a mixed bag. Had a nice time with a nice guy, and got some good socializing in. But also felt like an outsider at times, just outside the bear cliques that always emerge.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

In chat, I said I was running a multi-decade study to see if it was possible to fuck someone smart (as opposed to fucking them stupid). Someone asked where they could sign up.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

I'm way too cool, fun, hot and good with my holes to have as much trouble dating as I do.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

My Sniffies profile says I'm into "most ages (20+)," with that last bit there because I kept getting 19yos pestering me. Some random 25 year old cub seeking twinks was in my DMs on there overnight calling me ephebophilic and disgusting for being 40 and seeking out 20 year olds.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

So I guess a dry spell it's gonna be, huh?

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Would anyone want to play a campaign of Gloomhaven via Steam? It's currently on sale.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Someone should put their dick in me.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

Nothing like doing some grocery shopping with the smell of balls still on your face.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

I'm officially single (but still poly). My ex reacted really poorly when I tried to hold him accountable in the kindest way possible for some bad behavior, and just blocked me on everything and banned me from the bathhouse he works at. It's all just a part of a long, terrible pattern.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

I have a really difficult conversation/confrontation I need to have that I have no idea how to have.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

No longer seeking a partner in order to find companionship, support, and sex, but rather just to have someone to play extended campaign board games with.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

God, I need to get laid after my pet-sitting gig is done.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

Sigh. I'm saying goodbye to the bathhouse. I was no longer comfortable with the circumstances that allowed me to have free access to it, and I can never afford the actual cost of entry (nor is it worth the gamble given the payoff rate). It sucks, but I needed to do it for my integrity.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Emotionally crashing out a little. In a manageable controlled way but yeah. Just hit with the real bad feels in a way that hasn't happened in awhile.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Sigh. My fucking car got broken into again. I don't need this shit in my life.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

It's not the big one, but it'll whet the appetite for now. (Yes, this is ghoulish. So was that man's entire reason for existing.)

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

I'm detoxing from all the cute boy kisses from over the weekend and I don't like it. Someone please help me relapse.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

I'm just giddy with a full heart. What a beautiful weekend. I kissed so many lovely, lovely boys. Played some fun games. Had some hot sexual encounters. Saw all kinds of cool suits and cosplays. Spent time with people I value a lot. Anthrocon weekend truly fucking magical.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

Despite inflation, I'm still out here offering ass AND belly at the same great value you've been accustomed to.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Tested negative! Free from horny jail just in time to have sex with so many cute chubby furries!

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

I have the title for the memoir about my sex life: I Wish Anyone Else Thought That. Which is what a friend I have a crush on said to me when told them it's criminal that someone as sexy as them was having trouble getting laid. They didn't intend for that to be a dagger in the heart at all, but oof

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

I'm a 40-year-old man who just fucked up boiling pasta.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

Waaaaah. I want to be allowed to suck dick again already.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Booooo. I caught something and am now in horny jail. I'll go get treated tomorrow. But I made sure to get tested well in advance of Anthrocon so I can be a full on slut then. Honestly, probably best to have a bit of a break before then so I don't go catching something right beforehand.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Hadn't seen a favorite fuck buddy in awhile. I guess he's trying to be faithful to his girl. He did decide that it would be ok to jerk off into my mouth though.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Danzig was really onto something with "My cum will be your life source."

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

I switched over to my main account for the first time in months and it's all a bunch of fucking sports talk. I came for bad takes and worse news, not the monoculture! Dick-and-ass-ville will never betray me like this. I'm sorry that I tried to stray.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

"Suck daddy's dick" makes me feral.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

I swear, I just want to spend the rest of my life sucking strange men's dicks in dark rooms.

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Neurotic City @psychedelibear.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

A new favorite thing is having a guy shoot in my mouth and then licking his hole with his cum on my tongue.

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