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Idle-Minded @idle-minded.bsky.social · 07/12/2025

Have a saturday night nico robin that I may never get around to coloring. Was drawn in august. I put lots of unfinished and misc stuff on my Patreon if you want to toss be a few bucks tip.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 06/12/2025

My body can't do this much more. And oddly... I don't mind. It feels nice to be at this point. I just scared that people will be mad at me going too far with this

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Reasle Deasle @reasticdino.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

{🎄DOODLE🎄} Starting off the Holiday's with an Elphelt!! So jolly and whimsical. Making Gingerbread for the whole Guilty Gear crew. (Trying out drawing bigger shapes here, hope it looks good. hehe) #GGST #GuiltyGearStrive #Elpheltvalentine #ELPHELT #ELPHELTNATION

A doodle of Elphelt Valentine from Guilty Gear. Here drawn plus size and in a holiday themed outfit. She's holding a whisk and a bowl of gingerbread cookie mixture.

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Ishi // (× x ×) @ishiexe.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

[ 0908 ] ARMORED MEOWSCARADA 🟥

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FrozenMullet @kishgull.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

Toxic Nerscylla gf who steals all your hoodies and tears them up so they fit her better #モンハンワイルズ #MHWilds

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Maeve! @grandeschaton.bsky.social · 01/12/2025

Really bad art block tonight, so I am just drawing fun shapes instead.

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Kiwipancakes @kiwipancakes.bsky.social · 27/11/2025

Third commission for @muldi.bsky.social Happy thanksgiving everybody I hope we can all enjoy this plump bird today heh. I’ll be working on the thanksgiving special which likely I’m gonna post a couple different parts throughout this weekend ;3 #ssbbw #bbw #fatfur

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Or-Fi-S @or-fi-s.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

Commission for @lynnshark.bsky.social #OrFiS.Art

lynn, a miqo'te woman with two ttails in solution nine is standing in an alleyway next to some vending machines. She's sipping up a baby behemoth themed hoodie

Miqo'te woman lynn has zipped up her behemoth hoodie, turning her into a behemoth taur. her top half is still normal miqo'te size, but her bottom half is a huge behemoth who is 4 stories tall, even while standing on all four feet.

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Basil 🌱 @basil-mage.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

Pubby

Drawing of a puppy with the caption; "Is my body lovable? Yes forever and always"

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meowmymyamo @meowmymyamo.bsky.social · 27/11/2025

dont have anything for thanksgiving but i do have this old guilmon drawing i made

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wenisberry @wenisberry.bsky.social · 14/11/2025

Putting the Tum in Autumn 😊 About time to be cozy outside instead of sweaty outside

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 14/11/2025

Health check. Worse than they expected. Nothing changes. Force myself on. I want this to be my way. And every inch I gain is worth it. Even when it is beyond hurting now.

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✨️Luk4s✨️ @lucasart6663.bsky.social · 06/08/2025

Hungry Gelatinous 🍫

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Doux (is trying to relax) @gobonox.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

Aunt devy love her family

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🍔 Lomie @yelomie.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

Day 24-25: A little bit more + Cheeks Immobility is right around the corner, clearly... #fattytober

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villaru - comms closed! @villaru.bsky.social · 18/10/2024

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villaru - comms closed! @villaru.bsky.social · 18/10/2024

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dooj @doordoordoordoor.bsky.social · 02/10/2025

they had to downgrade her parts D:

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𝔰𝔞𝔩𝔢𝔪 ☾ ❤️‍🔥 @w0lfertinger666.bsky.social · 28/10/2025

beach date 🐁💜🐈🏳️‍⚧️

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 28/10/2025

My body is so... Very behind overtaxed. I can't keep awake much this last few days due to airflow. But meds are keeping me going. Must push more.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 25/10/2025

And it means you aren't dealing with my shit. Right? My depression I know some of you hate dealing with. I've been snapped at by some for it. Sorry for that. So. I'll delete stuff on Monday because I need to work out a thing with communication for things. Sorry for being that bad. I just am.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 25/10/2025

I can't sit and wait and be told people are there, while they aren't. When they vanish mid talk. Or go quiet when I'm down. But I get why. That's why I'll be going quiet. I know when I'm just not wanted by people. This has happened before. I just don't have the days to wait...this fixes things.

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wenisberry @wenisberry.bsky.social · 24/09/2025

Ah, perfect, carrying all that fat around gets tiring!

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 15/10/2025

... I'm sorry. From the bottom of my heart. From what's left of my rotten soul. I'm sorry I've been so evil to you all. And failed to live up to the worth I should have. I'm sorry.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 15/10/2025

And now... I've just... The point I know I'm better off home has reached a point I'm just... Certain. There is this pressure in my heart that feels so sure now. That everyone is better I go. That I'm the mistake. I'm the monster that ruins lives. It won't leave my head. I've not slept.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 15/10/2025

I've... Had so many people leave me. Rightfully. And as I've changed, and learned... I'm scared I'm always clawing onto people. That everyone is a breath away from leaving. That I'm not loved. Pr liked. Or tolerated. The more my condition made me a freak show. The stronger that got. The fear.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 15/10/2025

... And with my health where it is... I guess, that memory came back. I'm making everyone unhappy. I'm still alive. People would get things when I'm gone. People would be happy... And that's ... It's not all I want. I'll admit. I wish I didn't feel scared everyone will leave me.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 15/10/2025

When I was young, I was always having to fight to keep friends. To prove I'm worthy. Even to people I was in love with. Bottles of soda. Snacks. People let me hang out. Soon it wasn't enough. Games. Controllers. Soon systems. I gave away guitar hero 2... The second day I had it... To be liked.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 29/08/2025

Can't breath today. ...a little my own fault.

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Eligecos @eligecos.bsky.social · 28/08/2025

ele-friendos

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 28/07/2025

...I think I just gave up... When I can't face fighting medical bill systems over and over to keep my care, because they won't pay me on time... I think I'd rather be dead...over this small amount. But I'm done. Fuck it. Rest well all.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Sorry for all this. I really am. This is my dark account for a reason. I'm sorry tro be that annoying. Ignore this. Move on. I'm sorry. I'll just keep quiet for a while. But...at least i get why im alone.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Im scared that's coming...that the dream will be what happens when its over. Ive never been scared of death, but that scares me so much and suddenly...i feel its coming...god, im so scared. Ive just...not escaped this for so long. No venting my mindset. Ive kept away from people a lot more.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

For every person who does, the room gets darker, crushing and smaller, and i try and scream. I scream as much as i can, but nothing. I beg. Even Micky forgets. Vulcan. Everyone. I scream, and i scream, and i scream. Till im on my own, no one remembers. I just beg and i wake up crying every time.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

I've never told this really. My biggest fear is being alone. Deeply alone. My nightmare is when im dead, im in a box. A room. Big enough for me, but only just. It has a screen. That screen plays a switching image of all the people i love and i have to watch you all forgot me.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

And...I'm scared what it will feel like. Will i be forgotten. Will everyone move on fast. Do i want them to. Do i want people to forget the stupid monster...am i that easy to forget. Do i deserve to be remembered. What does it matter. Everyone is forgotten in time. I'll be alone.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

The last week has felt...weird. Something's coming. I've felt a lot of peace in things. We haven't felt that in a while. It's strange. Like maybe the end is that close. Like September is a long way away. That is how it feels. It's made me lonely feeling suddenly. I'm going to be alone soon.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

I am someone who holds mistakes like weights. Chains. I let it drag me to the bottom of a well. One that will drown me, and i wont fight it. I just don't deserve the good i get for the bad ive done always needs to be made up. This is why i believe in karma. A warped version anyway.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Almost 5 years ago now, i made a mistake. I hurt people i loved. I haven't forgiven myself, and I still curve back into that hate pretty easily. It's not till recently i became friends with one of those people i hurt. I made a push to say sorry. It got me them back. I feel wrong wtih it.

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Proxy W - The bulk of all data @proxyraptaur.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

I'm gonna post this on this side of my accounts. I feel like i need to maybe ....vent a little. It's personal. Feel free to just ignore this if you want. I'm lonely of late. It's not the lonely that makes sense. I have firends, and love, and i am keeping it all at arms length.

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