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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 10h

My pain has me in such a haze like I feel like the day just grazed by me. no update on my xray still and probably wont get it til monday.

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 20h

no matter what I did it felt like it got worse and combined with being told by my mother that i "needed to stop grunting in pain" even though i couldnt control it at all it hurt so fucking bad

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 20h

i was in two episodes of writhing pain last night which both lasted an hour ish, it felt like there was a blackhole in the right side of my body when i breathe. it was sharp, hurt so much.

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

mom be like ill take u to the hospital if you want. i go take me to the hospital. she goes. they wont do anything for you. ok

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

if i disassociate hard enough nothing is wrong in my life and i dont have the passive want to off myself

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Phis 🌐⚠️ @onlinetoxicity.newgrounds.com · 09/10/2026

ok I actually finished him #phightingoc #phighting

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Shadow really isnt looking good and I feel awful like god i wish i could do something just anything

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Melvin ⚠️ @sodalighter.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Maximum Cesspit stuff for @gstarmania.bsky.social 's au... come get ur mellowslop gang #toxinsona #artsky

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

drawing anything has been so difficult bruh

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

she as a woman is crazy wording de LOL

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

drawing anything has been so difficult bruh

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

NO IT JUST ISN'T FAIR THE CHICKEN AND THE BEAR EVEN THE FOX DIDN'T GO THROUGH WHAT I HAD TO BARE MY REPLACEMENT IS BLUE IT'S GOT THE LATEST TECH TOO ALL I HAVE IS MY GUITAR LET ME PLAY A SONG FOR YOU

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Kid Dancing in Club with Sunglasses

ALT: Kid Dancing in Club with Sunglasses

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

5am woke up w my right foot cramping so bad. muscle relaxer save mec

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

i be doing that but my body still acting like im depriving it

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

pain so horrible you be assigning your friends different sans aus

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

i love being dehydrated too like wow why not that too. im drinking a bunch of Gatorade now to help since ive been trying to combat it for a few days but it hasnt been working lol

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

shitty drawn blood / theyre so in love

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

blood / romance is dead? explain this

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

72 bookmarks is fucking terrifying oh GODDD

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

dude i need to finish this

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Phis 🌐⚠️ @onlinetoxicity.newgrounds.com · 21/09/2026

you got me fucked up if any of yall think im gonna change my name for the sake of convenience

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

iii hate mylungs i hate it. feel lucky that ur lungs dont make grinding sounds anytime u breathe

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

if i wver die yall better draw whipcrack weekly

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Melvin ©⟨📸⟩ @pristinelighter.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

you ever think ur gonna go to the hospital for being incapable to breathe with your own lungs due to fluid build up? luckily im not on the hospital but fuck i thought i was gonna be

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Just generally The Cesspit over the course of the last 2 years has just been unkind to me. I hope others have a better experience, but it has put me through so much stupid turmoil for little payoff or purpose. I don't even blame anyone fully, it's just unfortunate I guess.

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But the people I did trust and get close to ultimately stabbed me in the back. I have tried to move on but it's to a point where I don't even know who has a weird slight against me anymore. I guess that is just me being mentally ill about it, though. I don't know peoples true feelings, but+

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A lot of the issue is in the tinier subsections of the community who group together and it becomes a cesspool of rotating opinions that eventually meld with no form of independent thought, I am VERY VERY appreciative a LOT of people have respect for my work+

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for a community that prides on being so accepting ive never felt so fucking dehumanized before and i used to be in the danganronpa kin community when i was 13

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nothing new happened i think just reflecting the past few days got me fucked up, i still wanna stay in touch with people ive met but i seriously need to just move past because it is not doing me Any good favors mental health wise

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I think i'm gonna finish up my sketch of what i'd do in design terms with the model but i think theres no point sticking with a community that has been so cruel to me at times. it's been a roundabout of stupid bullshit for like 2 years now so its like. fucking whatever

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I think i'm atp where idgaf anymore about trying to keep in touch with the community like i think i need to cut my losses to a point. ive been villainized for my psychosis and ive had crude assumptions made about me because of my DID. I think I do just gotta jump ship and stay off of it

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and ug its bc ppl are calling Phils new avatar a sh*tacon so anyone who doesnt see it that way is obviously endorsing it or something. i have no fucking idea

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you come on this app to spit the realest shit ever i think

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this systems a fucking prison get me the fuck out of here i cant take it

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this systems a fucking prison get me the fuck out of here i cant take it

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