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Anonymous Prisoner #1

@prisoner-anon.bsky.social
1.6K followers 11K following 312 posts

Male, 30s, Q/he, prisoner since juvenile, artist, author, dissident, anti-capital, abolitionist. I don't care if you agree, but hope you're listening.

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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 10h
You gotta love that a nipple can't be on daytime television, but the highest echelon of the empire just greenlit a real life murder to be televised.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 10h
(1/2) I mean are you fucking kidding me. Now when the orange monarch is tried for his Epstein child sex crimes we will want to make sure it's televised just like Nidal Malik Hasan's MURDER to show the seriousness of the crimes.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 11h
(1/5) The publicly televised execution of Nidal Malik Hasan is not the misguided attempt at deterrence that Secretary Hegseth and the holy orange emperor claim.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
(1/3) As more of my life slips away thought of spending the rest of my life here, a very real possibility, is crushing. But at the same time the idea of getting out terrifies me. I can't see a place for myself out there. I'm the smartest, most talented person in many rooms here.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
(1/2) forbidden wantings finding those whose sacred whispers yearn to give a forgotten touch. dare i acquiesce to the call of others whose passions provoke not from love but lust? is love even real, or are we all sirens pulling sailors to our shores? farmers cultivating that which only another ca...
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
I am an admirer of ghosts Who have died eons past Or walk with us today Memories plaguing me, sustaining me Who do I haunt To be forgotten is the only true death
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I was wondering if I'm depressed or genuinely worthless and the helpful little voice asked "can't it be both?"
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
(1/3) As I grow more discerning I feel like I'm less amicable. Less indulgent. I see social cures and ignore them, knowing I'd rather the dull familiar twist of a faux pas to the twisted familiarities of a dullard or the lofty sermons of my betters.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I don't believe anyone should publish on or about prisons/criminal justice/deviance unless they've either been a resident or gaoler in one. No education gives you perspective, only sterile facts.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Developing a system for inmates to build up their PFC through learning the classics, it may be a balancing act in keeping them interested but also challenged. Hm.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
(1/2) Transferred prisons and I think this is the closest to freedom I've ever been. Also my brother spearheaded a clemency application for me that I feel is the best chance I could have at getting this butt out of here.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
while transferring prisons I was romanticizing the idea of finding a new partner. Since I arrived a week ago I've been approached maybe a dozen times and either I'm not Q or I'm picky af because I'm floating around this place in perpetual ick
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
(1/2) If you want to be the best, or do what hasn't been done before, you have to forget balance. Your life has to be a testament of will to overcome the herculean efforts of those who set the mark before you. And if that's not for you, that's totally fine.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
(1/3) I was locked up at 17 and half my life has been behind bars. Somehow I've survived as an intelligent guy who always moves to his own tune. I'm described as a cross between hot topic and wes Anderson, a brooding tattooed artist with a dark past and a love of pop music, strange movies and rom...
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Your words were heavy Changing me. Your silence more so Crushing me.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
(1/2) I was just thinking of prison in a Dantinian sense, where at any time I could be here for different reasons. The reasons set forth by the state. Am I being an example to deter crime? How, when no kids know I'm here? Am I being rehabilitated?
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
I feel like someone with a memory disorder. I'm constantly going through the same pains and reminding myself of why I'm alone, why I'm allowing myself to feel the pain I feel, why it can't be allowed to end it because it's just what I deserve.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
I've noticed that a lot of my life feels like a question, but when I paint I only feel the answer.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Don't worry, emotional breakdowns are just weaknesses leaving the body.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
(1/2) I get it. If I force an ego death I can always do what's required and expected of me by everyone. I'm only distressed because all of the roles are conflicting with ME. I'm the common denominator.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
You say I should talk about my problems, and then criticize me for having emotion. My thoughts are valued until they're expressed, then I'm dramatic or emotional or childish. So now I write you long messages about why I'm falling apart, and I delete the drafts.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
I keep having to check myself so I don't read our messages from two years ago. Just before things broke.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
(1/2) I want it, but don't deserve it. It hurts, but it's what I've been given. It's what I've earned. The voices of the day are just noise, I let them wash past me. I cannot submit. I must heed myself. I'm the only one who's in my shoes. It hurts, and I want more.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
I just alphabetized a list without saying the alphabet...is this adulthood?
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
Though I can't let myself talk to you anymore, that doesn't mean I don't miss you.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
After four months I'm finally finishing my first semester towards my doctorate. This road was a rough one, with the prison doing it's best to halt my progress, but I will persevere.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
You healed me for so long, it's weird to feel better now that you're gone.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
Even if the water was disease-ridden, it still quenched my thirst. Now I may be without fever but my mouth cracks and I fear the long desert trek.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
In my opinion, Black Swan is an inspirational movie. It's like the Rudy of my generation. One day I'll meet someone who roots with me for Natalie Portman's character to work harder.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
A-type personality seeking A-type penpal companion who is not squeamish around extreme effort and obsession with achievement. Artistic and literary interests are highly valued in applicants. Submit all inquiries to DMs.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
Why'd I choose NOW to cut out the toxic relationships from my life? I could really use a distraction
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
I eat wasabi out the fuckin' tube just to feel alive Chuck some shade at twitter mobs just to test my hide Am I even me Or yam I yam what they made I'd check my shoe to for Andy's name if I wasn't so afraid.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
I'm glad I have deep existential holes I fall into from time to time. I would get nostalgic about crippling depression if I didn't feel it at least once every month.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
They're not NPCs if you tell them you love them.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
The formula I use for determining body fat told me I'm at -1%. Part of me says to eat more, another darker part is proud. I think that's a sign of an eating disorder? Especially because looking in the mirror I still see room for improvement.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
After 24 hours of doing a workout every hour I can honestly say I'm proud of myself. It was savagely difficult, and I was on a rollercoaster of emotions from start to finish. We're doubling the difficulty and continuing into another night. I know that however far I get, I'm a winner.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
I have to remember: I'm not in the world. I am in a place of punishment, of growth, of poenitentia. I am not granted the luxuries of the world. I am not allowed the comforts others covet. I am to become stronger everyday, for when I get out there is much to do.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
I have a hard enough time moving my rotten corpse through the banalities of life in order to achieve something great, I don't have the energy or interest to fight off the clawing mitts trying to pull me back into the crab bucket of mediocrity. I'd rather be alone than in bad company.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
(1/3) The fallen Begin 10pm Fri, go to failure Rules: 1) you may only use the coldest water available for whatever you do (shower, etc) 2) you get 1 bi/24 hours 3) after 24h, all reps double 4) no food, except 500cal to be eaten on the 24th hour 10pm 50 hspu 11 100 squats 12 50 squats 1am 50 sit-...
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
I really don't see the guards as less captive than I am
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
We need 33 more signatures to sent this petition directly to the decision makers! If you haven't yet signed please do so and help us make some real change! Change.org/justiceforpatrick
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Watching the blinding light of lightning surrounded by the space and time of crushing darkness I think that's all we can hope to be, a flash in the sky brightening this world in our heat and power for the briefest moment in the long universal night.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
I lay in bed it's ninety degrees ninety reasons why my degrees don't matter why don't i lie and say i'm happy lay in a better position lye my eyes until they can't see? i can't have lye, they say it's a weapon. just like scissors and bleach and metal and plastic and love and shoes that have colour
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
Where's frank?
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
Happiness as a goal is a pretty modern concept. The stoics were said to have lived a good life if they had purpose, excellence, and duty. Maybe so many people are disappointed because they want the wrong thing.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
(1/3) I mean, what more can be said? We've agreed to vote in people who take our rights to entrench themselves and make money off our suffering. Can we justify our leader 10x his wealth while the average one of us lost money? Should we go die for your games?
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
I was seduced by the glass teat, again. It happens little by little, a sip at a time until I've rewatched a dozen hours or more of crap I hardly enjoyed the first time. These fucking screens take far more than they give.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
Is change reduced to a post? Marches a tweet? Sitins an angry comment? Revolutions reduced to a tee-shirt? Stand up for something today.
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Anonymous Prisoner #1 @prisoner-anon.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
When did 7 hours start feeling like a lot of sleep?
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