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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

Aghhh I hate how much I've been binging lately :(

Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 10/11/2024

‎{¬ºཀ°}¬ Bleghhh hii! ‎🧟𐙚: (Zap) :𐙚🧠 ‎✦ 🧟 ౨౿ Zomb/it/he HOARD: hoard-zaf.carrd.co : ,, ‎﹒ †₊◞ ︵︵ @sakukitsun.bsky.social ‬⁩>>> ˚ ⊹ ཀ ‎𖦹 ׂ 𓈒 ednos , pfDID ‎ ,,No DNI,, Blocks freely #caterpillarsky 🦋 #shedsky * : . 🧟 ‎ —————— ୨♡୧ ——————

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 10/11/2024

I am eating like a fat pig :( eugh Blegh blegh rjsbdksbks bleghhh :((((

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Marquis The Honey Bear @marquis.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

I need a gay kiss NOW

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Gonna become a fat fucking pig and then die on the 25th istfg. Hopefully gonna omad or tmad after this competition but god I hate myself around food

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 08/11/2024

Update: feeling depressed and suicidal We shall see how I feel after I go on a walk later, how I feel after my competition tomorrow, and how I feel at PHP

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 08/11/2024

Fuck. I hadn't realized how much I actually lost inter in my hobbies :(

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 08/11/2024

Aghh I lowkey miss the hospital. I miss feeling like I have things to do that aren't exhausting. I could prepare for my competition tomorrow but I'm struggling with any desire to do so.

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 08/11/2024

Eated scrambled eggs and yogurt for breakfast!! Trying to make an effort to recover but since getting out of the hospital I have felt so guilty for how much I ate in there :( stupid hospital made me fat

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🌙NoxuArts - Commission status: OPEN! @notyournyx.bsky.social · 06/11/2024

Always 💖 Don't make me tap the sign

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 08/11/2024

Fuckkkkk I am gonna start sobbing Took a laxative so I'll see tomorrow morning a more accurate representation but :(

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 08/11/2024

Gonna partially recover me thinks but like not fully 👍 Just be safer with it ig?

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 03/11/2024

Eating my last meal 🥰🥰🥰🤭🤭 Joke I hope guys 🙏

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 03/11/2024

TW for suicide I am tempted to OD again..? It's not even a perfect square day. I've never attempted to OD though and it scares me. What if I'm not ready?

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 03/11/2024

Honestly, not excited to starve for the next few weeks but also like I want to get my rewards!!!

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Echo 🖤💜// semi recov? @kaotiksillygooz.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

I need to loose 5kg in a week I need to loose 5kg in a week I need to loose 5kg in a week

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

Set up rewards for my weight loss goals!!

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

Got a new bag, skirt, and necklace!!! So styled them!!!

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

"if you can turn any question to be against the person, no matter what you're asking no matter whether they say yes or no you are a manipulative bitch and you should join debate" -me thinking about debate questions

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

So erm- let's pretend last night didn't happen 🤭 I am nawt depressed or suicidal

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

I love my boyfriend and best friend and Mom and brother so much. I don't want to be here anymore. But I'm staying for them and my cat.

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

I kinda wanna OD. I dunno. My Mom would be sad and I don't have any notes written yet

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

I miss being around people I love. I don't have friends. I don't have a friend group. It's just me, my bff, and my bf. I have no one at school. I wish I had more people but I also wish I didn't. So I could just. Die or starve in peace.

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

If I start crying rn istg. Why am I so upset?

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

I wanna date Himiko Toga irl so bad. She is my husband. I wanna cry why can't I have blood in my arms rn??? I also hate long distance in general :( Aghhh

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 02/11/2024

Damn maybe I'm awesome cuz like my collarbones are on FIRE, I did 2 40 minute walks, and I did a 25+ minute workout which was abs, arms, and full body 🤭 Congratulate me pls guys !!! (Not forcing it just makes me giddy)

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

I am crazy after a nap I fear... wdym I am confident enough to ask someone out? (I have no crushes rn besides my husband himiko toga who literally is mine and only mine and ochako is sweet but she is my husband now and I will fight ochako for her)

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

If someone tells me Im great I will makeout with them (nsrs)

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

Guys 😼 anyone live near 6969 fagcentral ?

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

Guys. I napped and feel better??? Woah.... :3 Gotta walk for some time in like 20-30 minutes but ayy just getting my steps in right?

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

Bloomf (@ultrajuliettes.bsky.social ) is so pretty I can't even tell if I am a gay man anymore (THIS IS SILLY I PROMISE BUT YOU ARE STUNNING)

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

Woahhh an elephant's heart to a 5000 BTU air conditioner 🤭

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

Taking adderall so I can focus throughout the rest of the day and hopefully not be so hungry 😎 I missed my adhd meds again somehow

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

So fatigued and tired but hopefully gonna fast the whole day and just eat tomorrow

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

I cannot fast from november 1-3 ig now :,)

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

Guys. My mom saw my GW of 79 lbs and idk what else. fuckkk guess who will have to fake a lottt for a while

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

Me when 818/800 cals today (kms) (aghhh) (ugh it's nothing but bleghhh)

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 01/11/2024

WIEIAD Thread 🧵 🪡 for #caterpillarsky Halloween edition !!!

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 31/10/2024

Took this screenshot a bit ago but gonna do this!!! Told my Mom I'm fasting on Sunday so I only have to lie on Friday and Saturday (I'm still a healthy weight)

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Zap is dead 𖤐 0/26 lb @princestarvz.bsky.social · 31/10/2024

Today, gonna eat 818 cals (as long as I don't eat anything else today) and then fast Friday, Saturday, and Sunday! A nice reset at the beginning of the month :)

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