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what the hell i just noticed im on a mailing list for a site i visited ONCE and did NOT sign up for email on?? genuinely are advertisers out of their mind pulling scummy shit like this?

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

would u be willing to wait enough time for a jello shot to set in there? ive never had one before.

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Vetoknox @vetoknox.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

we used to have "turn speakers down quietly" as an option but another coworker started immediately turning them back up and it became big drama so i stopped considering my needs entirely.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

genuinely have no idea why rave levels of music volume in our tiny ass bakery prep is acceptable but i always look like a bitch if i mention it is making me overstimulated so i just gotta wear earplugs i guess.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

dear web developers who make me use 2FA for everything. I am sending a couple of burly women to dump a gallon drum of Fulton Market's finest dumpster juices directly onto your head while you are yawning.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

*tries to do anything on the internet* "erm...don't forget! we need the special code we text to your phone. it'll be there in a quick and easy 37 minutes 😊"

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

okay awful medical oversharing about my fucked up year is over and i don't really wanna talk about that in detail again because it's fucking embarrassing! i just feel i owe everyone a real actual explanation for the cause of things. 😭

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Anyway, back to it. Thank you for reading if you went thru all of this. I really appreciate it. I wish i could say the past year has been really shitty, but the problem was quite literally the absence of that. 🚫💩☠️

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

There's also initial concept sketches that I will be getting folks very soon. I'm basing those on when I took the slots. I'm overshooting the month deadline for a couple but even if it takes all weekend that'll only be by a few days. My apologies for that.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

The rest of tonight and the entire weekend will involve a lot of penciling to get people their sketches before I move to digital work. I want to finish 1 or 2 comms this weekend, maybe more. You will see new WIPs here soon. I have stuff to show. I just gotta scan and edit some files.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I will keep y'all updated about my health but I will likely be vague in the future as I don't really like forcing people to hear about this gross health bullshit to this degree? I know I overshare medical stuff but only bc it has impacted me this much and i've still been vague.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Unless my health for some reason declines again I will be continuing on this path and trying to make up for the past year being so fucked up. Aside from my job my only events are a trip to see my family on Halloween (first time in two years) and MFF (local, i'll likely draw during).

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I am working hard to catch up and if you haven't been seeing digital work it is because i'm trying to get everyone pencils who doesn't already have them and is past the quoted time ASAP. Digital comms i'm working on as well, but more on weekends as i'm not pressed for time.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I've looked at work i've delivered to people as WIPs while i was at my worst health this past year and i've been genuinely confused what on earth led me to the conclusions I came to when drawing. When i was fucked up I was struggling BAD and convinced it was normal.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I am really sorry that this has put stress on things. I know this led to me getting behind on art and things slipping my mind. None of this has been intentional. There were weekends I was in bed the entire time and drawing while loopy from pain.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I will go thru most of a day feeling lighter than air and then my body remembers it is recovering and i'll feel pretty brutal pain in my side or back. Coworkers will notice me jolt and grab my side and I gotta be vague about why i'm not okay but that i'm pretty sure it's a good sign.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I'm not in this state of feeling like my insides are just dying anymore and i've only been off the glyco for two days. I'm in quite a lot of pain but i think my system is just trying to process that it is back to normal. I was probably more fucked up than I realized and im just now processing it.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Right now, I am feeling my body return to a state of normalcy, but I don't know how long that is taking or what is next. I'm pretty exhausted when I get home, though my head is much clearer when i can draw and so i'm a bit more productive. I can eat without feeling disgusting pressure and nausea.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

It genuinely disabled me for a while and I just had to perform as normal because not doing so would make my life 10x worse than it had been. I could not AFFORD to be fucked up. The stress from this has visibly aged my face. I'm hoping i can undo that with my recovery.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

My roommates, irl social circle, manager, and online friends have heard about this a ton. It has impacted my life and while i'm getting better I still don't know if i'm in the clear. Hell my roommate did a lot of research for me to narrow things down. I didn't consider the meds bc he's on it too.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

This was most of the past year. Like i'm telling you all I have put massive amounts of my brainspace to this. The condition i was in would trigger depression, anxiety, brainfog, memory issues, all to the point it felt like i might as well be unmedicated entirely.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I was confused, stressed, and constantly wanting to think I might be better. The only sign ive had recently that things might actually be improving has been this past week when i cut the glycopyrrolate out of my regimen. Some supplement i take must've also started controlling the sweat problem too.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I picked up many good habits, but none of them fixed the problem and i'd still be so fried from my insides being on fire that I couldn't guarantee id be in working condition even when it felt like I would be. I might be fine for weeks and get a lot done, then BAM. I'm flaring-up again.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Dealing with this as you can imagine can make it hard to think and hard to work without being a complete mess and I had to just function normally best I could because I had no other choice. I spent money on supplements, probiotics, tried fixing my sleep, adjusting my hrt, eating better, etc.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Id experience flare-ups for days or weeks at a time, barely being able to relieve it without some kind of OTC aid. The pain was like being jabbed in the side with a pole. Sometimes it radiated to my back to the point of me thinking I had kidney problems. I also work a very physical job.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I believe now i have controlled the sweating in other ways and I have since stopped, but this medication for some people dries you the hell out. It also can cause constipation. On lower doses i COULD handle it, but sometimes id bump up due to summer or working a lot. This was bad.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I started ADHD meds back in September 2026. Lifechanging. Everything i needed. genuinely started getting my life together. Made me the sweatiest bitch who ever lived, more than i normally was. I got on something called glycopyrrolate which controlled that. Basically needed it to function outside.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

My understanding of things is this. It was a combination of not sleeping much at all trying to keep up with my work, personal life, and art obligations. It was stress. It was specific ways id not been taking care of my health. MOSTLY THOUGH. it was one medication I was taking.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

[cw: medical] ESSENTIALLY when i've been talking 'gut problems' i have meant i've been severely constipated pretty consistently like, most of this past year? Sometimes i'm better, sometimes i'm not. It's been a problem i'd think i fixed and then it'd come back, worse than before.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

[cw: medical] I'm pretty sure i'm getting better. I say that a lot. I don't know for sure if this is certain or I am just talking out of my ass or what. I cannot come up with the money to go see a doctor on a regular basis to sort this out, even with insurance, especially if there are tests.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

[cw: medical, IRL, LONG] OK. SO. I just want to finally be specific about the health problems I was dealing with for like most of this past year? It's not something I fully understand and i've had to go it mostly blind with help from friends because I haven't had 'seeing the doctor' money really.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

im somebody with such a high tolerance for insane bullshit in a movie and i like a bleak story now and again but at a point you give so much its like giving me some fucked up takis noodle creation nikocado would eat. i am not eating that and youre weird for expecting me to. ur doing too much.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

by the time The Sadness gets to the infected baby stuff i was just over it. im not even somebody who hates extreme horror i just think by that point it was really like OOOH SOMEBODY STOP MEEEE about it all. i wouldve been more disturbed if theyd shown more restraint.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

i wonder if the Crossed movie will have me rolling my eyes going "are you done?" by the end like The Sadness did.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

couldnt have anything to do with the Morley Man he's never been anything but nice to me ☺️

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

"please delete my dorse pornography"

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Haradoshin! 🐛 @haradoshin.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

My stalker has officially pled guilty so I am providing their name. John Truman Kight. Goes by Jay. Lives in Seattle and mingles in the LGBTQIA community. They/them. if you live in Seattle, be on the lookout for this bastard. I will provide a booking photo once I get one for yall

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

at least my health is improving but man im so fucking exhausted.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

might have to spend a bit of time this weekend caulking areas they're hanging out in. it's disgusting and im sick of it. we can't even have dishes out to dry right now.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

god our landlord did repairs but we mustve had roaches hiding in a spot we didn't notice and now that their home is blocked theyre skedaddling around our kitchen and hiding behind cabinets. i hate that our old neighbors fucking brought them into this building. im so tired.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I genuinely have no idea how i wasnt in MORE pain than i was this entire past year.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

im in a good spot and im no longer afraid my insides are gonna get worse forever but the recovery period my GI system is experiencing, starting to work as normal again all of a sudden is leaving me extremely exhausted.

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cami @pouchprints.bsky.social · 08/10/2026