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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Phew… birthday month over and my over spending for my trip has caught up… anyone want any custom work? I may need 40 to cover some bills… can crank out a scene or two between my busy October filming 😅

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Whoa forgot that this is a thing. Had my birthday on the 21st, went to Colorado for a lovely trip to meet friends! Hope y’all have been good! Got a cute companion while I was there, say hi to Tatiana (aka Tanya) my tiger buddy!

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Unfortunately just this style, though they are kinda adjustable with side panels for more of a snatched waist, as well as shortening the legs if they’re a bit long. Though I find what ya wear with it helps a lil, more crop top and low rise with a belt to affect more feminine presentation…🤷🏻‍♀️

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Would recommend the Krydex g3s I have two pairs (black and olive) but need to get more colors… pricy but super sturdy and plenty of pockets for like anything ya may need…and they have black multi cam… and removable knee pads if ya need to get down to do some rope or other scenes…

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Be me, work overtime, suddenly all the money ever needs to be paid NOW, no more overtime bonus 😭 Anyone wanna help a gal out or ask about some custom work? I don't bite! Cash app: $PoleTrixi

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Falling in and out of love so quickly because of my bpd making me create idealized versions of people and they are more complex than whatever I thought they were. Gonna work on this by shutting up and listening to people for a change. Also not anticipating needs or filling every role i can.

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Made slow cooked ribs so I could recreate something made by @baalbuddy.bsky.social that I found funny....

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

don't give a nerdy trans girl access to a game engine, crazy film equipment, and editing software especially if her head is full of memes and brainrot (I know I need to work better on color matching the lights to the rendered background or vice versa) #cosplay #meme #humor #vfx

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Around the pool pic for a wet Wednesday!

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Silly skit idea I had while re-watching TFS FF7 Abridged. We are erect with rage! #tifalockhart #finalfantasy7 #cosplay #humor #trans #teamfourstar

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

Quick Marin Kitagawa cosplay shoot! Hope y'all like the look! Stg that bra was doing 99% of the heavy lifting 😆 #marinkitagawa #cosplay #trans #gyaru #photoshoot

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

Like a dork I totes forgot my timer was set dor 10 seconds, so I just hung there both legs up waiting for the camera to snap the Pic 😅 (Getting back to pole now that my studio space is put in order!)

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

Aya Brea's Donut break A quick lil parody that too way too long in the edit than i wanna admit (mainly due to me bumbling around blindly) Here's a sneak peek, release on Friday! (Also additional scene editing going quite well release next week! #parasiteeve #ayabrea #vfx #parody #cosplay

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

You're right. I am a narcissistic manipulator. I have no illusions or excuses. I did some shitty things. She didn't deserve the vile things I spewed. I want to make things right, so if it's by leaving her alone, leaving everyone alone, okay. I will.

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

I recognize that I have a long way to go, I have a lot to answer for, and not just this year. I have three decades of emotional disregulation to manage, so, it should take at least as long as that for me to feel like I'm a good person. maybe when I'm 70 I'll feel worthy of asking for forgiveness

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

simple as that. but part of me wants to be forgiven, and another side of me wants to suffer more. so for those two reasons, while they seem completely contrary to one another, those are part of what's keeping me from falling off the wagon, or something even more permanent.

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

I can't. I don't have that right anymore. the fact that I had that right to begin with, means that, I shouldn't. since I deceived everyone and my intentions were never good. I was never not performing in some way. even my attempts were pageantry, if I really wanted to, I wouldn't be here.

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

Getting the rest of the Marin Kitagawa ear set done by the end of the month I hope! (Couldn't get a full industrial in the left ear, but a faux one with a forward helix and a vertical helix to link with a chain)

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PoleTrixi @poletrixi.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

Omg thank you! And of course...just HAD to do the other fit... (and I totes have the desert outfit from pe2, and the leather top and low rise jeans for a 3rd birthday shoot) thank you Faeona!