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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 12h

at this point i'm convinced it's some dude's job to just stare at increasingly banal pictures and check for tumescence

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 12h

singular fish should become plural feesh

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Janet Tzara @janet-tzara.neocities.org · 16h

current discourse has me reminded of my (notably very liberal) high school's sex ed classes where sexualization was portrayed as "the dark underbelly of sexuality" and not just... the social element of desire

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 18h

if someone says that something is CSAM and it doesn't involve a real C that is actually being A'd, they are actually just against SM. that's just puritanism lol

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astra is dreaming ⭐ @featherlewd.bsky.social · 23h

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

i wish there were more avenues for people like me to make contributions, and be taken seriously. i have considered trying out remote learning but it'll probly be shot down by my family bc it's not 'serious'. in other words, thank y'all for actually listening to me a little bit :)

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

call it benevolent ableism. how amusing that you can go on and on about this! it's cute that you know so much useless things. how cool that you can study this much and never be of use to anybody. now, now, you're certainly able to go to college then? and stop being a bum?

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

so i finally have confirmation that the people around me don't and have never taken me seriously. everything i study for myself is useless. my opinions on politics are merely idle thoughts to them. i don't know if i can trust them when they indulge my little lectures anymore. even that hurts now.

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

paradoxically, posting on this account has made me feel more alienated bc i'm finally understood. it's weird that i write something and it's evaluated earnestly instead of just pardoned as overintellectualizations of a neet, which we can just ignore because they haven't lived 'the real world'.

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December ❄️🇻🇪🏳️‍⚧️ @coldcoldercolder.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

it also leads to a culture that sees them as a separate, lower class and dehumanizes people the moment they fuck up, which is... believe or not... a bad thing if you intend to create a progressive society. and the words will also get diluted to include people who never did anything wrong at all :)

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

call me a hippie pacifist but i really think there's never any reason to be mean or to insult someone on the people it 'works' on, logic would be more effective and less abusive on the people it doesn't, it only aggravates them moreover, it turns lazier the people who indulge in such behavior

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

i chose to see people for themselves and not for their nation, and in exchange i have been left no homeland, forever foreign.

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

i grieve a little bit that i have to call myself 'agender' or 'nonbinary', not bc i chose to, but bc it's the only framework that'll protect me from 'all the efforts to see abstract identity before ideas or reality' that is at the root of both chauvinism and whatever the western left has been doing

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

also, i just *know* people will mentally force me into the 'man' label every time i say something like this. it's fine, i'm used to it. but just know that such thinking is transphobic. bc if i identified as a transwoman... would i be a 'self-hating transwoman'? not 'really' a woman?

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

what is it that you aim for then? an israel to call your own? to be condescended to? victimhood is not so black and white, men are also victims of abuse. being a victim does not free you of empathetic duties and not judging people preemptively.

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

you are under no obligation to appease the self-entitlement of the priviledged cohort. but don't be surprised that there aren't 'perfect traitors to power' as much as there aren't 'perfect victims'. if that's how you treat people who want to be better, you don't really want allies

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

mfw when i tell men to be more vulnerable, tell them that theirs and other's wellbeing is at stake, then reinforce masculine brutality and feed guarded avoidance when they show a vulnerable side mfw when men aren't self-flagellating playthings and don't accept being treated badly

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

men are socialized into a brutalized identity and are not properly taught to deal with their feelings in a healthy way, which leads to abuse and the normalization thereof. also a man that is clumsy and pathetic when he expresses his feelings is okay to be mocked. this is not counterproductice /s

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i think it might only be a problem for people who don't already follow you

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

was i born without a soul or is it just good at hiding

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evil girl @girl-evil.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

girl who talks in second person

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scary word: ivy 👻 @proxi.dog · 03/10/2026

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kitty @pawusage.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

reverse speech therapy to make my lisp worse again

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kitty @pawusage.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

my opinion is that the biggest unaddressed problem of ALL politics left of center is the moral luck of just being born/peer-pressured into mainstream political correctness instead of actually developing the personal virtues conducive to progressive ideals

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i've been thinking on that vein too. i'll find my way. better days are to come, i hope

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i tend to think in minute patterns but slow movements, and that's what alienates me from most of the internet as it stands. yet, i must find some middle ground. it doesn't seem like you can live outside of this kind of dynamic anymore. unless you grow detached, which is my case; that makes me uneasy

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

social media isn't made for that tho. the very nature of microblogs actively discourages it. so i'd have to do it off-platform. at that point, why not just research for a term paper? but also, at that point, the original case turns irrelevant. in the end i just don't like social media in general.

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

that's the more realistic approach, yes. but i do have interest in the ideas that float about but they are never dealt with care. partly bc i don't like cynicism, partly bc i like to find opportunities to refine my understanding. maybe selfishly i think i can lead by example and elevate the convo

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i might just take a break every time some drama happens bc my impulse in this kind of situation is to give it a systematic treatment and that's obviously not a good use of my time and i feel unfulfilled if i engage in discourse any other way so oughhh

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i understood the underlying intention, that's why i reaffirmed it with my own words and shared related information. it's as much your choice to stick to your wording as is mine to specify what interpretation i'm personally agreeing with.

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i didn't say that. the idea of out of control is just superfluous to the point, is what i meant. i personally don't think it's the best choice for the effect, because it's ambiguous in a way that distorts it, but i don't wish to make a big deal out of it.

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

well, as i said, it's the wording, perhaps a bit of a nitpick. 'sexual desire' comunicates the same thing, while lust has implications as 'sinful' or whatever. lust has always sounded to me like you're not in control. but i'm not the word police so you do you

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i fail to understand why people seem to think that saying child sexuality exists is the same as saying that children are able to consent to the things adults engage in. not sure about the "lust" wording tho. anyways, this is interesting: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Haveloc...

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Havelock Ellis - Wikipedia

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

justice is not for erasing history, it's for building a better future. and sometimes that future is not the best it could be for every single individual. neither good or bad can be reversed, nor can their absence. to forbid greater good to avoid smaller harm would be unjust, to society as a whole.

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

in this kind of situation you're always weighing possible collateral harm due to the victim's trauma and that person's ability to be a healthy member of the community. to contribute to the economy, to have a family or social life, to contribute to the betterment of themselves and others.

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

and should not be a target of measures for something that has passed. there are further rebuttals possible, but i think that what i say here is enough of a yardstick for defensible consistency.

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i'm not willing to engage with the jacob geller events directly bc i don't want to do it short-shrift nor want to dedicate what i think is proper, since i have too high standards. but if you think he's gone through a process that's reformed whatever lead to abuse, then he's just another citizen

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

if at the end of some process you believe an offender is restored for life in society, that means a full life. it does not mean life as a second citizen. definitionally, if you disagree with that, then you do not believe in restorative justice. you still believe they are a criminal.

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i personally take that the point of restorative justice in any of its formulations is to expect, not the elimination of potential for harm, but for reincidence. further, it's profitable if the disfunction that lead to crime can be identified and fully corrected.

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

in this situation, you ought to distinguish public and private life. you can both defend restorative justice and not want to ever reconcile with an abuser. but that distinction works up to a point, and i'd say that such a point is collective action, organized or not. bc then it's politics

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read hoshikawa ginza 4choume @poisonpump.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i once saw that an excon wrote a book on his personal journey of reflection, and he believed that he'd changed as a person. he'd been convicted of murder. i do not think it would be sane to forbid him from publishing, even if it upsets the family of the victim.

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