sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 06/10/2026filled this out instead of doing any of the ten thousand other things I need to be doing 100
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 04/10/2026-going out with noticeable patches of unshed scales is seen as endearing in kids (aww they’re growing and haven’t quite figured out how to get it all off yet). in adults?? slob behavior 030
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 04/10/2026other little au ra things I’ve been considering today: -normal between friends to pick off a stray bit of shed on each other’s scales (like taking a piece of lint off your friend’s coat), generally a little weird between strangers but some clans embrace it 130
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 04/10/2026⬅️ she's thinking about ways au ra would show intimacy with each other again 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 04/10/2026do you think if you were to hold onto an au ra's horns they'd be able to hear your heartbeat. probably so right 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 04/10/2026honestly?? little of column A, little of column B LOL it'd probably be a professional disagreement that devolves into personal beef. they're both known for being condescending know-it-alls who have to be right about everything, so kind of inevitable 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 04/10/2026so idk I think he'd avoid bootleg aymeric......interacting with someone like that would bring up some nasty feelings he'd rather not deal with 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 04/10/2026would he fall for a discount non-canon-character version of aymeric. hard to say. one thing about khasar is that he sees people like that (well-liked, kind, selfless, noble, undeniably Good in every way) as existing in a different world from himself. such a person is not "for" him 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 04/10/2026I think it's tough to describe his "type" just because he is so entrenched in multiple layers of intimacy issues. but I can definitely say he tends to like people who are charismatic and driven. he loves genuinely kind people as well even if he doesn't quite realize that about himself 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 04/10/2026they are not together in his wol!verse (mutual feelings that ultimately went nowhere), they are not together in the side canon I made up (khasar self-sabotaging), they would not even meet in actual canon. but I still lowkey use aymeric as a baseline for "this is what khasar is drawn to" 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 03/10/2026the concept of khasar having to deal with his own condescension is really funny to me 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 20/09/2026this really hurt me to write out. need to imagine him snapping at someone for mixing a solution wrong and then not apologizing for it 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 20/09/2026“I apologize for speaking to you that way. when I was young, my parents pushed me to attain perfection, and I suppose I still carry the effects of that treatment. I hold myself to an extremely high standard and cannot accept failure. that’s why I was upset. it’s no excuse, only an explanation 😔” 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 20/09/2026if I can be so honest. in the hypothetical of someone misinterpreting khasar, I vastly prefer the second option lol 😭 if he’s coming across as “mildly grumpy but ultimately kindhearted,” that’s a bright, blaring alarm to me that I’m doing something wrong 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 20/09/2026route B: gets flattened into a totally unhinged and sociopathic mad scientist. he starts kidnapping/killing people for his experiments and feels zero remorse about it. probably only exists in the tedious au to be a villain who the more likable characters kill 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 20/09/2026route A: khasar becomes a mildly grumpy guy who secretly has a heart of gold. in a heartfelt moment he uses therapyspeak to explain to someone why he tries to keep people away and then agrees it’s time for him to start letting people in 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 20/09/2026there are khasar moments everywhere for those with the eyes to see 011
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 03/09/2026oohh repo is a good choice!! I had singin' in the rain in mind 🙂↕️ perfectly harmless movie/setting, pure dopamine to watch, but my guy is a very reticent, no-nonsense type. I think being in such a setting would destroy him mentally LOOOLL 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 03/09/2026the thought of khasar in a musical is making me lose it. no I don't think he would survive actually 120
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 28/08/2026okay too many depressing khasar things on here lately. happy thing I think if he saw a kid crying because they got separated from their mom he’d help find her and let the kid hold onto his tail while they were searching 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 28/08/2026….but his initial feeling every time someone dies while in his care is that he’s failed them. which is another reason why he’s trained himself to detach himself from it also nothing is worse than delivering the news. definitely the aspect of his job he hates the most 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 28/08/2026also if the person dies in a high-stress situation he is the very first one to say “they’re gone, get up, we need to keep moving” which does not help his case truth be told, I think death hits khasar pretty hard. logically he knows there are limits to healing magic…. 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 28/08/2026like he does try to offer some comfort to the people who are left to mourn. but if you don’t know him (as 99% of these people wouldn’t) there’s a lack of obvious warmth that can make it seem like he’s just doing you a professional courtesy. he doesn’t actually care 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 28/08/2026being a chirurgeon, khasar has watched a lot of people die over the years. he values life and treats each death with the gravity it deserves, but at the same time, he’s so used to maintaining a level of professional detachment that I think he can come across as callous at times 130
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 17/08/2026.....wait a minute how did he score HIGHER ON KINDNESS THAN I DID 000
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 17/08/2026took that one quiz going around for khasar.....interesting result 100
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 12/08/2026I am NOT procrastinating on my fic by being here I don't know why you'd even insinuate that 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 12/08/2026I wonder if eorzea has an equivalent to the hippocratic oath tbh....just reminds me that khasar is technically an unlicensed doctor. he doesn't even have a medical degree 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 12/08/2026guy who is not hitting you back purely because he gets a feeling of superiority by not giving you the satisfaction: I'm a chirurgeon. violence isn't becoming of me 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 12/08/2026I say punishment like he'd learn anything from it when in reality he'd just be like. SUPER indignant about the whole situation. guy who could get literally thrown to the floor and kicked in the gut and (after coughing and wheezing) would stand up and say "finished with your tantrum, then?" 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 12/08/2026he NEEEEEEEDSSSS to get roughed up and/or manhandled. I live for the image of someone angrily slamming him into a wall. punishment for his bullshit 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 12/08/2026if I had a dime for every time I thought about khasar as the blue figure in a situation like this I'd be a millionaire 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 11/08/2026me: I’ve gotta focus my creative energy on finishing this fic qotd: how is your oc with grief me: 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 11/08/2026anyway to be more on-topic to the question. khasar misses a lot of people and places. I think he gets reminded of them often and has gotten pretty good at the whole grief thing of “yep, they’re gone. but I gotta focus on this now.” just also sometimes it’ll hit him like it happened yesterday 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 11/08/2026the same kind of smile that stretches from ear to ear without a hint of bashfulness. something like that. and it affects him so strongly that he has to stumble into an alley to try and collect himself. he’d be trembling, not quite crying but very close to it. and then afterwards he’d feel exhausted 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 11/08/2026spoiling a gpose thing I’ve been meaning to do for like 3 years I guess but I often think about khasar going about his business somewhere in town and seeing a little auri kid who reminds him of altani. like she has the same horn shape, or the same eye color 120
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 10/08/2026I often ponder doing this to him again sometime, tbh….I think it’d be one of the few things that could totally shatter his composure and maybe even get him to panic a little lol 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 10/08/2026during that time, did he learn to define himself by more that what he can do and to find value in himself as a person?? no. of course not. he was listless for a while and then spent every waking moment studying whatever alchemy/medical books he could get his hands on 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 10/08/2026even at that age, he largely defined himself by his ability to be a healer. so to suddenly lose that was. not great, to say the least. he def had a breakdown about it. who is he without his healing magic? what worth does he have? I like to think it took him half a year to fully recover his magic 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 10/08/2026struggling to fall asleep so you know what that means. time to ramble on one of these anyway khasar’s biggest existential crisis was shortly after his arrival in yanxia 👍 he tried to use his healing magic for the first time since his exile and found that he couldn’t 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 09/08/2026since they're from different clans, he didn't find out about what happened with khasar until months after the fact. thinking about him holding onto a lil gift for khasar for weeks on end and being soooo excited to give it to him. and then he isn't there. laying facedown on the floor 010
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 09/08/2026sitting here thinking about tseren (khasar's first love/bf before his exile) and making myself sad for NO reason when I could be thinking about literally ANYTHING else 110
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 02/08/2026I'd be gposing this if I had time.....also if I didn't have like 5 other gpose ideas floating around in my head 020
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 02/08/2026parent: it's rude to call people scary kid: no he isn't scary, he's scary-LOOKING. 'cause he's always like *imitates a frown* head chirurgeon: can someone go tell khasar we need him at the front please 120
sav 🛸 @plasmarifles.bsky.social · 02/08/2026random thought of the day is someone's kid requesting "the scary-looking doctor" for their check-up at the infirmary 120
