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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 22/04/2025

im falling apart in every single way and im terrified

𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

does this look like it makes sense? will it help me to loose weight ? like or am I just overthinking this entire thing. i am determined to loose as much weight as i can … so im trying to figure it out properly

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

asking potentially a dumb question abt cal deficits ! if i eat 1300, do I have to actively burn it to loose the weight ? or does it count as cals burnt during the day naturally??? so say if i burn 2000+ cals without exercising am i okay??? #caterpillarsky

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𝔐𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔦𝔰ᛪ༙ @mvntis.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

i hate eds

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

but like im fat , people say im small but im fat????

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

just wanna be small + tiny. don’t wanna be ‘average’ anymore.

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

ate under 1300 today so yay ! burnt nearly 1000 too — so we are locking back in !

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

dinner — any idea of cal estimate ?? curry & rice !! ❤️✉️🪴

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

meant to weigh this morning … but on my period so i can’t + idk how much i weigh + it’s really stressing me out

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

leftovers for lunch !! 114g rice , 128g noodles ( thinks it’s about 450 cals ) anyone know if that’s abt accurate???

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🕯THALO🕯 @thalodivine.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

wish i could ☆v all the way to d3/at/h

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

it’s my mums bday today n i just ordered a lot of food as part of her bday present + and im so so anxious abt it but AAAAAH ( it’ll be my last like treat thing for a while me thinks ) but terrified tbf.

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

going to restrict as much as I can this week — but also be a lil lax on what I eat bc my period is the worst it’s been in a long time … hopefully today will be the worst …

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Doodle Bug 🪳 @realbughours.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

“Ooohhhh i dont want bmi 15 AT ALL! I would hate it actually.”

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

anyone got finch ?! going to try and actually stick with it this time ! 🧐🙂‍↔️ my code is ! A95G99M1X7 ( if y’all wanna become finch friends — Otto needs more people to hang out with !! ) #caterpillarsky

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

disgusted w myself today but I burnt 796 cals ( ate 1609 so it doesn’t really cancel it out but AAH )

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

on so much painkillers today. only able to walk when the painkillers kick in. this sucks sm. eaten sm and probably going to eat more tn. but that means I eat all my snacks before next week kinda thing which will be good !

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

my cramps are so bad ( I just had to run to Lidl twice to go and get bunches of flowers for my mums birthday tomorrow + I’m exhausted and so so sore ) but good news burnt like 350 cals !

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

I’m so hungry bc of my period - feel i may have to up my cals slightly which i hate. but aah we will see. eaten nearly 500 cals already + it’s not even 12pm.

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

debating trying to walk 10k today or if I should just break my month walking cycle … aah.

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

started my period , so yay - but also a lot of cramps so :/ kinda bad too.

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

gonna try to eat less than 1000 daily if I can — 1300 at a push kinda as I need to lose weight quickly

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

think the company is the worst episode to come back too on a cm rewatch after not watching it for a while … like so sad

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

i have only burnt 643 actively today — eaten 1348 , so not the best but not the worst + I’m too tired to walk anymore , my body physically hurts.

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

get to watch Disney tnight !!! i caved + brought a monthly subscription w ads bc cheaper !

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

cannot wait to hopefully start restricting a lot more from Monday !!

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

pitch black and I’m walking in the dark to go and burn cals and I’m just bopping to my spencer r1ed edits.

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

dinner !! cal estimate ??? like a handful of chips and a haddock — terrified and it was not even that good aaah

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

ate 2k cals … but that’s ok right ? I burnt 2.2k actively / 3500 overall / 36k steps ?? I won’t gain from this right ??? #lemonwatersky #anasky

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

disordered people of bluesky — what’s a good number of steps to do … I’m probably pushing my body too much + honestly idk how to stop or what to set my step limit at kinda thing … stuck in a mental cycle of over exercising + I’m exhausted week vs month stats below ! #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

broke out in hives from walking too much today so uh that’s new ….

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

guys I burnt 2231 cals + walked over 36k + now my body hurts , really hurts

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

i just want to curl up and eat malteasers — but I don’t know

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

i have so far burnt 1596 cals today actively + I want to try and walk 14k steps extra so i can reach 40,000 steps but I’m exhausted - so exhausted

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 20/02/2025

think my body is giving up slightly today and aaah

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

overthinking meal choices tmrrw — do i go for a margarita pizza ( 824 cals ) or a garlic bread type thing ( 608 cals ) — idk what to do and aah. the garlic bread may be quite small but I’m just thinking of getting it with chips ( 400 cals ) + it’ll also be cheaper too …

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

terrrrified abt eating fr. like wdym i have to eat like 900/1k in a meal?? like wtf. like no ty, it’ll be good food but aaah scary amounts

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

taking my friend out for lunch for his birthday tmmrrw + i am so anxious abt it but aaah. hopefully it’ll be ok + I won’t eat too much kinda thing. ( but i may also get a takeout when i get back home bc it is a long day but idk or i may just try to omad it / eat a sweet snack )

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

do I eat more or do I just fast and hope the hunger urges will pass ?? eaten 1483 and burnt 1225 … so so hungry.

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𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ @plantdiaries.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

I’m so so hungry but I have eaten 1400 today and aah , I just so hungry

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