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right?? I remember getting nervous seeing the reviews for it online.. those people were crazy because that book is so good

i hope so, im not too too sure anymore, but i have some hope! my friend recently got their passport in January and are now in Germany, so it might still be possible for me. just not on a study permit since..i didnt stay in college 🤕 oops

sorry i yap so much, this account is like my personal diary where occasionally i post cool art. And by occasionally, i mean never

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at least we got ignored. it’s somehow less painful than being a political pawn against your will, or just straight up held hostage for political gain.

id love to live somewhere where theres no hurricanes, ever. my ptsd is so bad, i have one prolonged panic attack every hurricane season, it only gets worse! i feel so bad for NC and CA.. he was so much worse to yall than to us..

it’s actually because of how many people migrated here AFTER the legacy storm. they have no idea what us true locals suffered with. i can still hear sirens and helicopters when i sleep sometimes. the horror yall.. they don’t have a clue.

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i really thought we learned our lesson the first time.. all we are is a liability to his business. we’re not business commodities, we’re human fucking beings. how did none of us feel betrayed??? i sure as shit did.

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he didn’t help us then, he won’t help you now, get a grip yall ..

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add insult to injury, he’s now holding other disaster victims hostage. what he did to NC? it’s worse than what he did to us! and NC came to our rescue more than he did. and we picked him over them? what about CA? they helped us too! Gd, this all sucks so much.

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how is this area STILL so magaot infested, even after what he did to us? or better what he wouldn’t do for us? he stood in my driveway and saw my neighbors and i’s destroyed homes and for what? everyone here is in painful debt now because he had no choice but to pay with money we didn’t have.

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huuuf Tr*mp was in his first term when my hometown got flattened by a natural disaster. it wasn’t an election year (2018) so he didn’t even pretend to give a shit about us. he came down here, passed out water bottles, kissed babies, and basically just left us hanging…

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that last part tho is just me speculating, nothing has been said to think they’d do that, but if they did i wouldn’t be surprised at all 🤕 this country is so unstable, i won’t be too surprised if we all get trapped here 😭 ive dreamed of leaving for almost a decade tho! :(

i should be fine in theory but it’s so scary regardless, we have no idea how widespread some issues actually are. and thinking Canada is kinda my only out.. im worried they’ll put a travel ban on Americans because of how much the usa has shown their ass lately, which i wouldn’t blame them!!

lots of queer people are being attacked in terms of “getting out” or staying! i don’t have much of my trans-ness documented (maybe some at old therapist years ago) but hopefully nothing was written down too much! and our aviation has been so dismantled that i have no choice but to drive

it’s gotten so murky i don’t even know anymore 😭 fingers crossed i can get out though. some people have had their social security cards, birth certificates, and passports ripped up in the mail though 😭 ive heard rumors that people are getting detained at the border over social media too!

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im trying bro 😭💔💔 i had the perfect plan crafted over 4 years and it all got ruined now idek if i can still get a passport , my plan was ruined now idk what to do to get out of here 💔 i just wanna play games and have fun not THIS

southern accents unite,, mine just randomly comes out and my own mother makes fun of me. like girl who do you think i got it from you’re just better at hiding it than me

i need to reread stars and stripes so i can feel even more abnormal and even more insane. reading that book in todays climate genuinely causes me emotional distress

he rigged the election to sell us out. please don’t forget it

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they. rigged. the. election. our democracy was stolen from us. when America collapses please remember my words: the majority didn’t vote for him. he rigged the election. he should be put to death for treason.

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after Jan 6, dems tried to be the bigger man and walk away to “stick it to republicans” how we “don’t throw tantrums like they do”. they tried a coup on the government the first time and failed…the did it a second time with the help of a billionaire promised more money and power for him in return.

“how did Americans let this happen” most of us didn’t, majority of us didn’t vote for him. no really, he rigged the election. he stole the election, and admitted to it twice. it was a government takeover. the majority of us didn’t pick this.

ive got a southern accent so you can like, idk, be entertained by that. figure it out.

i like long walks on the beach and hiking and…who am i kidding. anyways i have brain damage that makes me really funny. who want me fr

does any non American want to marry me so i can get out, i’ll keep ya house clean and make you laugh. i love cooking, im a fun guy! we can divorce after i get my citizenship

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i dreamed of getting out since i was literally 11. i fantasized of running away to another country since i was little. now i cant, this is unfair, why don’t my dreams matter? i was promised a good life, and im not getting it. fml what’s the point anymore

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“fight! do something!” im in the heart of republican south, we dont have groups fighting back, we’re just being forced to shut up and take it. if i try anything i probably get disowned— which at this point? sure, fuck it, why not.

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i genuinely hate being American so much i feel sick. i was promised everything growing up. now im an adult with nothing. fuck, what am i supposed to do? it’s hard to keep going like this. legit

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curse you, literal brain damage, it’s ruining my life

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like i can’t get that memory out of my head, he came down here after everything we had was destroyed, paraded around about how great he was, passed out a dozen water bottles, and left, leaving us for the dust. he’s genuinely a monster in every way. he’s taking out his tantrum on everyone this time

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no ive so gathered that too. he needs attention all the time because he’s a raging man baby who’s never been told no, he doesn’t take no as an answer. he’s taking it out on everyone. i remember after hurricane Michael 2018 he literally paraded around down here doing nothing, and made it about him

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the most fun part about having ocs is that you can give them big ass for fun , do it , it hurts no one

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YUP 🙂‍↕️ that phone call and the exact choice words that they use are SO MESSY?? it’s why i was convinced at the end that they didn’t really hate each other, something else was going on. “I’m bleeding here, you?” just . it gets me every time, why do either one of you CARE. …somethin else is going on!

OFC!! thank you for showing interest in my insanity, i have plenty more, unfortunately ! 🩷

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ignore the clown motifs i didn’t feel like editing that out

i had to quickly edit this together but omg you get me, you get me so much 🤝 🤝 same brain same mind

this man experiences guilt the way i imagine the average Catholic does. but idk, im a Jew so i don’t know anything about this. my guilt is toootally different !!! (not)

i can’t think of what else to add but i have so much more noodling than this, i have many thoughts on this matter it keeps me up at night !!!!