iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

i dont think this counts as studying lmfao

ID: An expie from casualties: unknown looks out into a dark chasm as it shines its flashlight into the dark. "That's a big fall... I've got no other choice."
The expie is falling to its horrible injury with its stuff falling everywhere. "Fuck"
"Bleeding... I have to stop the bleeding"
A few minutes later...
"I'm not bleeding anymore, but I can't move anything in my right leg!!"
The expie holds its right lower paw with its right arm, and its leg is shaking uncontrollably.
"When I pull on my foot, it won't stop shaking!" (clonus/spastic paralysis)
"Also, when I put something cold against my foot, it goes out instead of down! That's weird..." (positive babinski sign)
Two feet, one showing toes curling inwards which is a normal reflex and another with toes curling outwards which is abnormal.
"These are signs of a upper motor lesion..."
"If I close my eyes, I can't tell where in space my right leg is?" (Loss of proprioception)
"But oh god it hurts so bad!"
"Even though I think I also injured my left leg, it doesnt hurt?" (Loss of contralateral pain)
"Fuck... I lost half my spinal cord..." (Spinal cord hemisection AKA Brown-Sequard syndrome)
A drawing of the health screen with the brain and spinal cord highlighted.
There is an orange line around T10 (belly button).
Three tracts are shown:
1. Corticospinal tract. There are two neurons in this one and it connects your brain to your body to tell it to move. We get upper motor neuron symptoms (clonus, positive babinski, spastic paralysis) because the nerves below get super sensitive to any stimulus so it ends up twitching.
2. Dorsal column medial lemniscus (DCML) tract. Below the injury, you will lose vibration and proprioception since it travels straight up the spinal cord.
3. Spinothalamic (STT) tract. This carries pain. It decussates (crosses) the spinal cord at the level it enters, so you will lose it on the left side, but its ok on the right.

cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

finished a full piece over the weekend and school is rough this week so sketches will be on hold. unless u wanna see whawt im learning rn. wait actually i could just make sketches with shit im learning maybe that would help. ok get ready....

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

incoming transmission in three... two...

An excerpt from zato i love the world and everything in it:

The figure of the yordle beside me is bathed in the violent morning rays. His hair is the same color as the blazing hills.
His face is so familiar and warm, it makes my chest hurt.
You... Your name... What’s your name?
Ah?
He turns. I feel as if my body, my entire world has reached a boiling point.

...

We... I feel like I had something very important to do. A message... I think I was supposed to send a message.

...

Little by little, everything burns up. In a few moments the entire planet will combust.

The sun keeps rising. The day’s breaking on the searing peaks. The yordle I know is smiling at me.

This yordle I know. This yordle...

How many times have I seen his face?
How many times has he seen mine?

I can’t say. I really can’t remember.

But I know him better than any other person on planet Earth.
And I think... he knows me better than anyone, too.

I know his eyes have seen me at my worst, and I can only hope they've seen me at my best. Is my best enough to outweigh my worst? I wish I knew.

But he’s still here with me. Even after witnessing my lowest, most embarrassing, most disgusting moments, he’s still giving me such an earnest smile.

The person closest to me...

The person standing in the ring of fire.

My best friend in the whole entire world.

...

Who is my message for? There is only one reasonable answer.

...

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

Oomf is doing daily sketches so I felt motivated to do one (hopefully I can also do these daily)

Also at fd like Oomf drew my OC in pen in like 30 seconds and I tried to draw their sona as a gift back on pencil but it looked so turbo shit even after spending hella time on it so I wanna get to a point I can give a gift that's at that skill level

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salad @saiad.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

artfight 2026 thread :]

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

I love when I have like. 4 events that I have stuff due for that converge all on the same day blehhh

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

i swear ive been drawing artfight you gotta believe me im just really slow. i think i wanna do them in batches so i dont burn myself out coloring cuz i dont like that lmao

DONT LOOK AT THE LEGS ABORT MISSION ABORT ABORT
also my handwriting looks so bad with stabilizer LOL

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

gonna try and get someone who i wasnt able to revenge last year first as an attack and they got fantrolls . lowkey idk how to draw human faces so them being hs characters are nice cuz they dont have noses LOL. this is my first pose i think i can make the foreshortening a bit more dramatic

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

i joined a secret santa and i got a pony ive never drawn ponies before

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

i dont even know what im looking for

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

I think I had a good idea but it's hard to express it all without it being a comic. I guess this is why people have those super cool abstract pieces!! (I'm thinking like... hooly or that one tadc artist on tumblr like bugsoup or something) Then again not everyone has to get everything

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

yippeeee this is what i wanted to draw for a while oh also here's just the background if u care

why do i always want to create more when im sad? isnt this what i wanted? to be able to experience more feelings to put into art? i should be happy im sad. heeheehee
OH btw dont feel concerned or anything im all good now. just wish i spent more time drawing. when i was pretty sad i think i found the specific feeling i wanted to convey at least with cirrus! so i was just itching to draw this. i think it came out ok (it looks better from far away jdkfsjfksjdf)

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

i remembered this like last week and i wanna draw something sooo bad but kidney block is killing me and beating me with hammers (its been two days)

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

in my drawing era (doesnt draw)

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

oc x my fav except my ocs are an extension of myself so its basically yumeshipping for valentines day

ah.... sometimes i am jealous, sometimes i am so so sad, and sometimes i am lonely. honestly... im fine with that. what really inspired me so much about other people's art and what drew me to drawing (hehe) in the first place was art that made me feel like i was in another world. art that pulled me into such a sweet universe and made their dreams real. how wonderful is that! i spend so much time trying to figure out how to "conquer" myself and my emotions so i dont feel bad so much (or at least how to listen to them). Now that i have a better handle on them... i dont feel as sad or lonely anymore! which is awesome! ... but then again i dont feel that much motivation to do art... or study... because if i am content where i am and where i stand, why should i change anything? im already as happy as can be! but that kinda sucks hahaha. maybe its better when i felt horrible because i had a reason to make things, to better myself. at least in small amounts. i think back and feeling apathy and hopelessness was the worst (probably around end of hs and end of college) and i dont want that again. do i have to feel bad to make good art? i was raised to tie affection to good grades, and now that ive broken that down a bit, i dont study as hard.... maybe its ok to have a bit of a screw loose to get me where i want to go (um actually the healthy thing to do would be to find your own internal motivation to do these things and to be successful in life but thats hard.ok thats hard. im working on it)

for now lets keep on walking forwards to become the person i aspire to be. keep things honest, keep listening to yourself! my emotions tell me what i want to know, and ill try my best to appreciate each one ^_^ happy valentines day eheh

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salad @saiad.bsky.social · 08/02/2026

continuing this week!

7:30 i brush my teeth
7:35 i make pancakes and spill it all over the floor are you kidding me
i made some more after :(

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

i think i might just keep this account for pencil stuff and post all my digital stuff to main even if theyre unfinished. idk why im so afraid of posting my sketches on the other account. i just want people to see my best self but if i end up not posting anything, people wont see anything at all!

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

i heart love bullet also the new teemo skin made me think of it

what makes you, you? how did you get there?
what kind of a person do you want to be?
i lowkey forgot how teemos general body shape was so thats why hes in the top left lmao especially cuz anime bodies are like.... much longer

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

im just having fun forever and ever ok?

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SungWon Cho @prozdishere.bsky.social · 25/12/2025

twitter: new update, every time you post, elon musk is literally going to break into your house and shit directly into your mouth users: that sucks but….i mean i HAVE to stay on there…..

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cirrus @phenomenal-evil.bsky.social · 12/12/2025

ive been playing videogames instead of drawing