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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 26/09/2026

Honestly I love finding new music that speaks to the lesbian in me (She Goes by Girl Group)

How do you do your hair
Who cut it, and were they aware
Of who was sitting in their chair?
Did they hide some of it somewhere?
Do you count steps and calories
And pages read, hours of sleep?
What do I have to pay to see
Your freshly facialled skin unpeeling?
Do those high heels not hurt (To be her, achieve her)
And do you secretly rehearse (To spend the nights between her)
To walk like models in adverts (Legs walk the earth, beneath her)
Like all you’ve done, you did it first? (As if it’s blessed to see her)
How many lovers did you leave? (To feel her, perceive her)
Do they still write you poetry? (To get to say you need her)
How many nights of fun per week (To know her, to love her)
And how much water do you drink? (I think I need a breather)

Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 03/06/2026

Okay I am happy with how the jello shots turned out. I also played around with some mixing to make this pretty pale blue drink that also looks like the trans flag blue to me!

Picture of jello shot that is layered like the lesbian pride flag. Its orange on top, white in the center and pink at the bottom

Picture of a glass with a super pretty pastel blue liquid, this is also a drink that looks like the color of blue on the trans flag. Its coffee creamer, blue curacao and tequila rose.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 01/06/2026

Even though I can't fully present the way I wanna in my area, I can still throw in little pride pieces to my wardrobe!

Picture of Petra's left hand with a trans ring and a lesbian ring on the ring finger. She also has her two middle fingerd tattooed with a simple vines

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 27/05/2026

Like this is cool because in only completing 6 runs, I've dropped 20+ minutes and its only going to keep dropping since I've got at least 5 minutes of time save. Its gonna take some time and a lot of practice but I wanna hit at least the sub 40 range at some point

Picture of a live split timer that has Petra's current personal best of 59:22

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 08/05/2026

I can't quite remember a lot from younger years but this is the one album I fully remember owning

Cover of the original high school musical movie album

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 29/04/2026

Honestly its been so fun just slowly coming into my own vibe. I still have a lot i want to see change but I enjoy myself so much more than even a couple months ago

Bathroom mirror selfie of Petra, she has a black and red split dye, wearing a moth necklace, a cropped black sweater with pentagram, and black pants.

Another mirror selfie of Petra but in this one they're wearing a sleevless shirt that says "Goth girls taste better" with a mouth that has piercings, fangs and a long tongue. She's also wearing glasses in this one.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 26/04/2026

Its been a couple weeks and I love getting to see the progress after rowing almost daily. Like I'm so happy with the little bit of definition. Now I just need to start getting tattoos to decorate the canvas

Another picture of Petra from behind, flexing and showing off her arm and shoulder muscles while wearing a loose gray tank top that has a little bit of sweat on it

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 11/04/2026

I've been working really hard to get where I wanna be body wise qnd I so can't wait to see what my arms/back look like in even a month from now

Picture of Petra from behind, she's flexing her arms to show the tone in her shoulders and arms

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 08/01/2026

Quotes in question that just sparks a flame within

Two quotes from the Hades Calculus, the first:

The conservatory’s filtered light makes her look illuminated from within, as though the gold comes not from the sky but lives within her, elevating her far above the rest of our sisters. In each of her body’s small motions is written a gracile, shimmering note.

The second:

“It is a noble futility, holding anger in the palm and letting it burn you; and it feels like bitter defeat to put it in your pocket and let it warm you.” She leans so close that her lips graze my cheek, making an intimacy of the secret that our mother will hear in the next moment. “I swear this upon the names of eleven gods and seal it with spit upon the twelfth: if it is the last thing I do, I will tear her heart out and make of it a gift to you.”

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 24/12/2025

Been reading The Hades Calculus and fuck the language is so pretty and I really enjoy it so far. Also need a deadly, scary woman pledging an oath to me like yesterday

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 13/12/2025

Cold Take: tgirls should show off their shoulders more

Bathroom mirror selfie of Petra. She is wearing a green zip up hoodie that is half way unzipped and resting half way down her upper arm revealing her shoulders and a bra with a skull pattern on it. The hair on her right side is resting behind her shoulder to show off as much of the shoulder as possible and leaving her neck exposed too.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 10/12/2025

This year I shut my ass up and listened (to podcasts)

Screenshot from Pocket Cast 2025 wrapped with text saying, "71,203 Minutes listened" on top of a blue and black geometric background

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 04/12/2025

Proud to be one of the many lesbians watching Pookie's videos o7 to the girls, gays, and theys that join me 🏳️‍⚧️

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 27/11/2025

You could not put my horny ass on this plane

Meme of where you'd sit on a plane during an 8 hour flight. It has the main cast of Dispatch spread throughout the plane.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 20/11/2025

I made myself a desktop background from this scene because oh my god am I gay, I love women so much and boy do I just wanna run my thumb across a pretty girl's lips while looking down at her

A 4 panel image of screenshots from an intimate scene with invisigal from Dispatch. A hand runs its thumb across her lips and eventually into her mouth for her to suck. Its a hot scene that I can't quite do justice by describing it but it is really so good to me tbh.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 19/11/2025

A little tight but honestly I think i like how the sleeveless turtleneck look a lot

Picture of Petra in a white, sleeveless turtleneck. Her face isn't visible and the shirt is tight enough that her nipples poke through the fabric in a hopefully tasteful way and overall shows off her upper body

Picture of Petra in a grey, sleeveless turtleneck. Her face isn't visible and the shirt is tight enough that her nipples poke through the fabric in a hopefully tasteful way and overall shows off her upper body

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 18/11/2025

I can't believe that they say this man has a dad bod... he's so clearly twink coded

Image from Dispatch of Mecha Man with his top of, showcasing scars and bruises. The game describes him as having a dad bod but, I think they're extremely wrong. He's built like a twink if anything

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 16/11/2025

I think you can learn a lot about me from just this single image

The "This is brilliant" meme from Top Gear but instead of cars Jeremy Clarkson gestures to Words of Radience by Brandon Sanderson and says, "This is Brilliant." In the top panel. The bottom panel says, "But I like this" and he gesture to Nexus Alpha by Ela Bambust.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 04/09/2025

Alt text only generally sums up what is on the notes, but I like how satisfying my handwriting is when paired with the grid paper.

First page of notes. It details information on the general concept of writing a good software architecture and includes some potential pitfalls.

Second page of notes detailing that it takes effort to do these concepts properly. Then there is an explanation and example of the Command pattern.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 24/08/2025

You're telling me I'm only supposed to take one knot at a time?

Picture of nutrition facts for a bag of garlic knots, it says the serving size is one knot

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 29/07/2025

This song is so good and not to mention that it captures how lost I feel at times as I do just sit alone constantly

Screenshot showing lyrics to Keanu Reeves by Chase Petra reading:

Need to carve out a smile on a face, I revile
And all that I is all that I
Is all that I am
Is locked in a drawer at home
Goddamn
Lost the key
Can't ever leave, I am
Going home to my bedroom
To pass the time alone
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 23/06/2025

Some days are better than others in terms of my view on myself, but im vibing with how I'm looking as time goes on!

Bathroom mirror selfie of Petra wearing a Korn shirt they cut into a tank top. They are wearing a heart necklace and their face is slightly obscured by their phone

Another Bathroom mirror selfie of Petra wearing a Korn shirt they cut into a tank top. They are wearing a heart necklace and their face is slightly obscured by their phone

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 25/05/2025

Absolutely undeserved ace and I should have died 20 different times, but I love this game so much

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 25/05/2025

Honestly pretty flattering description haha theinnocencetest.com

Screenshot of Petra's score on The Innocence Test, an updated version of the Rice Purity Test. Result text reads: Baddie (55) you're the most fun, but my mom would for sure let me hang out with you still. you've managed to find that sweet spot we all look for — teach us your ways.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 20/05/2025

Im genuinely so glad that my GBA SP still works. I've had it like all my life and I love that it still just turns on and works

Picture of a Blue Game Boy Advanced SP with a copy of Sapphire running on it

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 13/05/2025

Ngl, I got this to have a sleeve for when I'm gaming but I love how it looks on me in general tbh

Picture of Petra's arm in a compression sleeve

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 29/04/2025

Honestly, The Lady of the Forge, I absolutely would

Screenshot of Kratos standing before The Lady of the Forge who is a gorgeous mermaid from the game God Of War: Ragnarok

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 21/04/2025

Fun fact the odds of this happening after only three resets is 0.036%

Screenshot of calculator app reading the expression of one minus the result of eight-thousand one hundred ninety one divided by eight-thousand one hundred ninety two cubed. The result is then 0.0003661662 or 0.036 percent

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 01/04/2025

Like genuinely I am soooo much happier with who I am and how I look. And people irl can tell that I'm doing better too. I've worked in the same place for awhile and my regulars give me compliments about how great I look. I'm so grateful i finally took the dive into transitioning

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 01/04/2025

Happy trans day of visibility! (Nervous to actually be posting myself but even if I'm not 1000% where I wanna be, I am wayyy happier with how i look than i ever have)

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 30/03/2025

Like genuinely I love how pretty knives can be and it's cool because this company makes knives that are meant for having safer kink fun but I can't figure out what one I want.

An acrylic knife with a pink handle and blade. This one is serrated in the middle and sharp at the end and has pink hearts on it

And acrylic knife with a purple handle and purple blade. This one glows in the dark and has the moon phases along the blade.

An acrylic knife with a black and red handle and blade

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 28/03/2025

Honestly, absolutely feeling myself today. I found my chains i made and I love how pretty they make my hands look. It's taking time but I am getting hotter and more confident

Picture of Petra wearing a black button up with a line drawing of a rose in white. She's wearing a necklace with a black heart and wings and a chain on her hand that she made to wrap around her wrist and fingers.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 15/03/2025

I learned last night that they made a special edition Yakuza PS3 and I so badly want one now. There is also a deep part of me that wants to collect all the consoles I can

Image of the Yakuza special edition PS3 that is white with images of Dragons adorning it

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 12/03/2025

Ugh what I would give to look like this

Alt girl from the song cover for E-GIRLS ARE RUINING MY LIFE by CORPSE. She has a split dye half blond half brown, septum and nose piercings, a spiked collar with dragon ball characters hanging off hoop earrings in front of some pokemon plushies.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 02/03/2025

Kinda crazy to think I got my copy of leafgreen for $30 dollars from gamestop forever ago and now they go for almost $60

Picture of a dark blue Gameboy advanced sp that's open with both Pokémon Leafgreen and Sapphire resting next to it on a black background

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 23/02/2025

Bought myself a modest little print to hang above my computer at my desk so I know what I'm striving for

Picture of an artwork created by Caio Santos depicting a trans being

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 03/02/2025

I've watched Northernlion for so long that I finished high school, went to college for 4 years, moved to Texas and have been here for almost 4 years already. Insane to think too that I've consumed his content for longer than any single person has been in my life

Screenshot of thumbnail for Northernlion's Xcom Enemy Unknown series episode 1, dating back 12 years ago.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 26/01/2025

I feel like this one is made for the puppy girls

Image of a product labeled dog bowl bottle

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 19/01/2025

Absolutely need to embody the essence of this song at some point

Screenshot of Spotify for the song Hell Of A Good Time by Haiden Henderson.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 10/01/2025

I'm not sure about good, but it's something that I wrote pretty recently that I feel could be easy to resonate with

I've been likened to a lichen
Not quite thriving
But Surviving and vibing
I'll grow from this devastation
Fostering creation
Until those who come after me
Feel safe to be
Themselves in times of strife
No pressure to guide the knife
In vain trying to feel something
As months of emptiness make you feel nothing
One day i know we'll see some change
It'll just take time to rearrange
So no matter how hopeless you feel
Never let anyone steal
You from yourself
As for me I'll be safe
But I'd rather die
Before I'm forced to hide
From the life that i've earned

Second screenshot of the previous poem, but on a writing app instead of hand written, for clarity sake in case the first picture is too hard to read

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 10/01/2025

Ahh I've missed this weather so much!! Its so cold and rainy and just feels so nice to sit out in and shiver

Screenshot of weather app showing 36 and rainy. It feels like 29 degrees Fahrenheit

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 07/01/2025

Just taking a moment to get my thoughts out in written form when my headspace is meh

Ya know, for as much as I love the cold, sometimes it activates that deep fear within me that I'm wasting my life and will inevitably die alone no matter how hard I try to to get close to people and find companions I feel comfortable around. I've grown a lot and I've made some good friends but everything is always so temporary. And at my age I still have issues of figuring out things people actually go do. I'm some level of agoraphobic and I'll sit for hours literally contemplating reaching out to someone I know wants to hang out with me because I don't wanna bother anyone. It's sad and really just overwhelming at times. In spite of this feeling, I've done so much better for myself over the past 6 months. I'm creating and becoming more of me and I'm so incredibly proud of myself for doing that.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 27/12/2024

I know if nobody got me, Spotify got me on fun playlists

Screenshot of Spotify app for a Freaky Mix playist containing:
She Thinks of me by Landon Tewers
Hot Demon Bitches Near You by Corpse
Foggy Windows by Vana
Knife Prty by Deftones
Worship by Ari Abdul
The Death of Peace of Mind by Bad Omens
Hell of a Good Time by Haiden Henderson
All I Wanted Was U by Ex Habit
Karma - Sped Up Version by Dutch Melrose

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 27/12/2024

Every couple years I feel like you gotta take the BDSM test to kinda see where you fall on the spectrum

Image of Petra's results for BDSM Test.
100% Brat
100% Rope Bunny
100% Switch
97% Exhibitionist
94% Voyeur
94% Rigger
92% Masochist
92% Submissive
90% Experimentalist
81% Dominant
81% Sadist
81% Brat Tamer
76% Degrader
75% Slave
63% Owner
63% Mistress
58% Degradee
45% Pet
43% Vanilla
32% Non-Monogamist
23% Primal (Prey)
20% Primal (Hunter)
9% Daddy/Mommy
0% Ageplayer
0% Little

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 24/12/2024

Took the time to do a little writing by hand this morning. Feeling reflective in general and wanted to express myself some

I've been likened to a lichen. Not quite thriving but striving and vibing. I'll grow from this devastation. Fostering creation. Until those who come after me feel safe to be themselves in times of strife. No pressure to guide the knife in vain trying to feel something. As months of emptiness make you feel nothing. I day I know we'll see see some change. It'll just take time to rearrange. So no matter how hopeless you feel, never let anyone steal you from yourself. As for me, I'll be safe but I'd rather die before I'm forced to hide from the life that I've earned.

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 04/12/2024

Ya know, great song for being my top song but this is the lowest number of listens a top song has been. I've normally been in the 700+ range

Screenshot from Spotify Wrapped 2024 where Petra's top song was le vele by diveliner

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Petra The Sapph 🏳️‍⚧️ @petracored.blog · 30/11/2024

I so badly want to get some pretty knives but wow they get expensive real quick. Like this guy is $350 dollars but look at it!!

Screenshot of a Miyabi Birchwood 8 inch chef's knife. It features a light wood handle and a blade made of micro-carbide steel composed in Damascus fashion, giving it the signature look that comes from the process. Think oil slick imbued in metal

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