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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 2h

🎵 Can you help me remember how to smile? Make it somehow all seem worthwhile? 🎵

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 4h

Happy Birthday!!! Hope today is so lovely and amazing for you!!!

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 7h

I don't wanna hate myself but how can I not? I'm not that great.

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 7h

I feel alone. Nobody to talk to who I know won't just blame everything on me...

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 10h

I've probably been going about everything all wrong....

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 10h

Perhaps it wasn't actually abuse. It was probably just lots of consequences. Why should I call myself a victim when everyone was simply reacting to my bad habits? 😩☹️

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 10h

Who the hell am I kidding? I ruined my own life. Irreparably. Nobody else did. 😔 I really dug a hole & jumped in, huh? 🥲💔🤡

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˗ˏˋ lacey ˎˊ˗ @lacedxdollie.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I hate acknowledging I have a problem with a certain behavior but can’t bring myself to stop it.

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Phylosoma™ @phylosoma.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11h

Perhaps I shouldn't open up much about my struggles to certain people IRL besides my therapist anymore. I just get blamed for my struggles. I get blamed so much that when someone says something's not my fault now, I wonder if they're lying just to be nice to me and spare my feelings. 🫠🤐🤷🏾‍♀️😮‍💨

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 15h

I guess on the bright side, I just reapplied for a mail-in ballot last weekend, and it just came in the mail yesterday! That was fast!

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 15h

I'm sad again. Don't tell my family. It's not what they're made for. 🥲

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

Never mind... I deserve it. I deserve it all. It's the consequence. It's a punishment. ☹️💔😞

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

I'm really just the freaking absolute worst 😭

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

I've been so depressed for weeks, because my life really sucks, which is most likely my fault. Still, I really should start watching trashy reality TV again to help me feel better about my garbage life. 😔📺

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

Last night while showering, I got a wild idea: What if somebody made a Dr. Pepper scented body wash? And why shouldn't they? Vanilla, honey, fruit, cake, and cinnamon scented care products already exist. So does Dr. Pepper chapstick. Lol! 🤔🤩😍🍒🥤🧴🫧🛁

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Refreshing Dr Pepper Soda Can

ALT: Refreshing Dr Pepper Soda Can

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

Ahh okay! For spooky season, maybe either Coraline, Drag Me to Hell, or Orphan? Outside of that, hmm, perhaps We're the Millers or your fave Disney movie?🤔

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I feel crappy about myself today and my stomach feels crappy too. Matchy-matchy!

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

What kind of crazy person takes a shower at 4 am?? Me. That's who. 🤪🚿

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h-hzv.bsky.social @h-hzv.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

In the famous words of Paris Paloma.... I'M GETTING F***ING TIRED 🙃😫🎵

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Lucy @starrysealucy.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Hi, I'm Lucy! 🌙 Oct. 👻 #promosky #gamingsky #anisky ☆ Love ☆ 🎃 JRPGs 👻 Final Fantasy 🎃 Kiseki / Trails 👻 Pokémon 🎃 Tales 👻 Atelier 🎃 Fire Emblem 👻 Otomes 🎃 Cozy Games 👻 Fields of Mistria 🎃 Sonic 👻 Books 🎃 Shoujo & Josei 📚 👻 Anime 🎃 Sailor Moon 👻 Sanrio starrysealucy.straw.page ♡︎/⟳ appreciated!

Estelle from the Tales of series dressed as a witch.

Juna from the Trails/Kiseki series and the rest of Class 7 in the background (Kurt, Altina, Ash and Muset) dressed in Halloween costumes.

Yuffie from Final Fantasy VII dressed in a Red XIII Halloween costume.

Hatsune Miku designed in the Hatsune Miku: Colorful Stage! EN-exclusive Halloween costume. Official art by yenkoes

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june 🎃🧡 @constantheadaches.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

my life has been such a mess lately omg i need a break so bad 🥲

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I really wanna post about cute, happy, fluffy things on this TL like other bloomfies do, but I barely really have any to post about. Especially not often....

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

Hello, my name is N, and I desperately need to move tf out and get my own effing place!!!!

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

Lol, guess who cried alone in the bathroom for the first time in years tonight?!?! 🙌🏾🙃

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I know I'm a difficult person. Maybe even different. But please don't mistreat me. 💔💔

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I'm all alone in this dark, lonely world, but I guess that's how it's meant to be. 🫩😔

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I just wanna, need to, and gotta stand up for myself. 😫

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I will always be terrible at time management, but it breaks my heart that everyone thinks that's a legitimate reason to treat me like shit.💔

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

11:11, and I don't even know what the hell to wish for.

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I'm not just tired of waiting for things to get better............I'm tired of pretending they eventually freaking will.

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PA's Hot Mess 👑❤️‍🔥🤪 @pashotmess.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I just wanna, need to, and gotta stand up for myself. 😫

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