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Book about a person's intersection of believing in absurdism as well as being in the furry fandom and the title of the book is something like "Should I kill myself, or be a dog on the internet?" If this one day becomes reality please let me know, I will be reading it

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I cant do it all in one sitting my head hurts and I keep having to reread sections 😭 When I'm done I'm definitely re-reading with an audio book and if I still dont understand it I'm gonna also look for video essays on it 🥀

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I feel so illiterate reading Albert Camus omg who knew that being on twitter all day for multiple days does NOT challenge the mind in nearly the same way 😭

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Gaybriel @papergaybriel.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

"There is but one truly serious philosophical problem, and that is suicide." Oh how I forgot how this book opens 😭 its okay though I'm gonna be fine I have no issue discussing this topic Reading The Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus rn

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Are the furaffinity furries okay while the twitter furried are not okay because on furaffinity if you dont like something you just avoided it and move on, but on twitter if you dont like something, calling it out or complaining about it could be the next hit tweet

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Gaybriel @papergaybriel.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

Soaking lettuce in a vinegar-water solution has me feeling like this rn

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Gaybriel @papergaybriel.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

Picked up some random DVD box from off the ground as if its my responsibility to return The Last Kids On Earth Book One DVD to the library

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Gaybriel @papergaybriel.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

Felt a moral obligation to make sure this family of Cubs fans know where they're going (they were talking about some going to Howard but tried going on the southbound train) Theyre going to Harrison so nvm 😭

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Make me president and I will end all tariffs on fursuit supplies, simplify and lower taxes on independent artists/content creators, and fastrack and expand the visa application system for our creative worker thus bringing in more artists/fursit makers into this country

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Furries remind me of Latinos in that you'd think theres a lot of unity within that group but in reality you can subdivided then down quite far by how quite a few of them hate each other

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The WOKE left and their FURRY show BNA is in favor of OPEN BORDERS even MICHIRU herself thinks its "unfair" to keep our borders secure. How will we GOD-FEARING FREEDOM-LOVING AMERICANS protect ourselves from the BEASTMEN if we open our borders like how JOE BIDEN and his FURRY ARMY opened the border?

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And the beastmen in Anima City were still treated better than the Palestinians in Gaza

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Pin post yippeee gaybrielpaper.straw.page

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Does forcibly turning all beastmen into humans in Brand New Animal count as genocide?

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I get calls about the fresh start relief program when the only time I had to pay taxes was when I owed $91 to the federal government (i already paid that btw 😭)

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I feel bad for having all this cool art but no place for framing it somewhere without poking holes or otherwise risking damage Some of these are on regular printer paper which is a little eh but some are specially printed and I'm like ooo Idk who the artist is tho <w>

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For a "time sensitive notification" or whatever I sure do get a lot of calls about it 😭

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Gaybriel @papergaybriel.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Id do work such as in taking care of children or pets but for whatever reason being put in charge of the life of a being smaller than me and dependent on me makes me a little uncomfortable idk why And idk why I was able to dogsit for relatives just fine but if its a strangers dog then idk tbh <w>

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I feel like having done nothing but watched beastars all day today (and all night the past few days) has changed how I perceive things idk 😭 I feel like i perceive things as a first person POV angle and I feel like the internal monologue is resembling beastars style too idk <w>

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Gaybriel @papergaybriel.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Im sorry to my French oomfs but id like Spain to win because if they do and if England loses (they better not but just incase) then its Argentina vs. Spain and in my head its rebellious evil son vs. formally abusive trying to get better mother Can you tell I was a countryhumans kid <w>

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Gaybriel @papergaybriel.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

When the streamer you're watching just got done talking about the evils of animal agriculture and is now talking about the explosive diarrhea bacteria in fruits/vegetables and its like okay ig nows the time to do multi-day fasting to lose weight 😭 ig I just won't eat 🥀

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Gaybriel @papergaybriel.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Sometimes I come downstairs to the most delicious dish ever cooked and I think about how my mom whipped it up together in the early morning right before leaving for her 8 hour shift and then I sit on the couch ive been rotting in lately and I wonder how am I not a spoiled brat yet

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Gaybriel @papergaybriel.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Being bilingual is fun cause you can see how one language differs from another (watching Beastars as english dub Spanish sub)

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Gaybriel @papergaybriel.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

This week has been terrible for crackers named Graham huh

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As a wokeist I would love if the colonizers beat the shit out of the wannabe colonizer

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The worst part is that I 100% would be consistent and root for Argentina if there wasn't such a loud racism problem 😭 among other things, idk they're just... yk... You are not European, you are a latin American country you are not el muy muy for having slightly more European 😭

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Can the colonizers please beat the ass of the wannabe colonizer omg

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Why do I as a GOD-FEARING, FREEDOM-LOVING AMERICAN have to root for the ENGLISH to get rid of ARGENTINA FUUUUUUCKKKKKKK I mean ig but its immediately moving over 😭 either the Fr*nch cause they helped the US or like *maybe* the Spanish Guys this world cup is cooked help

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The urban transit panel was right there really should be furry events in actual cities not bumfuck nowhere suburbs because tell me why I should take 3 HOURS to get to a bowling alley for an event that goes from 8PM TO MIDNIGHT in some goofy ahh suburb

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