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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

There's no point to anything anymore. With my Mom's passing I have lost all purpose and motivation for my future.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

No cheating. Share the last photo of the sky from your camera roll.

Sunny, blue sky over rippling water and a strip of forest. With water splashes in the foreground.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Got to finally have my much needed emotional release in #therapy today.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Feeling overwhelmed by a bunch of emotions. So I decided to draw something. #dinosaurs #sketch

Pencil sketch of a man surrounded by dinosaurs

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

I need a place to go scream and cry in nature. Somewhere I can just be ugly and upset...

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Watched "The Best Little Whorehouse in Texas" last night as my tribute to Dolly. I love her.

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Dolly Parton Says Howdy, Boys!

ALT: Dolly Parton Says Howdy, Boys!

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

Sometimes I hate that I love therapy.... Stupid helpful therapy.

Picture of an angry bald eagle walking on water with "Going for a stupid little walk for my stupid little mental health"

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

How is it that the airport is always full of people with no spatial awareness?

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

Nothing matters anymore... I'm done trying.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

I'm fat. I'm ugly. And I'll always be alone. I'm too old to try and start working out again. Especially by myself. I wish I could remove my desire to be with someone. It would make my life much easier.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

Straight men will go to any lengths to avoid talking... Just heard a commercial for a BOOK titled ManTherapy...

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

Am I missing something? Why are Cologne commercials just men running around in dark places?

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

I wish I was an actual bear. Then people would find my fat and hairy body cute... And I would get to hibernate.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

It is really hard to leave my apartment once I have gotten home from work.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

I think my little frog statue looks very cozy here under the flowers!

Green frog statue under Green leaves and pink flowers on a bed of red rocks.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

Random horny shower thoughts: I love when a guy is naked except for one article of clothing. It just makes him seem even more naked. I really like the word penis. Better than dick or cock.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

Just another day of realizing I will never find a partner. I'm too anxious to date. I feel too ugly to hook up. And I'm too old with no relationship experience. I didn't even try to have a girlfriend as a cover up in high school... I will be lonely until I die.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

My meds are really fighting the dark thoughts today. Like the Spartans at Thermopylae. Lol

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

Always said if I didn't have to work I would travel all the time. Spring Break with no plans has contradicted that idea. Lol. #homebody #donothing

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

What do you think it means that I've had "Stacy's Mom" stuck in my head for the past three nights before sleep?

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

Well I'm really horny today. Lol

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

Oops... I went to the grocery hungry and craving ice cream...

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

I might've finally found my people!! #hopeful

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

I feel like charging at an EV station with your car radio on kind of defeats the purpose?

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

If I had known adulthood was just being tired and not wanting to go to work every day I wouldn't have signed up for it. #ineedarefund #sotired #iwannabeakidagain

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

This Hump Day all I want to be is a lump... In bed... All day. #pleasedontmakemework

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 08/02/2026

I can't seem to help being a disappointment... To myself and to others.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

To me there's a difference between wanting to die and wanting to blow my brains out.... I don't want to end my life. I just want the horrible thoughts to go away....

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 25/12/2025

The holidays mean nothing when you're all alone.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 10/12/2025

Had a nice relaxing Birthday yesterday! Therapy, 2 Hour Massage, Wank Session, Zootopia 2, and then the Pissaro Exhibit at the Art Museum!

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 07/12/2025

I wish the weather would match my mood... I feel like shit but it's bright and sunny outside. Unfair. Lol

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 01/12/2025

I need to find an active hobby that I enjoy. Working out does nothing for my body image issues right now.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 01/12/2025

Back to the Grind... Can I just retire already?

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 24/11/2025

So... Do you think the Scarecrow from Wicked has a penis?

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 07/11/2025

It sucks living alone because when my life is cluttered; my apartment gets cluttered as well...

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

Today was pretty overwhelming. So much so I almost cried at work....

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 29/10/2025

Having a low mood this morning because I had a dream last night where I was abandoned by my school partner on a project and the teacher wouldn't let me switch... I'm 39...

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 23/10/2025

A photo you'd use as an album cover

Large crab in the bottom of an orange bucket

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 21/10/2025

Fuck people who have zoom presentations in coffeeshops.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 17/10/2025

Every now and then I catch myself in a flattering angle... But somehow that never translates to pictures.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 17/10/2025

I've become a Weekend Warrior because the weekend is the only time I don't HAVE to do anything... My life sucks.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 17/10/2025

Felt on edge all day. Not sure why. Started with an anxiety dream. Now I can't seem to release any tension. No matter what I try.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 12/10/2025

I never got to be attractive. I've never been lusted over. I'm fat, ugly, and old. And I've never been in a relationship. I understand why no one would want me.

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 12/10/2025

Why did dressing up nice make me feel like a fat slob? I wanted to feel nice and all I felt was huge.... I hate being fat.....

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

Oof, I'm a little horny today...

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

I fucking hate how much they talk on the radio in the morning. Like, give me a fucking song...

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Papa Bear @papaj2.bsky.social · 07/10/2025

New Core Belief Uploading: Being my authentic self will allow me to build authentic relationships. #Therapyisforeveryone

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