iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 22/09/2025

I watched NYT’s "Inside the Daily Life of a Live Streaming Star in China" years ago, and it still lingers like a ghost. Searching her name brings up nothing, as if she never existed. I just... Really hope she's okay today.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 10/09/2025

COMIC “I haven't been the same since you left”

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

the only kpop idol for me some days i still think about you... #vocaloid

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 28/07/2025

today i went to a cosmetics boutique and i tried a new perfume. i have not stopped sniffing on my wrist since.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 23/06/2025

a short comic about ugly desires, self-obsession and jantelagen - the unspoken law in nordic culture that says: you’re not better than anyone else. (you’d better not be) 1/4

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 05/06/2025

i just feel like this panel goes really hard even on its own

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

preview :3c i finished page 3 today

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 03/04/2025

*This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 03/04/2025

A short comic about old memories, lost time, and the weight of the words that were left unsaid*

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

She was here. She was loved. And I will miss her forever.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

And I hope that, wherever she is now, the snow is endless and untouched, waiting for her to roll and twist and cover the world in her joy. And when she is done, I hope there is a warm fire waiting Just for her.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

A part of me will forever feel like I failed her. But I also know that she would never be able to see it that way. She knew only that she was loved, that she was wanted, that she belonged. She lived without doubt, without regret. She crashed through life with joy, reckless and full of light.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

She was a diva who knew exactly what she wanted, and nothing in this world could convince her otherwise. She would sit in front of the fireplace, crying relentlessly until a fire was started. Then, as if nothing had ever been wrong, she would stretch out in front of it in absolute bliss.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Again and again, as if the snow was made just for her. Maybe it was. Maybe everything warm and soft and bright in this world was meant for Aida.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Winter was her favorite. The moment the first snowflakes fell, she was ready, bounding outside with the kind of reckless joy only she could manage. She would throw herself onto her back, paws in the air, twisting and rolling until the world was covered in her snow angels.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

I used to joke, "Warning for flying Labrador," but no warning in the world could have prepared me for how much space she would take up in my heart. Or how empty that space feels now.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

Aida was here. A storm in golden fur, a whirlwind of joy, a heart that beat at full gallop. She lived as if the whole world was meant for her—every hand meant to pet her, every space meant to be filled with her warmth.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

i just want the world to know that she was here. Aida was here and she was loved

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

I've had nightmares every day recently and in them I just cry uncontrollably

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

shots of a thing im working on (and might post, someday)

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 10/02/2025

ive never done an art vs artist before

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 26/11/2024

i really had to rush this one but i like the line of action in it

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 26/11/2024

i did some illustrations for a small school project about children who live with parents that suffer from substance abuse. i thought they were cute so im posting them here. i made them in rebellle

watercolour painting of a scared child, hiding under a blanket

watercolour painting of a child laying on a sofa. she is nauseous from eating too much candy

watercolour painting of a small child in a boat. The weather is stormy

watercolour painting of a man and a child. the man is patting the child on the shoulder, as if to say "I'm here to help you"

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 24/11/2024

Let the threads unwind, In the quiet, I am whole. Give me courage, give me fire, Give me peace to let it go.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 21/11/2024

i'm not much for mainstream music but Gaga is the only exception.

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 12/11/2024

gaga's new song is good as fuck and im obsessed

a portrait drawing of Lady Gaga from her music video "Disease"

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paddelin :: dea @paddelin.bsky.social · 27/10/2024

very day, like clockwork: ‘how old are you, really?’ or, ‘oh wow, you really look despondent.’ i literally cannot escape these comments. it does not matter what i do

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